I think I'm having hallucinations

[fauxfox]

It's been happening for at least a few months now where I see something moving out of the corner of my eye and it's vaguely humanoid but the split second I turn to look at it, the figure disappears. This legit happened 10 times just today. Sometimes it's moving towards me as I turn like it's about to attack me and it misses by a split second as I turn to it.

It's getting scary because when I walk outside alone at night I feel a presence watching me/I'm being followed but there's no one there yet I can still sense something is very wrong.

I'm not joking.

 

[Gonthar]

It's getting scary because when I walk outside alone at night I feel a presence watching me/I'm being followed but there's no one there yet I can still sense something is very wrong.

Is this presence in the room with us right now?

 

[fauxfox]

Is this presence in the room with us right now?

No, it's immaterial

 

[Gonthar]

No, it's immaterial

I see...
Does "it" wish to speak to us?

 

[fauxfox]

I see...
Does "it" wish to speak to us?

It don't think it has an intelligence, it's moreso a force of nature so I doubt it can communicate

 

[Gonthar]

It don't think it has an intelligence, it's moreso a force of nature so I doubt it can communicate

How can a force of nature watch you or follow you?
That's like rain, wind, storm, snow, etc. would follow you for some diabolic reason.

 

[fauxfox]

How can a force of nature watch you or follow you?
That's like rain, wind, storm, snow, etc. would follow you for some diabolic reason.

It's a force similar to death. I called it a force of nature because the one word that I feel describes it best is "inevitable". I haven't actually interacted with it because as I described it only appears out of the corner of my vision and it is slowly approaching me. Every single time so far I've turned to it before it's reached me.
I get the feeling one day I will slip up, it will inevitably reach me it'll do something indescribably malicious to me.
It's similar to a heat seeking missile.

 

[Gonthar]

It's a force similar to death. I called it a force of nature because the one word that I feel describes it best is "inevitable". I haven't actually interacted with it because as I described it only appears out of the corner of my vision and it is slowly approaching me. Every single time so far I've turned to it before it's reached me.
I get the feeling one day I will slip up, it will inevitably reach me it'll do something indescribably malicious to me.
It's similar to a heat seeking missile.

This "force" is not real, it can't hurt you...

 

[fauxfox]

This "force" is not real, it can't hurt you...

Every bone in my body tells me as it approaches that it will do something so evil to me I wish I was dead.

Ever since I was a young child I often had thoughts about spiritual beings that aren't visible to the human eye. I used to imagine that I could see them and fight them off.

I think I need to try shrooms tbh to see what's going on but I have 0 connections lol.

 

[Gonthar]

Every bone in my body tells me as it approaches that it will do something so evil to me I wish I was dead.

Ever since I was a young child I often had thoughts about spiritual beings that aren't visible to the human eye. I used to imagine that I could see them and fight them off.

I think I need to try shrooms tbh to see what's going on but I have 0 connections lol.

Have you told your therapist about this?

 

[fauxfox]

Have you told your therapist about this?

Some low IQ 40 year old woman was assigned to be my therapist even though I specifically asked for a male so I ghosted her.

I feel like there may be something wrong with me. I'm not trying to sound edgy but people have said I lack a moral compass/hold no strong convictions.

I'd only feel comfortable talking to male tbh, I feel like a woman would be more likely not to try to understand me they'd moreso just try to quickly peg me to a category.

 

[Gonthar]

I'd only feel comfortable talking to male tbh, I feel like a woman would be more likely not to try to understand me they'd moreso just try to quickly peg me to a category.

Is this one of your fantasies?

 

[fauxfox]

Is this one of your fantasies?

No, pegging seems gross. I prefer to be the dominant one.

 

[Gonthar]

Well, I don't know what to say anymore...
Psychedelics however I don't think are a good idea in your case, they could make it even worse.

 

[fauxfox]

Well, I don't know what to say anymore...
Psychedelics however I don't think are a good idea in your case, they could make it even worse.

My reasoning behind wanting to try psychadelocs is this.
I feel hollow as a person, aimless, without a moral compass, without a star to guide me.
Others have copes like religion that make the world bearable.
But me, all I have are material pleasures like video games, porn and food, material pleasures which damage my physical vessel.
My hope is that psychedelics can help me develop as a person and understand who I am, because right now I stand for nothing. I'm a null. I have no real purpose.

 

[Deleted member 25198]

It's been happening for at least a few months now where I see something moving out of the corner of my eye and it's vaguely humanoid but the split second I turn to look at it, the figure disappears. This legit happened 10 times just today. Sometimes it's moving towards me as I turn like it's about to attack me and it misses by a split second as I turn to it.

It's getting scary because when I walk outside alone at night I feel a presence watching me/I'm being followed but there's no one there yet I can still sense something is very wrong.

I'm not joking.

 

[Bojack]

you don't know anything about hallucinations dude. I got it 10 x worse than you did.

 

[fauxfox]

you don't know anything about hallucinations dude. I got it 10 x worse than you did.

Describe your situation please I'm interested.

 

[Bojack]

Describe your situation please I'm interested.

I see this ryan garcia and jenna ortega duo in my head

 

[fauxfox]

I see this ryan garcia and jenna ortega duo in my head

No idea who the first dude is but Ortega is hot

 

[Bojack]

No idea who the first dude is but Ortega is hot

yea she is dude for reals but she's been bonefucking me in my head for months already

 

[TheAbyssinian]

This is pretty normal I think this used to happen to me alot especially if I was already paranoid or stressed its your brain trying to detect a prescence ig

 

[Incellectually_Shy]

There is a simpler explanation:

 

[fauxfox]

This is pretty normal I think this used to happen to me alot especially if I was already paranoid or stressed its your brain trying to detect a prescence ig

I've been stressed for 6-7 years straight tbh. At no point in the last 7 years have I felt at peace.

 

[johnnymacster]

It's most likely a jinn, if you're muslim, perform ruqya

 

[Deleted member 16369]

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