i struggle with a lack of committing to ideas i have, and i don't know why.

[lurking00214]

this is like the 3rd thing i've posted here about myself mentally. I enjoy the anonymity and appreciate the advice i've received here regarding any other threads i've posted, but i can't seem to understand why i have this issue.

i've worked 9 jobs at 19. Fired from 2, left 5 and contracts ran out at 2 other ones. i enjoy working then i don't, and in random 2-3 month intervals that i'm unemployed, i want to learn something online to do on the side, i.e entry level money making methods online. i commit 5 days a week to the gym, commit to a healthy diet, but seemingly nothing else. which i cannot wrap my head around, i have bursts of motivation and have a strong feeling of wanting to take action and learn these new things, try new things, but the time just passes by with no action being taken.

this sounds like something more well versed for a random reddit thread, but ngas on .org at times can be more helpful and maybe have gone thru the same thing, it's hard to put into words how i feel about this and know it's not an issue that can be fixed right away.

 

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[LooksmaxxingGrind]

You need to align your words and your actions. The more you say you'll do something and don't do it the less value your words have. Start small. But always follow through, it will make you more selective about what you promise yourself too.

Following through is uncomfortable of course. Especially with a hasty pronouncement. But promising something stupid and still doing it also just makes you more aware of your words in the long run.

Obviously also be discerning with what you want to learn. You can't learn everything so filter it down as much as possible.