I think about suicide daily

[Deleted member 65207]

I took all my pills of a mood stabilizer. I think there were around 10 in that bottle. However, I just had a terrible bloody nose that kept bleeding, and my heart rate went over 200bpm. My mom called an ambulance, and I stayed in a mental hospital for 2 weeks around a year and a half ago. I'm scared to die. I want to live a life, but not in this body that I have now. I would love to have a wife and kids and be confident in my own skin, but it will never happen for me. I have to endure non-stop stress every day just because I'm not good looking. I will kill myself eventually. As soon as my balloon gets filled up with too much stress and depression , it will pop, and that will be the end.

 

[Deleted member 65207]

bump I guess

 

[Light•]

why is ur life that bad

 

[Deleted member 65207]

why is ur life that bad

Cause I’m autistic

 

[basedblackpiller]

How would you do it?

 

[apocalypse]

Real

 

[Deleted member 76870]

you performed a surgery on yourself so it won't be that hard to kill yourself

 

[6PSLcel]

Cause I’m autistic

same, i live in a hyper NT country as well so even worse

 

[Deleted member 74849]

Relatable

 

[Deleted member 72910]

just quit taking pills and look at the sun

 

[Nick.Harte]

Relatable

 

[Rimaxtis]

Thats so sad, im in the same position as you bro, im sorry you feel that way

 

[Deleted member 46941]

I think about it sometimes

 

[JustBeConfidentBruh]

I took all my pills of a mood stabilizer. I think there were around 10 in that bottle. However, I just had a terrible bloody nose that kept bleeding, and my heart rate went over 200bpm. My mom called an ambulance, and I stayed in a mental hospital for 2 weeks around a year and a half ago. I'm scared to die. I want to live a life, but not in this body that I have now. I would love to have a wife and kids and be confident in my own skin, but it will never happen for me. I have to endure non-stop stress every day just because I'm not good looking. I will kill myself eventually. As soon as my balloon gets filled up with too much stress and depression , it will pop, and that will be the end.

It's ok my man we all been there before, I tried to kill my self before but I failed I cutted my self with a razor but my iron deficient ass could bleed enough so I fell on the floor with tears in my eyes feeling defeated and pretty dizzy , its ok my man fuck anyone who could make you feel that way we're here for you even though there is lots of trolls out here but I'm here for you bro

 

[Deleted member 74849]

It's ok my man we all been there before, I tried to kill my self before but I failed I cutted my self with a razor but my iron deficient ass could bleed enough so I fell on the floor with tears in my eyes feeling defeated and pretty dizzy , its ok my man fuck anyone who could make you feel that way we're here for you even though there is lots of trolls out here but I'm here for you bro

What happened afterwards?

 

[JustBeConfidentBruh]

What happened afterwards?

Nothing much I didn't bleed as much and snapped back to reality and realized wtf have I done , I just wish I was chad man I wish I was visible to my family and loved instead of this invisible non worthy of living being

 

[Deleted member 74849]

Nothing much I didn't bleed as much and snapped back to reality and realized wtf have I done , I just wish I was chad man I wish I was visible to my family and loved instead of this invisible non worthy of living being

I'm sorry for you

 

[JustBeConfidentBruh]

I'm sorry for you

Thank you my man you don't need to be , aren't we all here for the same reason after all , having this self hatred because of this cage we trapped inside since we woke up and gained consciousness called our body

 

[SubhumanForever]

You shouldn't THINK about suicide - you should do it.

 

[LVZZO]

There is nothing a good beating can't solve
You are just bored find something to work on