sergeant blackpill
Certified Lookism PhD & Licensed SlutHater
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I can't take this PSL shit no more. Tired of this schizo BDD shit and constantly worrying that i'm actually a subhuman and sometimes feeling like i look decent.
I'm so mentally deranged that i laugh uncontrollably like the joker when i read blackpill posts and blackpill memes and watch tiktoks and FACEandLMS livestreams. I can't even go to the gym anymore because i worry that people see me like in really bad selfies and that i'm super disgusting and might get laughed at by foids or something. And i'm so fucking lonely i swear i haven't had a proper social life in like 5 years or more which makes me believe even more that i must be subhuman. I can't even get a job at a call center, even they reject me so i'm dirt poor and addicted to multiple hard drugs.
I don't even like my drug of choice anymore, it just makes me feel restless and irritable, but it used to make me feel nicely sedated but now i can't even have that anymore. I'm tired of waking up at 3am every night in cold sweat because i'm having withdrawals and need to redose.
I just wish i had a time machine to go back to my teenage years and fix all my stupid mistakes.
It's over buddyboyos end of the line imma rope tonite. Tell my friends and family it wasn't their fault.
I'm so mentally deranged that i laugh uncontrollably like the joker when i read blackpill posts and blackpill memes and watch tiktoks and FACEandLMS livestreams. I can't even go to the gym anymore because i worry that people see me like in really bad selfies and that i'm super disgusting and might get laughed at by foids or something. And i'm so fucking lonely i swear i haven't had a proper social life in like 5 years or more which makes me believe even more that i must be subhuman. I can't even get a job at a call center, even they reject me so i'm dirt poor and addicted to multiple hard drugs.
I don't even like my drug of choice anymore, it just makes me feel restless and irritable, but it used to make me feel nicely sedated but now i can't even have that anymore. I'm tired of waking up at 3am every night in cold sweat because i'm having withdrawals and need to redose.
I just wish i had a time machine to go back to my teenage years and fix all my stupid mistakes.
It's over buddyboyos end of the line imma rope tonite. Tell my friends and family it wasn't their fault.