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So I started taking gaboxadol, at first 20mg, then another 10, then another 10... I was getting progressively more fucked up, without even realizing it, and because my memory was kinda fucked from the gaboxadol, I ended up taking 65mg in total.
At first it was just sedating, then it kinda felt like being fucked up on on something between Xanax and zolpidem, without the intoxication and as much memory impairment. Time it as running really slow and I was watching random yt short which felt fascinating. olOn the other hand, I felt physically uncomfortable and nauseous.
Not long after, all of the doses kicked it and I fell asleep.
Then I wake up with strong stomach pain and headache , and feeling physically very uncomfortable I woke up to noice of fireworks, which I at first though were gunfire and explosions, I started hallucinating and visualizing how I was conquering china as the next dictator of Germany. I was having visuals of the borders and position, I started hallucinating what the people were saying about me, both good and bad, was trying to figure out what strategy do I need to use to win the war... I was was also mentally fighting battles against china.. But there was a lot of resistance and I was making little progress. Then I realized that I did all of that in some short if psychotic episode and now I am becoming myself again and realizing what I did. So naturally I started having telepathic communication with my gf, talking about how to short it out with China, and we ended up returning borders to where they were and getting a peace treaty. I was extremely dizzy and my body was very heavy throughout.
Them I started realizing bits of reality, but kept forgetting them. It felt like my mind restarted every few moments.
It started to feel like I was switching between various different realities, switching every few seconds, completely switching mind set and bodyfeels, the things I was thinking about and focusing on... There wasn't anything too interesting about any of them, as the situation didn't develope in any way, but constantly switching like that was very interesting.
Them, I was hearing some people to the fireworks and started thinking that there must be some short of national Celebration, but I had no idea which and since I was the leader of the country, that was concerning me.
The closed eye visuals were reminiscent of low level dissociative visuals, being vague, blurred, dim, hard to define, but definitely there.
The physical side effects were getting overwhelming, but I was coming down relatively quickly.
As I was coming down I was feeling progressively more shit, throwing up... It was certainly not pleasant. It felt like a really shitty alcohol hangover.
it took a bit over two hours for me to mostly come down .
This was one of the weirdest trips I've had.
At first it was just sedating, then it kinda felt like being fucked up on on something between Xanax and zolpidem, without the intoxication and as much memory impairment. Time it as running really slow and I was watching random yt short which felt fascinating. olOn the other hand, I felt physically uncomfortable and nauseous.
Not long after, all of the doses kicked it and I fell asleep.
Then I wake up with strong stomach pain and headache , and feeling physically very uncomfortable I woke up to noice of fireworks, which I at first though were gunfire and explosions, I started hallucinating and visualizing how I was conquering china as the next dictator of Germany. I was having visuals of the borders and position, I started hallucinating what the people were saying about me, both good and bad, was trying to figure out what strategy do I need to use to win the war... I was was also mentally fighting battles against china.. But there was a lot of resistance and I was making little progress. Then I realized that I did all of that in some short if psychotic episode and now I am becoming myself again and realizing what I did. So naturally I started having telepathic communication with my gf, talking about how to short it out with China, and we ended up returning borders to where they were and getting a peace treaty. I was extremely dizzy and my body was very heavy throughout.
Them I started realizing bits of reality, but kept forgetting them. It felt like my mind restarted every few moments.
It started to feel like I was switching between various different realities, switching every few seconds, completely switching mind set and bodyfeels, the things I was thinking about and focusing on... There wasn't anything too interesting about any of them, as the situation didn't develope in any way, but constantly switching like that was very interesting.
Them, I was hearing some people to the fireworks and started thinking that there must be some short of national Celebration, but I had no idea which and since I was the leader of the country, that was concerning me.
The closed eye visuals were reminiscent of low level dissociative visuals, being vague, blurred, dim, hard to define, but definitely there.
The physical side effects were getting overwhelming, but I was coming down relatively quickly.
As I was coming down I was feeling progressively more shit, throwing up... It was certainly not pleasant. It felt like a really shitty alcohol hangover.
it took a bit over two hours for me to mostly come down .
This was one of the weirdest trips I've had.
