I talk to no one all day

[maxilofailo]

None of my “friends” ever text me (from hs and middle school)
Never once in college (well, first semester only one did but she ghosted me new years)
They don’t know
I spend all my days alone
Even senior year of high school not until the last three months no one texted or called to check up (except for that one female friend)
Same with the previous summer
Ever since late ‘22, I’ve just been straight up alone

Ever since late ‘21 I’ve been straight up depressed

This site didn’t make me depressed my life already was
I just found a lot of brutal truths here

 

[Tabula Rasa]

you've got to learn to live with yourself tbh

 

[BitchBoy]

Nigger

 

[alurmo]

you've got to learn to live with yourself tbh

been doing that since birth

 

[Entschuldigung]

I think depression doesn't exist... It's just that you're too self aware and also aware of your surroundings

 

[MostGLSlayer]

Even if people start talking to you, you’ll be to non NT to maintain the relationship.

 

[maxilofailo]

Even if people start talking to you, you’ll be to non NT to maintain the relationship.

But im not non NT
I do have a problem maintain though
It’s cause I always have the mentality “I don’t wanna bother the person”
It comes from the people pleasing neurotic state I was raised in

 

[maxilofailo]

I think depression doesn't exist... It's just that you're too self aware and also aware of your surroundings

I’ve been told many times I overthink

 

[LevantinePsycho]

I hate 90 percent of people around me