I think Im depressed

[manhattanbound]

Its not the Dream at all i have exactly 2 friends, my mom Pretty much hates me for being an incel i have not talked to a Women once in my life, i dont look Bad i just cant Talk to people when everyone was out partying and social maxxing i was in my room playing videogames

your lucky tho if i could play games with my homies (i dont have any im genuinely just a floater friend) i would that . my mom already hates me but for a different reason.

 

[TechnoBoss]

I never thought of telling my parents because i KNOW they wouldnt understand, im not trying to go through that hassle.. genuinely my parents are always strict and theyve been like that for all of my life. however after i got that into that test bs they have been OMD. Thanks for your help though im going to just start focusing more i just dont know HOW

Everyone can understand somewhat if they've been young. Cheating on your test isn't a big deal so dw about that. If you like your teacher just tell them you're sorry for cheating (if you actually are) and maybe use this as a learning experience. You could maybe even tell your teacher how you're feeling bro (assuming you trust them)

Your parents are probably strict because they think it's helping you. A little bit of adversity and struggle when you're younger will help you build yourself into a stronger person overall. Don't be afraid to tell them how they make you feel. Maybe they will change how they aproach diffeent situations if they know it affects you greatly.

No problem. Try to focus on one thing at a time. I know it's easier said than done but try not to stress out too much. Just know that in a year/few years none of this will be a problem. Time and experience will fix many issues.

You'll be okay bhai.

 

[manhattanbound]

Everyone can understand somewhat if they've been young. Cheating on your test isn't a big deal so dw about that. If you like your teacher just tell them you're sorry for cheating (if you actually are) and maybe use this as a learning experience. You could maybe even tell your teacher how you're feeling bro (assuming you trust them)

Your parents are probably strict because they think it's helping you. A little bit of adversity and struggle when you're younger will help you build yourself into a stronger person overall. Don't be afraid to tell them how they make you feel. Maybe they will change how they aproach diffeent situations if they know it affects you greatly.

No problem. Try to focus on one thing at a time. I know it's easier said than done but try not to stress out too much. Just know that in a year/few years none of this will be a problem. Time and experience will fix many issues.

You'll be okay bhai.

i genuinely dont give a shit about cheating on the test (sorry if i made it sound like that) I just dont want to fail that zero made my grade go down the gutter just like my other subjects..
ill try

 

[foidslayer61]

I never thought of telling my parents because i KNOW they wouldnt understand, im not trying to go through that hassle.. genuinely my parents are always strict and theyve been like that for all of my life. however after i got that into that test bs they have been OMD. Thanks for your help though im going to just start focusing more i just dont know HOW

Are you overwhelmed often? I also cant focus at Most times and am overwhelmed easily. I might actually go to the psychologist soon and ask in for a diagnose there Must be something wrong with me.

your lucky tho if i could play games with my homies (i dont have any im genuinely just a floater friend) i would that . my mom already hates me but for a different reason.

I guess it was pretty chill but now they both stopped playing videogames i am Pretty much at Home by myself just bored the entire day. When they actually have time to do something i get dropped more than half of the times for some ltb and the other half of the times they make me feel Like im a burden. It makes me sad

 

[manhattanbound]

Are you overwhelmed often? I also cant focus at Most times and am overwhelmed easily. I might actually go to the psychologist soon and ask in for a diagnose there Must be something wrong with me.

I guess it was pretty chill but now they both stopped playing videogames i am Pretty much at Home by myself just bored the entire day. When they actually have time to do something i get dropped more than half of the times for some ltb and the other half of the times they make me feel Like im a burden. It makes me sad

i mean idk i think so, idk if its anything serious or if its in my head


i would pay to be in ur situation ngl if u just moneymaxx you can just do anything you want no stress

 

[african_subhuman]

Just beat your meat and put in your head that that life is actually meaningless, too an extend absurd.
Also it always get worse if it's already bad

 

[foidslayer61]

i mean idk i think so, idk if its anything serious or if its in my head


i would pay to be in ur situation ngl if u just moneymaxx you can just do anything you want no stress

I guess u are Right if i just moneymaxxed life would be easier my mom wants me to so a aprenticeship tho it last 3-4 years and i get 800 a month for 40 hours a week. Im not from the us no idea how school works there but if you finish it ur prettymuch set for life no?

I might actually just be mentaly retarded ngl I Hope i dont get any diagnose

 

[african_subhuman]

im 15 i feel like its not im literally typing this whilst crying im just rethinking everything that happened i feel like a loser i literally have NOTHING that stands for me
i suck at singing, im not DUMB but im mediocre i dont stand out, im not even interested in this religion class i cant make my parents ahpy or shit

Nvm just go out and leave this forum

 

[manhattanbound]

I guess u are Right if i just moneymaxxed life would be easier my mom wants me to so a aprenticeship tho it last 3-4 years and i get 800 a month for 40 hours a week. Im not from the us no idea how school works there but if you finish it ur prettymuch set for life no?

I might actually just be mentaly retarded ngl I Hope i dont get any diagnose

i mean 800/m is not alot to sustain a living like away from ur parents or watever

 

[foidslayer61]

i mean 800/m is not alot to sustain a living like away from ur parents or watever

Thats my Point, i mean i guess i can still live 1-2 years with my mother and then i can move in with my friend and pay some Rent i guess i might do that. But seriously bro my Point is just focus on what your parents have planed for you at the Moment, Ur still 15 when you are older maybe 18-19 u can start making your own desicions but until that Point let your parents think for you.

 

[manhattanbound]

Thats my Point, i mean i guess i can still live 1-2 years with my mother and then i can move in with my friend and pay some Rent i guess i might do that. But seriously bro my Point is just focus on what your parents have planed for you at the Moment, Ur still 15 when you are older maybe 18-19 u can start making your own desicions but until that Point let your parents think for you.

thanks bro

 

[iamaincel]

wish the best for you were in the same boat

 

[manhattanbound]

wish the best for you were in the same boat

thanks brother

 

[foidslayer61]

thanks bro

Shit advice i know but they are older and have more experience with life.

 

[manhattanbound]

Shit advice i know but they are older and have more experience with life.

idk sometimes i think my parents are a distraction they are always bothering me..
now that i think about it they might be the main root of my sadness (not blaming them tho)
im really just trying to academic maxx ngl sadly that includes me cheating and them getting involved

 

[CorinthianLOX]

Same

 

[uglyassnigga7]

Yo guys, as pathethic as it is to say this I think im depressed and you guys are the only online source I can vent to about
Basically I was caught cheating with my phone in class although nothing really serious happened except for getting a 0 on that test and the relationship between my teacher. My parents didnt even slap me or beat me which makes it worse because they made me feel so guilty and sad.. + that In my closet i put some wet pants in my pant section. my parents bullied the shit out of me and made me feel autistic. Im genuinely crying right now.. I need someone to talk to i feel so depressed and just useless
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my grades are terrible and i suck at the piano
what do I do???
feel free to pm me i really need someone to talk to

dude you're crying over wet pants and school, none of that shit matters in the grand scheme of things, just wait it out and im positive that this feeling will pass in due time

 

[manhattanbound]

dude you're crying over wet pants and school, none of that shit matters in the grand scheme of things, just wait it out and im positive that this feeling will pass in due time

thanks bro ur making me sound silly

 

[foidslayer61]

idk sometimes i think my parents are a distraction they are always bothering me..
now that i think about it they might be the main root of my sadness (not blaming them tho)
im really just trying to academic maxx ngl sadly that includes me cheating and them getting involved

Cheating is dark triad dont bother stopping lmao. But tbh youre Pretty much painting the picture that ur parents just dont want you to succed but think about it! Why would they want you to be a loser? Ill be honest u need to weigh the cons and pros of just telling your parents how u feel like and what your goals are! Tell them how you feel about them! ( only ofcourse if its worth it to you)

 

[uglyassnigga7]

thanks bro ur making me sound silly

haha glad you realize how silly it is brother

 

[manhattanbound]

haha glad you realize how silly it is brother

now that i think about it its literally more i lowkey feel trapped sometimes and my parents keep feeding my goyslop they just forced me to eat cake rn jfl