I think I started to accept a single life better now

[Regular Doomer]

I believe I finaly got tired enough to not chase sex and a pleasant relationship anymore, or at least for now

I don't know how it changed, but I simply can't bother anymore, it has been 2 weeks since I don't even look at a girls direction, no talk, no glances, no interest, no flirting

I think it happened last time I went out, a girl told me "finaly a handsome guy" and the other girl wanted to get my number and talk but didn't want to kiss me, we even dance together

but both of them were disapointing to say the least

then a girl tried to talk to me at the gym to flirt and start something but she was a single mom

all of them pretty but all of them beyond any repair, so bad that they don't even qualify for girl friend anymore

they're all so disapointing that Ibelieve I lost all interest in them beyond sex and I am not even willing to pay the tool for having sex, I can't stand giving them validation, money or atention, cause I don't recieve absolutely nothing in return as a person

 

[Regular Doomer]

doing even the slightest effort to meet or talk to a girl looks like punishment for me

just like women have sex for money but they hate it
I too hate giving anything in exchange for sex

 

[Regular Doomer]

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