i think i’m dead this week

[MirinDaZygos]

i’m on 900 pregab and 50mg baclofen, i’m 8 beers down and i’m manually breathing. honestly if i go to sleep now i don’t think i wake up

i probably will wake up lmao and be back on this forum that i hate so much

but honestly if i do die, im content with my life. i had my prime and ive had sex with 2 different girls multiple times.

life has kinda ended now, got fired parents hate me and are looking for exuses to kick me out. sisters don’t talk to me anymore

i’ve also found out i self harm, i was cutting my legs for the dopamine and to feel something. felt good.

if this is my final thread ever know that i’m happy about it, my life has pretty much come to an end and i’m happy about it, i’ve always said if i live till 20 i’ll kill myself but im happy going at 18

im so alone its unreal, all my ‘friends’ are normies so i cant even talk to them about anything, just make jokes if i bring anything up.

before any 2026cel retards join saying ‘meh why you venting on a looksmaxing forum meh just ascend’ this was originally an incel forum and i promise there is many more posts like this before me and to come.

this is not a cry for help or an attention grab, i genuinely hate myself and im happy it happening, i don’t care about anyhinh that happens to this thread. most of them get 5 views anyway, im just venting


if this really is my last ever thread and last ever thing i do just know im happy inside, really, BUT if org gets on the news make sure this thread gets seen hahaha

gonna take 5 more pregabs and baclofen just to secure it so i don’t look like a freak.

bye

 

[hitmancrewzz]

let it happend

 

[MirinDaZygos]

let it happend

lmao i will, just take more, just need it to kick in

 

[zariolite]

Don’t make that decision while you’re on all this shit, I promise you if you wake up you’ll be glad you did

 

[MirinDaZygos]

Don’t make that decision while you’re on all this shit, I promise you if you wake up you’ll be glad you did

i’ve just taken more. this decision was made ages ago, i’m just waiting now, im on a walk and ive got more pills with me if it fails, sent my final messages to all family.

it’s over ​

 

[zariolite]

i’ve just taken more. this decision was made ages ago, i’m just waiting now, im on a walk and ive got more pills with me if it fails, sent my final messages to all family.

it’s over ​

Wow
Sorry