I think coping is a better option for me.

[getra]

My looks aren’t everything that holds me back. But my hormones are. The shitty metabolism and low muscle mass has made me a shell of a the man I should be. I get called baby face a lot, it looks like I have gyno even though I don’t, irrational and impulsive behavior, as well as low emotional control (rage, anger, despair). I find it better when I cope or pretend to be someone I probably don’t seem as, because at the end of the day my mentality is there, just not my physicality.