I Think About Killing My Self Everyday

[PseudoMaxxer]

Idk, It has been like this since my teens started. The lack of appeal and of social interaction/bullying made me strange.

My mom always told me that all that matters is the inside of a person.

She didn’t know that i was shit both on the inside and outside. But life made me like this.

I didn’t decide to be born by 2 subhumans. God did. But why is my question.

I don’t understand why i keep going, i wake up every morning and not only go to work, but also do my skincare before and after, stay on a good diet and go to the gym.

Nothing helped. The thought of how easy life would be if i just killed my self never leaves my brain

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

no one cares

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Goer

 

[New Poster]

Are u manlet?

 

[longjohnmong]

you need to get your shit together

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

you need to get your shit together

nigga i got a highly respected job, go to the gym and follow a diet, looksmaxx.

What the fuck am i supposed to do else

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Are u manlet?

“5’6 Turbomanlet” you think i’m making fun of my self for nothing?

 

[Deleted member 20370]

nigga i got a highly respected job, go to the gym and follow a diet, looksmaxx.

What the fuck am i supposed to do else

swallow strong ssri's

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Goer

i’m thinking about it. Gonna hop on Tret or Accutane. If Hair Keeps Thinning I don’t give a fuck anymore i will op on Fin.

If i become trans and my dick don’t work no more and develop Gyno AGAIN. I will kill my self

 

[New Poster]

“5’6 Turbomanlet” you think i’m making fun of my self for nothing?

Are you postpuberty? Can you grow out of it?

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

swallow strong ssri's

i don’t know what is that

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Are you postpuberty? Can you grow out of it?

19 this sunday. It’s been over.

My dad 5’5 mom 5’3

 

[Deleted member 20370]

i don’t know what is that

happy pills

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

happy pills

my biggest problem is that i don’t know where to get these drugs. I don’t really care about anything anymore since my life is utter shit. I’m in europe where can i get them?

 

[New Poster]

19 this sunday. It’s been over.

My dad 5’5 mom 5’3

Hghmaxx

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Hghmaxx

useless. Growth plate are 100% closed. Can’t get HGH or will probably develop cancer since i’m prone to it

 

[New Poster]

useless. Growth plate are 100% closed. Can’t get HGH or will probably develop cancer since i’m prone to it

Why are you worried about cancer if you're going to kys?

 

[Deleted member 20370]

my biggest problem is that i don’t know where to get these drugs. I don’t really care about anything anymore since my life is utter shit. I’m in europe where can i get them?

psychiatrist man

 

[Deleted member 30679]

You think getting a girlfriend will solve your problems ?

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Why are you worried about cancer if you're going to kys?

i don’t wanna cause too much emotional damage to my parents and traumatize them more. But you are right, i should go ER

 

[Deleted member 30679]

i don’t wanna cause too much emotional damage to my parents and traumatize them more. But you are right, i should go ER

Don't
Socialize and make friends
If you cant get laid just fuck hookers

 

[shortcel88]

swallow strong ssri's

got a recommendation?

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

You think getting a girlfriend will solve your problems ?

absolutely no, already said this in another thread. Got a Gf for 2 weeks and dumped her cuz i couldn’t settle and wanted more. Kissed 5 girls and one wanted to have sex but i was to high Inhib to do it.

I know a girl is not gonna solve anything cuz i’m a fucked up person who cannot open up even to his parents

 

[Deleted member 30679]

absolutely no, already said this in another thread. Got a Gf for 2 weeks and dumped her cuz i couldn’t settle and wanted more. Kissed 5 girls and one wanted to have sex but i was to high Inhib to do it.

I know a girl is not gonna solve anything cuz i’m a fucked up person who cannot open up even to his parents

Brutal shit maine hope the best for you

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Don't
Socialize and make friends
If you cant get laid just fuck hookers

i don’t care about getting laid anymore.

I wanna make friends but can’t, i don’t like normie activities and if i’m just gonna fake it it’s not gonna be good

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

psychiatrist man

thanks, gonna try

 

[Deleted member 20370]

got a recommendation?

no

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

b

 

[Deleted member 28183]

Same I tried to rope three years ago but failed.Been thinking about doing it again ever since

 

[Deleted member 28896]

Have you tried escortmaxxing?

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Have you tried escortmaxxing?

i don’t care about getting laid bro. That’s how deep it got. I legit don’t give a fuck about girls anymore i just wanna feel normal and happy.

A girlfriend wouldn’t solve shit

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Same I tried to rope three years ago but failed.Been thinking about doing it again ever since

i read about an easy an painless method imma try

 

[sorrowfulsad]

Idk, It has been like this since my teens started. The lack of appeal and of social interaction/bullying made me strange.

My mom always told me that all that matters is the inside of a person.

She didn’t know that i was shit both on the inside and outside. But life made me like this.

I didn’t decide to be born by 2 subhumans. God did. But why is my question.

I don’t understand why i keep going, i wake up every morning and not only go to work, but also do my skincare before and after, stay on a good diet and go to the gym.

Nothing helped. The thought of how easy life would be if i just killed my self never leaves my brain

didnt read but probably more than half of the male population thinks about suicide. source: my thoughts

 

[Deleted member 28896]

i don’t care about getting laid bro. That’s how deep it got. I legit don’t give a fuck about girls anymore i just wanna feel normal and happy.

A girlfriend wouldn’t solve shit

Tried drugs?

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Tried drugs?

no, only weed. Doesn’t help and makes me hate my self after smoking cuz i look like shit and become lazy.

Wanna start some drugs but i don’t know what could help, i may visit a psychiatrist

 

[Deleted member 28896]

no, only weed. Doesn’t help and makes me hate my self after smoking cuz i look like shit and become lazy.

Wanna start some drugs but i don’t know what could help, i may visit a psychiatrist

You should do psychadelics as well as speed / coke

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

You should do psychadelics as well as speed / coke

i work an office job tho, 5 times a week and i drive everyday. If i get stopped and drug tested im fucked

 

[Deleted member 28896]

i work an office job tho, 5 times a week and i drive everyday. If i get stopped and drug tested im fucked

Perfect opportunity to go ER on the cops and bypassers.

 

[ducktruck]

Brutal it's over in the West, the only solution I can give you is if you're white try SEAmaxxing, only in Indonesia or Thailand you SMV won't be as worth as dirt and you'll be able to find a girl who would commit although yeah they're not the best looking. But you've got to come to terms with the cards you are dealt with and play appropriately

 

[Deleted member 47272]

Idk, It has been like this since my teens started. The lack of appeal and of social interaction/bullying made me strange.

My mom always told me that all that matters is the inside of a person.

She didn’t know that i was shit both on the inside and outside. But life made me like this.

I didn’t decide to be born by 2 subhumans. God did. But why is my question.

I don’t understand why i keep going, i wake up every morning and not only go to work, but also do my skincare before and after, stay on a good diet and go to the gym.

Nothing helped. The thought of how easy life would be if i just killed my self never leaves my brain

You are always my brother.