Lonenely sigma
Future "username-o-plasty" candidate
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At this point, the possibility of ascending and earning money for it is the only thing that matters to me.
I noticed that I have almost no fear about things I used to fear in my regular life. Likewise, I feel no sadness about the things like dying alone and not having anyone.
In my mind, my life is pointless anyway - if I manage to ascend and find purpose - then great. But if the world goes to nuclear war tomorrow, then thats a shame, I won't be able to earn money for ascension.
Thats not to say I hate the world, I just don't care. World has its beautiful side, if I reach it then cool, if I don't - the bad side can as well dissapear with me, I won't cry about that.
I noticed that I have almost no fear about things I used to fear in my regular life. Likewise, I feel no sadness about the things like dying alone and not having anyone.
In my mind, my life is pointless anyway - if I manage to ascend and find purpose - then great. But if the world goes to nuclear war tomorrow, then thats a shame, I won't be able to earn money for ascension.
Thats not to say I hate the world, I just don't care. World has its beautiful side, if I reach it then cool, if I don't - the bad side can as well dissapear with me, I won't cry about that.
