ChioMaxiMix2025
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Where to start? My life has kind of been out of control for the past few years. I've struggled in college, struggled being on my own, struggled making new friends, and struggled with romantic relationships. In the past year, things blew up terribly with me, a friend, and my now-ex-girlfriend...and everything really just went to hell in a handbasket.
Well...I've had one saving grace...my little sister. She's been there for me constantly...always listening to me, giving me advice...and has always been the first person to jump in and try and pick me up when I fall down.
We've always been really close siblings...and we've always had each others' backs.
However...this past summer...things got a bit weird...at least on my end.
After everything in the past year, I pretty much became gynophobic. I can barely talk to girls now...sister excluded. She cared for me so much over the summer...talking to me, helping me with everything after the surgeries I had over the summer...and somewhere along the line I realized that she was growing up and looked...really...cute.
God, it's so freaking awkward to even admit it to myself.
I know incest is wrong. I never intended to remotely feel this way. I don't even want to feel this way. But there's no way I can remotely tell her that I've somehow came to feel this way...I don't want to make things awkward on her end. And I really just feel like there's nobody I know I can tell...because I really don't want to have that sort of stigma attached to me.
On the plus side, I'm away at college so there is physical distance...but still.
Well...I've had one saving grace...my little sister. She's been there for me constantly...always listening to me, giving me advice...and has always been the first person to jump in and try and pick me up when I fall down.
We've always been really close siblings...and we've always had each others' backs.
However...this past summer...things got a bit weird...at least on my end.
After everything in the past year, I pretty much became gynophobic. I can barely talk to girls now...sister excluded. She cared for me so much over the summer...talking to me, helping me with everything after the surgeries I had over the summer...and somewhere along the line I realized that she was growing up and looked...really...cute.
God, it's so freaking awkward to even admit it to myself.
I know incest is wrong. I never intended to remotely feel this way. I don't even want to feel this way. But there's no way I can remotely tell her that I've somehow came to feel this way...I don't want to make things awkward on her end. And I really just feel like there's nobody I know I can tell...because I really don't want to have that sort of stigma attached to me.
On the plus side, I'm away at college so there is physical distance...but still.
