I think it´s too late to kill myself

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I mean i could start becoming some sort of hardcore drug addict but i almost died this year from a heart cramp induced by an overdose anyway
There is not much worse a human being can experience. There is a lot of better things and if life should get worse it wouldn´t bother me much. I´m not interested in living the life that the average person lives. It´s extremely unappealing and horryfying and it´s all about genetics and upbringing anyway. There is nothing that makes me mentally stable. My brain has been ruined a decade ago. I´m trying to find meaning but it´s not gonna happen. Even the stupid war in ukraine is big nothing burger. You could be living without knowing about it. Nobody gives a shit yet there are thousands of people getting slaughtered mostly from random artillery shells. Even men younger than me. They don´t know me i don´t know them. People say they are just a number but they are not even that. Anyway jb is everything

 

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Inceldom worse than torture slavery and ass fuck

 

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What’s the site where sin is posting

 

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What’s the site where sin is posting

bo0kism

 

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funny thing same shit happened again a year later almost died again