I think I am a drug-addict.

[Deleted member 17578]

I barely used any drugs whatsoever, basically nothing, for more than 3 months after running out in october. I found it easy to quit everything as long as I had nothing laying in my home, I didn't even have any real cravings or a need to use drugs.

I recently took a massive shipment of ~20grams and ~50pills. And found myself being high on drugs basically every day since.

Doesn't even matter if I have sessions at the mental-ward, have to work, or anything. I can manage with no-sleep or still being high while doing these things and nobody seems to take notice.

High-Functioning Drug-Addict life.

mirin?

honestly i can't care about fixing this issue since I think it's based to be high when ur a truecel subhuman without potential at ever living a good life.

its not like I am sabotaging anything, that I lost any friends, relationships, lost my job, am in financial struggle, or anything. Drugs have no negative impact on my life.

is what it is.

 

[Deleted member 128620]

Addict or bored?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

mogger life tbh. I love the drugs. Only thing that makes my life worth living.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Addict or bored?

bored truecel life.

this is the only way to get life-satisfaction in my situation.

 

[buddhistking]

Average gen z in netherlands (jk I'm trolling)

 

[Deleted member 128620]

bored truecel life.

this is the only way to get life-satisfaction in my situation.

Under peaceful conditions warlike man attacks himself

 

[Raja Porus]

Under peaceful conditions warlike man attacks himself

Give credit to Nietzsche nigga

 

[Deleted member 128620]

Give credit to Nietzsche nigga

It's over if you can't recognise popular quotes.

 

[Gargantuan]

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Under peaceful conditions warlike man attacks himself

there is no peace for me man
i have had a traumatizizing childhood and currently live without family, friends, relationship or any sort of validation, any positivity whatsoever.

my brain is a warzone.

 

[Daddy's Home]

Only thing that makes my life worth living.

And your 19-year-old 6'0 next wife that you'll marry in your next arc of early 30s life..

 

[superpsycho]

there is no peace for me man
i have had a traumatizizing childhood and currently live without family, friends, relationship or any sort of validation, any positivity whatsoever.

my brain is a warzone.

im sorry bro

mentalpill sucks

 

[Deleted member 17578]

And your 19-year-old 6'0 next wife that you'll marry in your next arc of early 30s life..

I wouldn't live like this if I still had hope of ever living a good life which would include things like that.

Lack of hope has destroyed my motivation

 

[Deleted member 128620]

there is no peace for me man
i have had a traumatizizing childhood and currently live without family, friends, relationship or any sort of validation, any positivity whatsoever.

my brain is a warzone.

I had pretty fucked up early life, but I guess I didn't internalise it as much. I do not think about it much at all. Sometimes when I catalogue my life and think of my days from now to the moment I could first remember anything I do feel a bit uncomfortable when going far back enough. Maybe some people process trauma differently, I don't know.

 

[Azim]

im not reading all that but thats tuff

whats ur main drug of choice?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

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[valentine]

omg we get it

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I had pretty fucked up early life, but I guess I didn't internalise it as much. I do not think about it much at all. Sometimes when I catalogue my life and think of my days from now to the moment I could first remember anything I do feel a bit uncomfortable when going far back enough. Maybe some people process trauma differently, I don't know.

true it depends on multiple factors

 

[Deleted member 17578]

im not reading all that but thats tuff

whats ur main drug of choice?

mdma ketamine mephedrone 2cb

 

[Azim]

mdma ketamine mephedrone 2cb

hope ur not abusing mdma too much ur gonna rape ur brain

which would you recommend trying to a 17yo whos only tried ritalin, elvanse, weed, nicotine, and alcohol? i probably fw stimulants the most i like being able to think clearly

 

[Deleted member 17578]

hope ur not abusing mdma too much ur gonna rape ur brain

which would you recommend trying to a 17yo whos only tried ritalin, elvanse, weed, nicotine, and alcohol? i probably fw stimulants the most i like being able to think clearly

2cb

most stims are very addictive and damaging esp at ur age. 2cb is a psychedelic

 

[Azim]

2cb

most stims are very addictive and damaging esp at ur age. 2cb is a psychedelic

yeah well it is what it is

ive heard a lot of good things about 2cb its probably one of the drugs i wanna try the most next to ecstacy

 

[lowinhibcel]

I barely used any drugs whatsoever, basically nothing, for more than 3 months after running out in october. I found it easy to quit everything as long as I had nothing laying in my home, I didn't even have any real cravings or a need to use drugs.

I recently took a massive shipment of ~20grams and ~50pills. And found myself being high on drugs basically every day since.

Doesn't even matter if I have sessions at the mental-ward, have to work, or anything. I can manage with no-sleep or still being high while doing these things and nobody seems to take notice.

High-Functioning Drug-Addict life.

mirin?

honestly i can't care about fixing this issue since I think it's based to be high when ur a truecel subhuman without potential at ever living a good life.

its not like I am sabotaging anything, that I lost any friends, relationships, lost my job, am in financial struggle, or anything. Drugs have no negative impact on my life.

is what it is.

which drugs broeder

 

[Deleted member 17578]

mdma ketamine mephedrone 2cb

which drugs broeder

 

[Deleted member 17578]

yeah well it is what it is

ive heard a lot of good things about 2cb its probably one of the drugs i wanna try the most next to ecstacy

its not that unhealthy tbh and makes clubbing/night-life just that bit more enjoyable so youre actually having a good time ngl.

 

[ducksoover]

2cb

still very neurotoxic no?

 

[Deleted member 17578]

still very neurotoxic no?

idk but dont think so