I think my life is over

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Why, whats Happening. How old are you and what is your Background?
Im 19, no school finished yet history of several mental disorders and mostlikely low iq around 80

Currently in youth welfare getting 250$ monthly which is nothing to survive , since I moved out it ended
I live on my own apartment from government tbh
Around 900€ in debt, have to participate in their coping activities while looking like auschwitz survivor
Hairloss ,I have fucked up bloodwork
My cortisol is high and therefore the blood sugars increased
I went up from 15% Bodyfat to 20 or smth while I lost 7-8pounds of lean muscle ,
Orthodontist fucked up my theeth and I have to wear the invisaligner till treatment is complete
My looks went downhill

My balls shrunk because I’m on trt , and doc says I should stop trt
But I really don’t want to stop it because I will loose another 3-4Kg of muscle and already look like an auschwitz survivor
I get laughed at








I will off myself I don’t want to go out anymore because of how I look
Idk how I’m gonna get a job interview and looking like this
With old clothes and shit
 
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