i tell u what its like to be truly evil

[Youㅤ]

nothing. life is nothingness. but for one thing that i also call nothingness in delusion. and life is suffering. joy can be consciously understood occasionally but even joy does not feel good. thoughts try to not be evil but they eventually notice that the evil inside is pulling the strings so they do evil regardless. what evil feels like is death. death of self self is dying always and over and over again. there is a lust for watching the same happen to others. mind is like a starving predator locked in a prisonand the thoughts increase in IQ in desperation to escape. they overwhelm consciousness as constant part of reality and if they stop then awareness perceives them from chaos.

but u wont understand what i mean with all this cuz u r not evilcel like me or if u r u r not the wrong kind of evilcel like me i am an unnatural evilcel a byproduct of a greater evil.

 

[Blonk]

nothing. life is nothingness. but for one thing that i also call nothingness in delusion. and life is suffering. joy can be consciously understood occasionally but even joy does not feel good. thoughts try to not be evil but they eventually notice that the evil inside is pulling the strings so they do evil regardless. what evil feels like is death. death of self self is dying always and over and over again. there is a lust for watching the same happen to others. mind is like a starving predator locked in a prisonand the thoughts increase in IQ in desperation to escape. they overwhelm consciousness as constant part of reality and if they stop then awareness perceives them from chaos.

but u wont understand what i mean with all this cuz u r not evilcel like me or if u r u r not the wrong kind of evilcel like me i am an unnatural evilcel a byproduct of a greater evil.