darkness97
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literally lost her and she wont even talk to me. I don't even think she looks at me anymore. there were three moments that I can think of that made me happier than i have ever been.
1. when we both admitted to liking each other.
2. when we looked at each other when our favorite song played.
3. Me saying a joke out loud knowing she would hear it. hearing her scream and laugh in response touched my heart.
Fuck man. If my boy just didn't fuck me over i would have been fine. I have never been so embarrassed in my life and I don't know why i am so in love with her right now. It's literally making me sic. she is all i think about all day. She to me is the most beautiful woman that has ever walked the earth.
God i miss flirting with her. if only our "friends" didn't get in our way so fucking much. And i fucking hate my "boy" for lying about her feelings for me. Deep down i know she misses me too. BUT FUCK MAN.
sorry had to vent about this shit.
1. when we both admitted to liking each other.
2. when we looked at each other when our favorite song played.
3. Me saying a joke out loud knowing she would hear it. hearing her scream and laugh in response touched my heart.
Fuck man. If my boy just didn't fuck me over i would have been fine. I have never been so embarrassed in my life and I don't know why i am so in love with her right now. It's literally making me sic. she is all i think about all day. She to me is the most beautiful woman that has ever walked the earth.
God i miss flirting with her. if only our "friends" didn't get in our way so fucking much. And i fucking hate my "boy" for lying about her feelings for me. Deep down i know she misses me too. BUT FUCK MAN.
sorry had to vent about this shit.