I thought having a gf would change something but it didn't change the perception of myself

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Thought validation was everything and that having a gf would "fix" my insecurity, maybe it's the way I met her which isn't normal or maybe it's because I had these shitty braces for more than a year and already paid 5000$ but I'm still thinking about bimax and implants everyday, even if she thinks I'm attractive i know I'm not.

I don't even know if she will like me afterwards and I have no idea how long do you have to wait to kiss with your tongue someone after a bimax surgery but my BDD is killing me
 
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just fix your failos and live life, that's my plan
 
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escorts > surgeries >>>> gf
 
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Thought validation was everything and that having a gf would "fix" my insecurity, maybe it's the way I met her which isn't normal or maybe it's because I had these shitty braces for more than a year and already paid 5000$ but I'm still thinking about bimax and implants everyday, even if she thinks I'm attractive i know I'm not.

I don't even know if she will like me afterwards and I have no idea how long do you have to wait to kiss with your tongue someone after a bimax surgery but my BDD is killing me
IDK dude. Just compare your face to chads and chadlites to judge if you mog them or not.
 
IDK dude. Just compare your face to chads and chadlites to judge if you mog them or not.
lol i dont even look at chads or chadlites.
I got some pics to show how I want my implants to my surgeon and that's it, i think you can live a great life even by being a HTN
 
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Being masculine and good looking face is all that matters. Better be virgin Chad at 40 than Trump and his 4 wifes.

You can't be happy as a man if you don't mogg most other men until your 60s. Being mogged everyday sucks.
 
Many introverts who didn't experiment the life of the outside don't realise their true nature until they experiment the " fun " of the young extroverts teenagers.


They discover introversion



I will soon do another topic about the introversion and the maturity
 
lol i dont even look at chads or chadlites.
I got some pics to show how I want my implants to my surgeon and that's it, i think you can live a great life even by being a HTN
You say you have problems knowing whether or not you are physically attractive. I was assuming you were whether you were chadlite+.

I don't understand how you can oscillate from thinking you are subhuman to thinking you are gl.

Like my face looks the same to me regardless of my mood.
 
You say you have problems knowing whether or not you are physically attractive. I was assuming you were whether you were chadlite+.

I don't understand how you can oscillate from thinking you are subhuman to thinking you are gl.
Nigga is literally bipolar
 
You say you have problems knowing whether or not you are physically attractive. I was assuming you were whether you were chadlite+.

I don't understand how you can oscillate from thinking you are subhuman to thinking you are gl.

Like my face looks the same to me regardless of my mood.
How do you get "how you can oscillate from thinking you are subhuman to thinking you are gl." from "even if she thinks I'm attractive i know I'm not."?
 
I understand you.

For years, even as I was blackpilled, I kept coping thinking that if I just kept jutting all the time in public, I wouldn't need bimax.
Reality is I can't live like this. I have a doctor appointment on wednesday. I can't wait to get started.
 
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How do you get "how you can oscillate from thinking you are subhuman to thinking you are gl." from "even if she thinks I'm attractive i know I'm not."?
Oh. Yeah. There are so many different factors deciding whether a woman finds you attractive regardless of your objective PSL rating. There is the mere exposure effect and her own tastes of course, which can lead to her finding a LTN (or even a subhuman) physically attractive.

Btw whether or not she finds you attractive is not that relevant for looksmaxxing. You want to improve your objective attractiveness for more options in the dating market and better treatment from society.
 
I understand you.

For years, even as I was blackpilled, I kept coping thinking that if I just kept jutting all the time in public, I wouldn't need bimax.
Reality is I can't live like this. I have a doctor appointment on wednesday. I can't wait to get started.
Oh god LMAO
 
Thought validation was everything and that having a gf would "fix" my insecurity, maybe it's the way I met her which isn't normal or maybe it's because I had these shitty braces for more than a year and already paid 5000$ but I'm still thinking about bimax and implants everyday, even if she thinks I'm attractive i know I'm not.

I don't even know if she will like me afterwards and I have no idea how long do you have to wait to kiss with your tongue someone after a bimax surgery but my BDD is killing me
I still think she would be able to tell the difference between you and a chad. It's not like she is actually gonna think you are on the same level as O'Pry after hanging out with you for a while.
 
What's your PSL?
 
The thing is, people here acknowledge very fast looks related faults, which are either uber easy to fix "objectively" to a tangible result (bimax is easy to do if you ignore getting through the "im getting cut open" phobia,leanmaxxing is easy,) or impossible to fix. However they absolutely refuse to put any effort towards mentality shit like what you're describing. This is both due to effort needed being way larger, due to having trouble to accept that you might not be such a great person and due to it being under the things that I like to describe as "you put the effort, and you **might** get what you want" . It's hard to quantify mentality improvement and therefore hard to work towards it if you're not used to it for years. Of course being absolute chad would help this be cured eventually, but even then your brain will find a way to invalidate it bcus of your past, and being comfortable chad (>6psl) is anyways not achievable for a ton of people
 
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escorts > surgeries >>>> gf
Maybe I'm just a cuck for oxytocin. But I've been with 14 escorts, 9 civs and the only two women I enjoyed sex with were LTRs. So I disagree
I've been a porn addict since I was like 14. Downloading hentai porn pics at 14 years old and later Asian porn. And then graduating to videos when I got cable internet. Then somehow I found myself down the rabbit hole of BBC porn. And that is like almost all that I watch now. But porn is not real life. I can jack off to pics of a hooker. But then when I get there in the session, I feel no chemistry with her and can't get hard in many instances.
 
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I understand you.

For years, even as I was blackpilled, I kept coping thinking that if I just kept jutting all the time in public, I wouldn't need bimax.
Reality is I can't live like this. I have a doctor appointment on wednesday. I can't wait to get started.
I was jutting my lower jaw for the past 9 years. Needless to say I live like a hermit. If I was you, If somehow possible I would get bimax, because this is no alternative. For me, jutting raises me from a literal 1/10 abomination to like a 2-3/10 which is acceptable, but combined with autism and other failos its obviously still no long term option. If I could go back I would get surgery obviously, but now I'm an oldcel
 
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I was jutting my lower jaw for the past 9 years. Needless to say I live like a hermit. If I was you, If somehow possible I would get bimax, because this is no alternative. For me, jutting raises me from a literal 1/10 abomination to like a 2-3/10 which is acceptable, but combined with autism and other failos its obviously still no long term option. If I could go back I would get surgery obviously, but now I'm an oldcel
I feel you brother. Are you sure bimax isnt an option for you? With insurance depending on where you live?

I mouthbreath every night, if I tape my mouth I usually dont fall asleep, or wake up after 2 hours. So its impossible for me. Thats what I will tell the doctor, and all the bad things that comes from only mouth breathing. I will

when i was younger i was given braces. at night i had to wear a headgear
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I was a good looking child. but the headgear absolutely ruined my face. it pushed my maxilla backwards, and they bushed my lower jaw backwards too "to make my smile perfect" :ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO: Absoultely ruined my teenage years:lul: HOW IS THIS LEGAL???

How do you live wtih being recessed, while knowing youre recessed? I hate that
 
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I feel you brother. Are you sure bimax isnt an option for you? With insurance depending on where you live?

I mouthbreath every night, if I tape my mouth I usually dont fall asleep, or wake up after 2 hours. So its impossible for me. Thats what I will tell the doctor, and all the bad things that comes from only mouth breathing. I will

when i was younger i was given braces. at night i had to wear a headgear
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I was a good looking child. but the headgear absolutely ruined my face. it pushed my maxilla backwards, and they bushed my lower jaw backwards too "to make my smile perfect" :ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO::ROFLMAO: Absoultely ruined my teenage years:lul: HOW IS THIS LEGAL???

How do you live wtih being recessed, while knowing youre recessed? I hate that
Brutal, I had to wear the same head gear. It completely fucked my maxilla
 
Being masculine and good looking face is all that matters. Better be virgin Chad at 40 than Trump and his 4 wifes.

You can't be happy as a man if you don't mogg most other men until your 60s. Being mogged everyday sucks.
Trump's a bad example cause he's a Billionaire and being one offers you a mogger lifestyle that you can't imagine.
 
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escorts > surgeries >>>> gf
escorts suck at least in cities. $400 for protected sex with a catfish 200 pounds heavier and no orgasm.
I would rather just jack off than have sex with some random woman who might not even pretend to enjoy it.
 
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im very happy since i lost my Vcard. life is good right now
 
escorts suck at least in cities. $400 for protected sex with a catfish 200 pounds heavier and no orgasm.
I would rather just jack off than have sex with some random woman who might not even pretend to enjoy it.
Same people who say this never fucked a hooker. They are just teenagers who say random shit without actually having first hand experience.
 
Same people who say this never fucked a hooker. They are just teenagers who say random shit without actually having first hand experience.
ive fucked 2 hookers. the only good ones are 1k in large cities
 
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ive fucked 2 hookers. the only good ones are 1k in large cities
Yeah, $1k is insane. Hookers near me are ugly af and probably worse in person and want $200. But the teenagers on here will still peddle non-sense like this.
 
Many introverts who didn't experiment the life of the outside don't realise their true nature until they experiment the " fun " of the young extroverts teenagers.


They discover introversion



I will soon do another topic about the introversion and the maturity
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Thought validation was everything and that having a gf would "fix" my insecurity, maybe it's the way I met her which isn't normal or maybe it's because I had these shitty braces for more than a year and already paid 5000$ but I'm still thinking about bimax and implants everyday, even if she thinks I'm attractive i know I'm not.

I don't even know if she will like me afterwards and I have no idea how long do you have to wait to kiss with your tongue someone after a bimax surgery but my BDD is killing me
i think about this as well
if i will ever be able to see myself thoroughly in a positive light
 

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