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UtterFailureAnd5'5
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Feels worse than a breakup. Even though I never really made a move and all we were were classmates that were good with eachother, and later our contact genuinely got reduced to the utter minimum because I switched schools and we never had anything to do with erachother outside of school, I was still lying to myself that she'll reach out or want to do something if I ask her again (I asked twice in the span of 2 years)... today was her birthday and I thought nothing of it, until I saw her insta story and the only birthday wishes she reposted were from some guy whom only (from the mutuals we have) she and one of her foid friends follows, and that just genuinely stung me quite a bit. Why? I don't know, we never had anything romantical going, but "losing" that one girl you never even dated is a weird thing.
Like a proper gymcel I went to the gym and lifted for a solid 2 hours, where I atleast socialised a bit. I am below average in everything, except for the gym (especially when it comes to my weight category) and people naturally come to me for spots, help, advice and so on. Might not be over? Idk anymore. I'll find my own ltb someday.
Like a proper gymcel I went to the gym and lifted for a solid 2 hours, where I atleast socialised a bit. I am below average in everything, except for the gym (especially when it comes to my weight category) and people naturally come to me for spots, help, advice and so on. Might not be over? Idk anymore. I'll find my own ltb someday.