I take a ton of sleeping pills to constantly be unconscious so that I don’t have to live through constant suffering

[Deleted member 283748]

I’m peaking bro

 

[Nexom]

Why are you living through suffering?

 

[Deleted member 283748]

Why are you living through suffering?

I used to have a great social circle and a girl that I cared about and I had to move out and leave them all I’ve known them all for half a decade at least. Now I live somewhere super stressful and going back isn’t an option. They all blocked my contact/ignore me and all I think about is negative nostalgia. I sound like a botch and Ig I am but I don’t even wanna be awake. At least sleeping constantly is better than roping