elld101
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This is probably the most soy cuck shit I'm admitting here but back when I was a bluepilled 16 year old in 2011 I shared the same class as this Stacey (I'm 27 now btw ). I only spoke to her once (used an excuse to ask her about coursework). That autumn/winter 2011 and spring/summer 2012 we'd share the same class about 2/3 days a week. I'd frequently see her in 2012/2013 in hallways but that's about it....
I never added her on FB or insta but frequently stalk her online every now and then. I even stalk her friends hoping they share a picture with her in it
I used to look at her pics almost every day when I was 17-20, but like once a month now. I still think of her in my daily thoughts as she basically lives rent free in my head. I thought I'd get over her by nowbut haven't. I'm pretty sure I will when I get another crush or a GF.
I've had crushes on other girls after this one, who I would also obsess about but usually lasts no longer than six months..during that time I'd forget about this girl but she would stay in the background ready to take her place in my head once Is get over my new crush.
This is so soul-crushing
I wish I never saw this girl. She's actually gone from a 10/10 to like a 8/10 and has probably been railroaded by at least 5 guys since I saw her. But that perfect version of her is stuck in my head forever
I never added her on FB or insta but frequently stalk her online every now and then. I even stalk her friends hoping they share a picture with her in it
I used to look at her pics almost every day when I was 17-20, but like once a month now. I still think of her in my daily thoughts as she basically lives rent free in my head. I thought I'd get over her by nowbut haven't. I'm pretty sure I will when I get another crush or a GF.
I've had crushes on other girls after this one, who I would also obsess about but usually lasts no longer than six months..during that time I'd forget about this girl but she would stay in the background ready to take her place in my head once Is get over my new crush.
This is so soul-crushing
I wish I never saw this girl. She's actually gone from a 10/10 to like a 8/10 and has probably been railroaded by at least 5 guys since I saw her. But that perfect version of her is stuck in my head forever