lebesgue
ALT HTB+ ONLY
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I still experience brutal blackpill moments like being rejected by LTBs who initiated on my first after taking a closer look.
I honestly get no girls yet I act like I do towards my male friends. I have to keep a facade and it sucks that Im NT too cuz I cant just admit to being an incel
I have ADHD, Depression, BDD, C PTSD, etc
When I wake up, I put on my bb cream, highlight my canthus with kohl, and stare at my filler covered face at just the age of 18 wondering why my skin texture resembles that of an old mans.
I have style, confidence, good hair, hobbies, NT. None of it matters, I have been rejected 10 times in a row in a club, have probably cold approached 100+ girls but I am still incel.
I have a surgery scheduled for november. I am honestly struggling to even live to the date of this surgery. I am feeling really hopeless and have been in bed failing my college and at the brink of losing my scholarship.
My parents ask me to open up about things when they see me. I cant answer them as ive hidden so much from them
Inb4 just rope. I would rope if it didnt mean my loving mother being sentenced to 30 years of suffering due to elimination of her subhuman child.
and people generally like me. I hide the insufferable aspect pretty well
Ill try to live on
I honestly get no girls yet I act like I do towards my male friends. I have to keep a facade and it sucks that Im NT too cuz I cant just admit to being an incel
I have ADHD, Depression, BDD, C PTSD, etc
When I wake up, I put on my bb cream, highlight my canthus with kohl, and stare at my filler covered face at just the age of 18 wondering why my skin texture resembles that of an old mans.
I have style, confidence, good hair, hobbies, NT. None of it matters, I have been rejected 10 times in a row in a club, have probably cold approached 100+ girls but I am still incel.
I have a surgery scheduled for november. I am honestly struggling to even live to the date of this surgery. I am feeling really hopeless and have been in bed failing my college and at the brink of losing my scholarship.
My parents ask me to open up about things when they see me. I cant answer them as ive hidden so much from them
Inb4 just rope. I would rope if it didnt mean my loving mother being sentenced to 30 years of suffering due to elimination of her subhuman child.
and people generally like me. I hide the insufferable aspect pretty well
Ill try to live on
