I think I have BDD.

[Deleted member 25938]

I know that many users on here say I'm gl, changlite, etc., but at this I don't even know if any of that is true. Yeah, sure, sometimes I feel like I'm genuinely gl, but other times I see myself in photos and irl and see a boneless, asymmetric asf manlet Asian.

The worst part about it is the inconsistency. As a case study, let's look at these three photos of me:

Look at how different each photo looks. What do you make of them?

The worst part of all of this is the uncertainty. Yeah, I might think I look the best in the first pic, but that was taken in my basement at night. By that logic, the second and third pics were taken in daylight, which means that given that I'm out during the day, the way I look in there would be how I actually look irl. If that's the case for the third pic, then I'm fucked. Not only that, I feel like I look worse in motion/irl than in pics, which would be gigaover if that were true for me.

These thoughts have been plaguing me. Everytime I talk with non-friends or even just walk by a group of girls, I just have that gut feeling that I'm repulsive to them in some way. Maybe it's my autism (read: normies can detect autism really quickly), but even then an autistic chad wouldn't feel that way, would they? Maybe it's the NTpill? The knowpill? Maybe I'm just overanalyzing the situation and deluding myself into reading the wrong thing out of every interaction?

I feel like I'm being tricked, or tricking myself. I think I'm slowly going insane harboring these thoughts over time. Users who've gone through this situation, what do you have to say?

 

[Allandro]

I wish I looked like you

 

[Lynx]

u look the same in all three pics

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Creepy chink. Smile more!

 

[Deleted member 25938]

Creepy chink. Smile more!

Honestly it could be this. But my smile looks sub-par imo.

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Honestly it could be this. But my smile looks sub-par imo.

You look good bhai, just stop looking creepy into the camera

 

[Deleted member 25938]

You look good bhai, just stop looking creepy into the camera

Autistic stare?

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Autistic stare?

No, just very emotionless.

 

[cancercell]

buccal fat removal would turn u into a model brotha
also @defezman is right you are staring into the camera creepily unironically have more emotion

 

[khvirgin]

your success with women is the only thing that could tell if you have BDD or not

 

[Deleted member 25938]

No, just very emotionless.

buccal fat removal would turn u into a model brotha
also @defezman is right you are staring into the camera creepily unironically have more emotion

Is this just a matter of becoming more full of emotions? Embrace the whitepill theory? I feel like stress has taken a toll on my mental health tbh.

 

[NFA PB]

you are gl, mentalcel

 

[Deleted member 25938]

your success with women is the only thing that you could tell if you have BDD or not

Tbh, I only had one moment in my life where I felt like a chad, and that was during a summer camp. I dated a HTB+, I got catcalled and approached by a girl, I was even told by a girl that I could be a model. People in general were just friendly tbh. But where I am, it feels like a different planet.

Am I a victim of the locationpill? I'm seeing parallels to ER here (although I'd never, ever commit a mass shooting or anything like that) and I hope that once I go to college that I will feel more at ease, get laid at the very least, succeed, and be able to get past this stage.

 

[emeraldglass]

Tbh, I only had one moment in my life where I felt like a chad, and that was during a summer camp. I dated a HTB+, I got catcalled and approached by a girl, I was even told by a girl that I could be a model. People in general were just friendly tbh. But where I am, it feels like a different planet.

Am I a victim of the locationpill? I'm seeing parallels to ER here (although I'd never, ever commit a mass shooting or anything like that) and I hope that once I go to college that I will feel more at ease, get laid at the very least, succeed, and be able to get past this stage.

You look good. What people on this forum suffer from is low self esteem. This leads to a self-fulfilling prophecy.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

That's incredibly awful, I don't know how you are dealing with your predicament. I am sending you positive vibes only and wish you get the help you need to recover from this. Sucks to hear you have to have been cursed by this affliction known as Big Dick Disorder.

 

[Deleted member 14815]

Ltn

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

You look good. What people on this forum suffer from is low self esteem. This leads to a self-fulfilling prophecy.

I agree that OP looks really good. If I looked like him I would not even complain. He is changlite to me.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

That's incredibly awful, I don't know how you are dealing with your predicament. I am sending you positive vibes only and wish you get the help you need to recover from this. Sucks to hear you have to have been cursed by this affliction known as Big Dick Disorder.

I don't know how I will either. Either I need to get friends, get laid, and have a good time to "delude" myself out of this pit. Or I will just live with this forever. Become a celibate artist or polymath or whatever. However, your jokes help to keep me going, yakhi. Obrimogpog!

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Tbh, I only had one moment in my life where I felt like a chad, and that was during a summer camp. I dated a HTB+, I got catcalled and approached by a girl, I was even told by a girl that I could be a model. People in general were just friendly tbh. But where I am, it feels like a different planet.

Am I a victim of the locationpill? I'm seeing parallels to ER here (although I'd never, ever commit a mass shooting or anything like that) and I hope that once I go to college that I will feel more at ease, get laid at the very least, succeed, and be able to get past this stage.

Yes you are a victim of the location pill. You mog me all the way back to Pyongyang and I have had more things happen to me than you do? It makes no sense. Only the location pill makes sense. Perhaps women in the Netherlands are just more pleasant women.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I don't know how I will either. Either I need to get friends, get laid, and have a good time to "delude" myself out of this pit. Or I will just live with this forever. Become a celibate artist or polymath or whatever. However, your jokes help to keep me going, yakhi. Obrimogpog!

I am glad you like my jokes bhai. I gotta say I'm always laughing or smiling whenever I crack jokes even on here. For real though you are very good looking and not even the first mentalcel I have come across on here. Another dude here has a legit Arabic prince phenotype and he thinks he's subchaddam. Crazy.

 

[rand anon]

As long as u pull that's what matters

 

[Deleted member 25938]

Yes you are a victim of the location pill. You mog me all the way back to Pyongyang and I have had more things happen to me than you do? It makes no sense. Only the location pill makes sense. Perhaps women in the Netherlands are just more pleasant women.

If this is true, then 3 more months until I'm done with school (mainly the impetus for my situation). At least in the summer I can pursue my hobbies, hang out with my friends, and looksmax to my heart's content. After 5 months, I'll be off to college, then I'll have to put myself to the test of the locationpill once again.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

I am glad you like my jokes bhai. I gotta say I'm always laughing or smiling whenever I crack jokes even on here. For real though you are very good looking and not even the first mentalcel I have come across on here. Another dude here has a legit Arabic prince phenotype and he thinks he's subchaddam. Crazy.

Yeah fr one of the reasons I stay on this forum is because of how fucking funny and entertaining it can be. You're one of those people who make it funny, so again thank you for keeping this forum from going to dogshit (I mean this both figuratively and literally)

Damn, there's a user on there that looks like that? Lemme guess, is it @Xangsane? In all seriousness, I really hope there will be a cure for mentalceldom; if not for me, then for posterity's sake.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

If this is true, then 3 more months until I'm done with school (mainly the impetus for my situation). At least in the summer I can pursue my hobbies, hang out with my friends, and looksmax to my heart's content. After 5 months, I'll be off to college, then I'll have to put myself to the test of the locationpill once again.

It is true. Perhaps women are intimidated by your good looks? I know many incels delude themselves thinking they are gl and women are scared to approach them but this does seem to be the case with you. Get out of the rut you're in now bhai asap. You are gonna be fine, I believe in you bhai.

 

[Vain786]

just bloated in the third pic

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Yeah fr one of the reasons I stay on this forum is because of how fucking funny and entertaining it can be. You're one of those people who make it funny, so again thank you for keeping this forum from going to dogshit (I mean this both figuratively and literally)

Damn, there's a user on there that looks like that? Lemme guess, is it @Xangsane? In all seriousness, I really hope there will be a cure for mentalceldom; if not for me, then for posterity's sake.

Once again I thank you for your nice words, I appreciate it a lot bhai jaan.

No I'm not talking about the infamous .org morpher that is @Xangsane. I am talking about the one and only @Htobrother. He looks like what Xangsane wished he looks like but he doesnt believe me when I say he's a giga mogger. I truly hope you two get out of your mentalceldom except for Xangsane that Pakistani-hating bastard can keep morphing himself for all I care.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

Perhaps women are intimidated by your good looks? I know many incels delude themselves thinking they are gl and women are scared to approach them but this does seem to be the case with you.

I'll never know tbh. I've had friends tell me that girls have had a crush on me but I had no idea, let alone know who these people were. I just hope that I didn't descend or some shit like that from then.

Get out of the rut you're in now bhai asap. You are gonna be fine, I believe in you bhai.

I'm definitely gonna try. Thanks for the support bhai

 

[Xangsane]

Once again I thank you for your nice words, I appreciate it a lot bhai jaan.

No I'm not talking about the infamous .org morpher that is @Xangsane. I am talking about the one and only @Htobrother. He looks like what Xangsane wished he looks like but he doesnt believe me when I say he's a giga mogger. I truly hope you two get out of your mentalceldom except for Xangsane that Pakistani-hating bastard can keep morphing himself for all I care.

That's not nice.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

just bloated in the third pic

Yeah, it's likely. Fuck bloat.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

Once again I thank you for your nice words, I appreciate it a lot bhai jaan.

No I'm not talking about the infamous .org morpher that is @Xangsane. I am talking about the one and only @Htobrother. He looks like what Xangsane wished he looks like but he doesnt believe me when I say he's a giga mogger. I truly hope you two get out of your mentalceldom except for Xangsane that Pakistani-hating bastard can keep morphing himself for all I care.

I've never seen @Htobrother so I can't attest to his alleged good looks. Also jfl I didn't know you and @Xangsane had (a mutual) enmity with each other

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I'll never know tbh. I've had friends tell me that girls have had a crush on me but I had no idea, let alone know who these people were. I just hope that I didn't descend or some shit like that from then.


I'm definitely gonna try. Thanks for the support bhai

See bhai? They do got crushes on you and I can see why. Maybe I have been listening to too much BTS but you are a certified changlite mogger. Doubt you descended bhai, at least not facially. And no problem. As always saar! I give my North Korean baradar phull sapport.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

That's not nice.

Indeed I think morphing your face is akin to women frauding with fakeup.

 

[Xangsane]

I've never seen @Htobrother so I can't attest to his alleged good looks. Also jfl I didn't know you and @Xangsane had (a mutual) enmity with each other

Look please ignore him. I've stopped ratting on south Asian people since I realized what I did was wrong.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I've never seen @Htobrother so I can't attest to his alleged good looks. Also jfl I didn't know you and @Xangsane had (a mutual) enmity with each other

Yeah Htobrother is smart enough not to post his face publicly on an obscure homosexual Indian forum.

As for Xangsane it's a love/hate relationship (99% hate but 1% love due to Islam).

 

[khvirgin]

Tbh, I only had one moment in my life where I felt like a chad, and that was during a summer camp. I dated a HTB+, I got catcalled and approached by a girl, I was even told by a girl that I could be a model. People in general were just friendly tbh. But where I am, it feels like a different planet.

Am I a victim of the locationpill? I'm seeing parallels to ER here (although I'd never, ever commit a mass shooting or anything like that) and I hope that once I go to college that I will feel more at ease, get laid at the very least, succeed, and be able to get past this stage.

i dont even know your location
maybe
what about dating apps?

 

[Deleted member 25938]

Look please ignore him. I've stopped ratting on south Asian people since I realized what I did was wrong.

I understand that you two have beef with each other and your relations are similar to what China-Soviet relations were in 1969. But I'm not gonna add fuel to the fire for no reason and engineer a state of antagonization against either of you.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Look please ignore him. I've stopped ratting on south Asian people since I realized what I did was wrong.

Really bhai? Only online or also IRL?

 

[Xangsane]

Really bhai? Only online or also IRL?

Yes, everywhere.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

Yeah Htobrother is smart enough not to post his face publicly on an obscure homosexual Indian forum.

I bet of the 2 bluepillers viewing this thread I bet one is fapping to my pics

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Yes, everywhere.

Mirin bhai. Morph my face too so I can chaddamfish hoejabis on muzz.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

I bet of the 2 bluepillers viewing this thread I bet one is fapping to my pics

It's an honor bhai.

 

[Xangsane]

Mirin bhai.

Thank you.

Morph my face too so I can chaddamfish hoejabis on muzz.

You can't do that. You need to be photo verified on that app

 

[Deleted member 15067]

HOME SAY YONG

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Thank you.

You can't do that. You need to be photo verified on that app

Owari da.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

As for Xangsane it's a love/hate relationship (99% hate but 1% love due to Islam).

What if one year you went on Hajj and then ran into Xangsane in Mecca?

 

[Jigen]

You look good man. Your face is wholesome looking. HTN

 

[Deleted member 25938]

HOME SAY YONG

"I'm in a Dallas prison for 53 days, I'll love getting sodomized every day in the latrines"

 

[Deleted member 15067]

On a real note yeah this is exactly how I feel and normies especially girls (especially them) have built in autism detectors

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

What if one year you went on Hajj and then ran into Xangsane in Mecca?

I would ask him how he's morphing his face IRL.

 

[Deleted member 25938]

You look good man. Your face is wholesome looking. HTN

What would you say are my halos and failos?