I told my psychologist I have homicidal thoughts

[Endoplasmic82]

i havent because im a poor motherfucker and nobody will give me a job. Ive applied for a job during the last 2 years with nothing in return. But yes Id try any method if I had the money

They are not expensive lol,

How old are you and where do you live?

How can you not find a job, what a bum. Get searching, making excuses and now you’re crying about your wrinkles like a soy boy. You’re obviously new to LM, it’s normal to feel horrible about the way some of your features may look, it’ll get better (and then worse again and then better and so on) but at least try and improve.

Get a fucking job

 

[Chromosome-X]

are you diagnosed unc? sad to hear this bro

yeah i have depression, insomnia, ocd, anxiety the whole stack

 

[Endoplasmic82]

Ive been to the psych ward once it wasnt that bad tbh

What for lol

 

[Deleted member 262735]

i havent because im a poor motherfucker and nobody will give me a job. Ive applied for a job during the last 2 years with nothing in return. But yes Id try any method if I had the money

you in us?

 

[Endoplasmic82]

i always come back here bc this is the only place where people can relate to my problems and im lonely asf

You’ve had an account since Wednesday lol

 

[Chromosome-X]

They are not expensive lol,

How old are you and where do you live?

How can you not find a job, what a bum. Get searching, making excuses and now you’re crying about your wrinkles like a soy boy. You’re obviously new to LM, it’s normal to feel horrible about the way some of your features may look, it’ll get better (and then worse again and then better and so on) but at least try and improve.

Get a fucking job

im new to looksmaxing i knew about it since like 2018...
Im 25, I just think youre a kid and think you understand life but youre still naive.
Anyways fuck off

 

[Chromosome-X]

You’ve had an account since Wednesday lol

you realize accounts can be deleted and you can make other accounts buddy ?

 

[ihatereddit]

What for lol

suicidal ideation

 

[Chromosome-X]

you in us?

yes

 

[Chromosome-X]

suicidal ideation

same, Ive been to the asylum and it was ok

 

[Endoplasmic82]

yeah i have depression, insomnia, ocd, anxiety the whole stack

Good fucking goy,

Eat good, sleep good and workout. I guarantee that’ll do better for your mental health than the poison they’re giving you in medication.

When I was about 12 I had severe anxiety and depression, and I was suicidal, and I was referred to a therapist every week 2 hour session each time, and they tried to put me on medication because it was that bad. My parents refused thankfully, the best care to someone with a “mental health diagnosis” is love and attention. Obviously you aren’t dating anyone lol, so go and spend time with your family, and friends, do something you enjoy, go for a long walk. Whatever. Get out of your mother’s basement. Get a job, stop being a bum and your mental health will improve. Have a goal in life for god sake.

 

[Chromosome-X]

Good fucking goy,

Eat good, sleep good and workout. I guarantee that’ll do better for your mental health than the poison they’re giving you in medication.

When I was about 12 I had severe anxiety and depression, and I was suicidal, and I was referred to a therapist every week 2 hour session each time, and they tried to put me on medication because it was that bad. My parents refused thankfully, the best care to someone with a “mental health diagnosis” is love and attention. Obviously you aren’t dating anyone lol, so go and spend time with your family, and friends, do something you enjoy, go for a long walk. Whatever. Get out of your mother’s basement. Get a job, stop being a bum and your mental health will improve. Have a goal in life for god sake.

how old are you ?
your andrew tate follow my advice bullshit wont work on me, fuck off my thread. Youre not wise, youre a delusional kid. Bye.

 

[Endoplasmic82]

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im new to looksmaxing i knew about it since like 2018...
Im 25, I just think youre a kid and think you understand life but youre still naive.
Anyways fuck off

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im new to looksmaxing i knew about it since like 2018...
Im 25, I just think youre a kid and think you understand life but youre still naive.
Anyways fuck off

I’m turning 21 in just over a week, I’m a student and I’ve been working on the side (with a gap year, working full time 45hrs each week, included) for the last 4 years. Whilst you’ve been unemployed for the last two, you’re a fucking bum.

I was tryna give some harsh but good advice and your just being a dick.

Get a job you actual loser. I’m from England, and I never use the word loser, because I think it’s cringy yank propaganda, but you’re the definition of an actual loser.

 

[Yemuk]

For a second I thought homicidal ment killing homo people

 

[Endoplasmic82]

how old are you ?
your andrew tate follow my advice bullshit wont work on me, fuck off my thread. Youre not wise, youre a delusional kid. Bye.

Moron, look at my most recent reply.

Bum

 

[hypernormie]

dy think theyll send the cops to my place to take me in ?

No if he was going to admit you they wouldn't have let you leave the premises.

If it was an online visit maybe but if it's been over 24 hours they're probably not coming for you.

If I were you I would try and clarify with your psych how he's thinking about your interaction and what risk level he is at.

Psych wards are bad places you really don't want to end up there.

But if you somehow found a psych that will genuinely talk with you about your feelings and not spaz out admit you for saying something like that, it's worth it to actually externalize why you feel the way you do if possible.

But also he could be collecting info to eventually admit you or worse informing the police in some way.

I personally would not talk to a psych if I felt that way, just too much risk and their incentivized to reduce the risk of harm more than they are incentivized to help you work through your feelings when the feelings are potentially violent. However my point is the guy you're talking to might not be that way, still it's risky.

Having been to wards I don't ever want to go back because they suck bad and you lose all autonomy but also if you haven't actually hurt anybody they will just torture you in there for a few weeks or months and eventually let you out after your insurance runs out or you do enough ass kissing to satisfy them that you won't actually hurt anybody.

However if you're in the US obv without insurance it's going to cost a lot and you have no choice but to be billed and also you will never legally be allowed to own a gun again and they also don't have any concern with how forceful admission can drastically fuck up you're life in terms of commitments, bills, job, etc.

I personally would download a good local private LLM and work through my thoughts on my own instead of taking the risk but really a risk assessment you have to make for yourself.

 

[HtnceI]

He asked me to describe them and I went into extreme detail about how I want to kidnap women and torture them
was kinda funny to see his reaction

If this is true ur a fucking idiot for telling him but based

 

[Chromosome-X]

Moron, look at my most recent reply.

Bum

yeah youre just a kid I knew it, you have no advice to give me.
Like I said, leave I dont want your pseudo- help. You just want to make yourself feel better and wise but youre just stupid and annoying

 

[Chromosome-X]

If this is true ur a fucking idiot for telling him but based

as if I care to get sent to an asylum jfl I can tell you people live good lives if youre so scared of a little asylum

 

[billions]

If you are

i always come back here bc this is the only place where people can relate to my problems and im lonely asf

This place doesn’t provide a sense of community unless it is for the purpose of improving. And if your nasolabial folds are causing you to have psychotic thoughts then it’s clear you don’t have any intentions to improve. Sitting here reading other ND fags ramblings doesn’t help you in any way.

 

[zygosmasher]

Well on the bright side you’ll have plenty of time to discuss your issues with your assigned psychologist in the ward.

Would they put you into a mental institution for having homocidal thoughts?

 

[Endoplasmic82]

yeah youre just a kid I knew it, you have no advice to give me.
Like I said, leave I dont want your pseudo- help. You just want to make yourself feel better and wise but youre just stupid and annoying

You’re a loser, I have more real life experience than you. I bet you live at home with your mommy, you stupid dumb yank.

 

[Chromosome-X]

No if he was going to admit you they wouldn't have let you leave the premises.

If it was an online visit maybe but if it's been over 24 hours they're probably not coming for you.

If I were you I would try and clarify with your psych how he's thinking about your interaction and what risk level he is at.

Psych wards are bad places you really don't want to end up there.

But if you somehow found a psych that will genuinely talk with you about your feelings and not spaz out admit you for saying something like that, it's worth it to actually externalize why you feel the way you do if possible.

But also he could be collecting info to eventually admit you or worse informing the police in some way.

I personally would not talk to a psych if I felt that way, just too much risk and their incentivized to reduce the risk of harm more than they are incentivized to help you work through your feelings when the feelings are potentially violent. However my point is the guy you're talking to might not be that way, still it's risky.

Having been to wards I don't ever want to go back because they suck bad and you lose all autonomy but also if you haven't actually hurt anybody they will just torture you in there for a few weeks or months and eventually let you out after your insurance runs out or you do enough ass kissing to satisfy them that you won't actually hurt anybody.

However if you're in the US obv without insurance it's going to cost a lot and you have no choice but to be billed and also you will never legally be allowed to own a gun again and they also don't have any concern with how forceful admission can drastically fuck up you're life in terms of commitments, bills, job, etc.

I personally would download a good local private LLM and work through my thoughts on my own instead of taking the risk but really a risk assessment you have to make for yourself.

ive already been to a psych ward when I attempted suicide. It was fine honestly
I talk to a psychologist bc my parents force me to, as I still live with them

 

[Chromosome-X]

You’re a loser, I have more real life experience than you. I bet you live at home with your mommy, you stupid dumb yank.

you dont have 'more life experience'. Theres no such thing. You have your own biased experience of life, based on your environment, your level of looks,etc which you perceive to be absolute truth
You assume because things work out for you, it should work out for others. In other words youre deluded, immature and stupid

 

[zygosmasher]

How do you deal with thoughts like that / suicidal thoughts

 

[billions]

You’ll find a community very similar to this one in the psych ward they’re going to send you to.

 

[Deleted member 262735]

suicidal ideation

over here in the UK, they don't even put you in a ward for suicidal ideation. They just tell you go to home. You could tell them you have a plan and everything, but they still say go home.

The only thing they send you in for is if you are being a danger to other people

 

[hypernormie]

ive already been to a psych ward when I attempted suicide. It was fine honestly
I talk to a psychologist bc my parents force me to, as I still live with them

Well if the ward where you are isn't bad then I see no risk in taking the first approach and talking to your psych

You are really lucky to have a psych that's willing to work with you on these kinds of feelings without admitting you so if you do actually have that I say take advantage

 

[Chromosome-X]

How do you deal with thoughts like that / suicidal thoughts

I just jerk off and daydream and fantasize all day

 

[Chromosome-X]

Well if the ward where you are isn't bad then I see no risk in taking the first approach and talking to your psych

You are really lucky to have a psych that's willing to work with you on these kinds of feelings without admitting you so if you do actually have that I say take advantage

yeah maybe i dont care what happens, there is no more life for me I just accept everything.

 

[zygosmasher]

I just jerk off and daydream and fantasize all day

Are you not worried that one day you will go through with one of the 2?

 

[hypernormie]

ive already been to a psych ward when I attempted suicide. It was fine honestly
I talk to a psychologist bc my parents force me to, as I still live with them

I would still approach it cautiously

You don't want to assume he's your friend

He's not, he's writing down all of your thoughts and logging them

If you are going to open up then take your time and make sure he genuinely wants to understand where you're coming from

 

[Chromosome-X]

You’ll find a community very similar to this one in the psych ward they’re going to send you to.

when I was in the psych ward there were only old grandmas and homeless people so not really

 

[hypernormie]

yeah maybe i dont care what happens, there is no more life for me I just accept everything.

Then go for it

 

[Yeshua]

true larpmaxxer

 

[Chromosome-X]

Are you not worried that one day you will go through with one of the 2?

no in fact I hope I will end up torturing women because ill finally feel alive

 

[Endoplasmic82]

If this is true ur a fucking idiot for telling him but based

you dont have 'more life experience'. Theres no such thing. You have your own biased experience of life, based on your environment, your level of looks,etc which you perceive to be absolute truth
You assume because things work out for you, it should work out for others. In other words youre deluded, immature and stupid

No that’s not what I’m assuming, of course everybody has different lives, and yes some of that is because of looks. But getting a job? You’re a bum, blaming your wrinkles on being the reason you’re unemployed.

Your next interview at Burger King:

Manager: “What is your explanation for this two year gap on your resume”

1lessChromosome-X: “ma wrinkles”

Bum, stay bummy “I’m depressed”, you are a grown man who cries all day.

 

[Chromosome-X]

true larpmaxxer

k buddy

 

[Endoplasmic82]

no in fact I hope I will end up torturing women because ill finally feel alive

Yeah you’re cooked, ship him off. Are you a khhv?

 

[TechnoBoss]

Would they put you into a mental institution for having homocidal thoughts?

Yes 100% they will. If you have thoughts about harming yourself or others, therapists/psychologists are legally obligated to report it.

 

[Chromosome-X]

I would still approach it cautiously

You don't want to assume he's your friend

He's not, he's writing down all of your thoughts and logging them

If you are going to open up then take your time and make sure he genuinely wants to understand where you're coming from

i know hes not my friend i just said it bc i felt like it
and i found it funny

 

[Chromosome-X]

No that’s not what I’m assuming, of course everybody has different lives, and yes some of that is because of looks. But getting a job? You’re a bum, blaming your wrinkles on being the reason you’re unemployed.

Your next interview at Burger King:

Manager: “What is your explanation for this two year gap on your resume”

1lessChromosome-X: “ma wrinkles”

Bum, stay bummy “I’m depressed”, you are a grown man who cries all day.

Yeah you’re cooked, ship him off. Are you a khhv?

fuck off my thread buddy boy

 

[billions]

fuck off my thread buddy boy

Fuck off the forum homo

 

[zygosmasher]

no in fact I hope I will end up torturing women because ill finally feel alive

I kind of feel you in a way, but I’d probably just live out life not doing shit about it, not that it’s much of a life

 

[Chromosome-X]

Fuck off the forum homo

nah im good

 

[Endoplasmic82]

fuck off my thread buddy boy

This thread is the only thing your bum ass has, loser.

Keep crying about your wrinkles, instead of getting a job, that’ll help you

 

[Chromosome-X]

I kind of feel you in a way, but I’d probably just live out life not doing shit about it, not that it’s much of a life

i cant live life because i lack looks and youth, now my destiny is to kill and rape

 

[Endoplasmic82]

I kind of feel you in a way, but I’d probably just live out life not doing shit about it, not that it’s much of a life

Are you khhv

 

[zygosmasher]

Yes 100% they will. If you have thoughts about harming yourself or others, therapists/psychologists are legally obligated to report it.

Yeah I understand but they wouldn’t put you to prison or lock you up right? I feel like that would just make it worse

 

[Chromosome-X]

This thread is the only thing your bum ass has, loser.

Keep crying about your wrinkles, instead of getting a job, that’ll help you

getting a job is cope lil guy