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CoreSchizo
Impregnating a JB by 2028
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I took all my pills of a mood stabilizer. I think there were around 10 in that bottle. However, I just had a terrible bloody nose that kept bleeding, and my heart rate went over 200bpm. My mom called an ambulance, and I stayed in a mental hospital for 2 weeks around a year and a half ago. I'm scared to die. I want to live a life, but not in this body that I have now. I would love to have a wife and kids and be confident in my own skin, but it will never happen for me. I have to endure non-stop stress every day just because I'm not good looking. I will kill myself eventually. As soon as my balloon gets filled up with too much stress and depression , it will pop, and that will be the end.