Mediocre Normalfag
"I'm listening"
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I've become so blackpilled and nihilistic as a 34 year old kissless virgin. I honestly don't think I'd make it in a long term relationship. If by some miracle I could even get a gf. I'd probably find some way to fuck it up before it even began. Don't get me wrong. The sexual intimacy and validation that comes from such things, would feel great at first. But it would quickly give way to feelings of disgust and emptiness.
Even as I type this. Girl's that I've chatted with and sent dirty texts, using my morphed pics. It literally makes me want to puke. All that cutesy fluff n' stuff bullshit, calling you daddy and wanting to cuddle. Gross......!
I don't know. Maybe I'm just too cynical and fucked up in the head. In many ways it's like the flip side of the same coin. 26+ year old used up cum rags lose their ability to pair bond with beta men. And cynical old virgins (like myself) feel not too much of anything. Strange the way things work out like that, huh ?
Even as I type this. Girl's that I've chatted with and sent dirty texts, using my morphed pics. It literally makes me want to puke. All that cutesy fluff n' stuff bullshit, calling you daddy and wanting to cuddle. Gross......!
I don't know. Maybe I'm just too cynical and fucked up in the head. In many ways it's like the flip side of the same coin. 26+ year old used up cum rags lose their ability to pair bond with beta men. And cynical old virgins (like myself) feel not too much of anything. Strange the way things work out like that, huh ?