I think people who had good childhoods are ok with being bored losers

[Deleted member 22124]

They were given love as children so they have a sense of worth always. It's unfair because I feel inadequate and like I'm not ok just to exist. While others feel just bored I feel like there's something wrong with me. I also feel the world stinks and I want to go ER when I'm not shown any appreciation.

It's because I was abused that I need something to counterbalance the trauma. Those who were not abused feel like the world may be indifferent at times, but for me it's like they are actively trying to harm me through neglect.

It's like the world owes me a debt that can never be re-payed. Best they can do is damage control, but they probably won't even manage that. It don't see how life for me could end in any other way than bloodbath. It's not what I wanted, but unfortunately I can't bend the structures of reality.

 

[Deleted member 22124]

For you being a loser nobody may be distressing or shameful. For me it's a death sentence. That's what childhood trauma does to you because for children it literally is a death sentence not to be valued or loved.

 

[christian2710]

childhood determine you life future

 

[Deleted member 23115]

psychology is a psuedoscience that is as pointless as philosphy

just play games or sports lol u actually know if ur succeeding because of the ranking system and gameplay