I think i'm going to rope this summer if I don't ascend

[Zelenskyiv]

I said it many times before but i'm really at my limit, I have a year of college left and not a single slay so far. I'm waging most of the time but on the way home (by bus since i'm a driverslicensecel) i'm seeing so many hot sluts and I live in a pretty ugly area with a small population.
In just over a month i'm going on a holiday and i'll be larping as a club-goer every night i'm there.
If I don't manage to bring even one girl back to my hotel after seeing daily suifuel, i'm going to blow my brains out.

It's legit fucking crazy in big cities. There are couples EVERYWHERE I look. Young couples cuddling, kissing, holding hands literally anywhere I lay my eyes. I remember going back to my hotel alone at night and on the way seeing people making out on benches waiting for a taxi to go back and fuck. It scarred me for life although I had some great experiences too.
I failed to fuck the 2 girls that even a downie would've been able to fuck in my position.
But no more of that. This summer I will succeed. I fucking have to. There's no point living like this.

 

[Klasik616]

I have been living this for the past 20 years, a miserable existence with no sense at all. And believe me it's more likely you won't succeed, so don't plan to rope.

 

[Zelenskyiv]

I have been living this for the past 20 years, a miserable existence with no sense at all. And believe me it's more likely you won't succeed, so don't plan to rope.

The thing is plenty of foids and fags cold approach me and call me good looking, been asked out by a few foids in my life when I didn't even talk to them before etc. I just don't know what to do with that.
I'm going to alcoholmaxx like crazy to get rid of autism.
Are you 20? I'm 23.

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[plukee]

Why is discussion of suicide so heavily talked about on here. Are looksmaxxers/blackpillers really the saddest/most depressed group of people to exist that society doesn’t acknowledge?!

 

[Klasik616]

The thing is plenty of foids and fags cold approach me and call me good looking, been asked out by a few foids in my life when I didn't even talk to them before etc. I just don't know what to do with that.
I'm going to alcoholmaxx like crazy to get rid of autism.
Are you 20? I'm 23.

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I haven't been asked out by foids, not even the foids I talked to (even less foids I don't know). Instead I got friendzoned and rejected for being myself.

 

[Deleted member 67869]

Why is discussion of suicide so heavily talked about on here. Are looksmaxxers/blackpillers really the saddest/most depressed group of people to exist that society doesn’t acknowledge?!

No but many ppl here are genuinely suicidal
I was too before

 

[EggKing]

You're mentally ill, no alcohol for that.

You need shock therapy and drugs

 

[Zelenskyiv]

You're mentally ill, no alcohol for that.

You need shock therapy and drugs

Alcohol helps me to be able to fake being half normie for an hour or two if I drink the right amount. Weed makes me suicidal and anxious so I don't want to risk trying any stronger drugs.

 

[Deleted member 44207]

I said it many times before but i'm really at my limit, I have a year of college left and not a single slay so far. I'm waging most of the time but on the way home (by bus since i'm a driverslicensecel) i'm seeing so many hot sluts and I live in a pretty ugly area with a small population.
In just over a month i'm going on a holiday and i'll be larping as a club-goer every night i'm there.
If I don't manage to bring even one girl back to my hotel after seeing daily suifuel, i'm going to blow my brains out.

It's legit fucking crazy in big cities. There are couples EVERYWHERE I look. Young couples cuddling, kissing, holding hands literally anywhere I lay my eyes. I remember going back to my hotel alone at night and on the way seeing people making out on benches waiting for a taxi to go back and fuck. It scarred me for life although I had some great experiences too.
I failed to fuck the 2 girls that even a downie would've been able to fuck in my position.
But no more of that. This summer I will succeed. I fucking have to. There's no point living like this.

go ER and take revenge on them normies

 

[T50gandycel]

 

[noodlelover]

The thing is plenty of foids and fags cold approach me and call me good looking, been asked out by a few foids in my life when I didn't even talk to them before etc. I just don't know what to do with that.
I'm going to alcoholmaxx like crazy to get rid of autism.

If this is your problem, try to make guy friends. You can learn a base of social skills before you get into dating.

Girl's will recognize the base and get less creeped out by you, giving you a chance to the learn how to talk to girls.

Your first goal should be going to the bar regularly, and becoming friends with every one there.

 

[ItsyBitsyJayhawk]

I am stuck in a third world shithole and I can't even ascend properly until I move abroad. I'd give a pretty sum to trade places with you. Give yourself a deadline to ascend (I have given myself until 30) and then do whatever you gotta do. 23 is way too early, don't hasten. You should at least "try" every trick in the book before giving up. Complete college and spend the next 2 or 3 years learning valuable skills, socializing and creating multiple streams of income. You can still slay in your late 20s and early 30s. You've still got time, use it and make something our of yourself. You don't need to do everything at once either. Baby steps.