i think about killing myself all day every day

[sexist]

not that i’m depressed or anything but it just never leaves my mind

i always daydream of how i would feel taking a bullet to the head, i try to imagine how the transition from life to death would feel like despite being so quick. i know a bullet will shut down the brain “immediately” but there has to be something within the millisecond of transition, whatever it is i daydream about it all day

 

[Former Shortcel]

i always wonder how id be before i take a bullet to the head. As in if id go about doing it extremely casually, not a second thought to it. Or if id be extremely stressed and stare at the gun for hours on end before attempting

 

[sexist]

i always wonder how id be before i take a bullet to the head. As in if id go about doing it extremely casually, not a second thought to it. Or if id be extremely stressed and stare at the gun for hours on end before attempting

i always imagine what i’d see for the rapid milisecond of my last moment alive after pulling the trigger if i had my eyes wide opened

what would the trasition to death look like, what would i see?

 

[Tenres]

not that i’m depressed or anything

Hmmph...!

 

[Former Shortcel]

i always imagine what i’d see for the rapid milisecond of my last moment alive after pulling the trigger if i had my eyes wide opened

what would the trasition to death look like, what would i see?

People claim you wont notice anything but i still question that tbh

Ive thought the same thing when it comes to submarines imploding. Surely there has to be a tiny moment where you see or think something before you die