I touched grass, are things meant to get better?

[BlackFag]

be me
5'6, sub3, Austist, Negrocel, kkhv
>go outside pretty often]
>try talking to people, normal reaction is begrudging greeting or being outright ignored
>go in "community" areas, try to talk to people, get ignored
>when in school, tried to join clubs, ignored and usually bullied
>tried talking to the autistic kids, could not stand me (could not stand them either)
>mfw i have uni in 2 weeks and i know it will be worse

i touched grass guys, i tried to talk to women guys
am i meant to no longer be a incel anymore

 

[stalk]

 

[BlackFag]

on December 25th 2026
if i don't have friends, did not get a slay
or did not get a single positive experience (aka compliment for my phyiscal body)

i will livestream myself killing myself for all of you guys to see
i'm not joking either, i have a timer if i don't have any of that i will kill myself

 

[shngstaaaa107]

on December 25th 2026
if i don't have friends, did not get a slay
or did not get a single positive experience (aka compliment for my phyiscal body)

i will livestream myself killing myself for all of you guys to see
i'm not joking either, i have a timer if i don't have any of that i will kill myself

You messed up when you gave yourself a year during aging and development to make serious physical change

Revaluate your time frame and growth before retarded decisions like these please

 

[BlackFag]

You messed up when you gave yourself a year during aging and development to make serious physical change

Revaluate your time frame and growth before retarded decisions like these please

nigga, i'm not going to continue living like this for another year

i'm already running off a thin layer of patience with life

 

[iblamexyz]

be me
5'6, sub3, Austist, Negrocel, kkhv
>go outside pretty often]
>try talking to people, normal reaction is begrudging greeting or being outright ignored
>go in "community" areas, try to talk to people, get ignored
>when in school, tried to join clubs, ignored and usually bullied
>tried talking to the autistic kids, could not stand me (could not stand them either)
>mfw i have uni in 2 weeks and i know it will be worse

i touched grass guys, i tried to talk to women guys
am i meant to no longer be a incel anymore

nga is posing IT bait

 

[shngstaaaa107]

nigga, i'm not going to continue living like this for another year

i'm already running off a thin layer of patience with life

"like this" What kind of person gets immediate and drastic change within a year

People have stuck throughout it for far longer than you have, growth is linear or in small steps, never from 0 to 100

you have just identified your own issue, a "thin layer of patience" obvious flaw, no duh?

 

[BlackFag]

"like this" What kind of person gets immediate and drastic change within a year

People have stuck throughout it for far longer than you have, growth is linear or in small steps, never from 0 to 100

you have just identified your own issue, a "thin layer of patience" obvious flaw, no duh?

my brother in christ
i have nothing lmao

absolutely nothing in life that makes me want to keep wasting my breath on this fuck ass planet

so yes i will expect explosive growth, and if i don't get it i will end my life

as ending my life is an easier thing to do, then continue living as a subhuman nigger made to be pushed aside and mocked

 

[BlackFag]

nga is posing IT bait

i've been lurking and its so shit

they say some really horrid shit for people who think they are better then me jfl

 

[Endless2]

is this bait?

 

[shngstaaaa107]

my brother in christ
i have nothing lmao

absolutely nothing in life that makes me want to keep wasting my breath on this fuck ass planet

so yes i will expect explosive growth, and if i don't get it i will end my life

as ending my life is an easier thing to do, then continue living as a subhuman nigger made to be pushed aside and mocked

"Yes I expect the impossible to happen because I am a retard"

You do the easier thing because you're an idiot and somehow have a horrible mentality on top of what you call a shit life, ofc you describe yourself as an autist so I'm not exactly going to act surprised or hateful

If you are completely judging yourself without any other perspectives ofc youre going to think you're shit

Has anyone judged your face, have you a procedure for improvement? If not, don't expect change or even try to consider suicide given you live your life with full inhibition and no action

 

[BlackFag]

"Yes I expect the impossible to happen because I am a retard"

You do the easier thing because you're an idiot and somehow have a horrible mentality on top of what you call a shit life, ofc you describe yourself as an autist so I'm not exactly going to act surprised or hateful

If you are completely judging yourself without any other perspectives ofc youre going to think you're shit

Has anyone judged your face, have you a procedure for improvement? If not, don't expect change or even try to consider suicide given you live your life with full inhibition and no action

thats the best part
my entire life was me getting pushed aside and judged

i'm not trying to sound like a retarded edgelord
my earliest social memories was getting hit with coats by classmates so they could have me leave them alone (this was 1st grade)

my social experience is not something that would inspire a love for life
i'm planning surgeries (very expensive and can't even be done now with the earliest date being at 22)

and i both refuse and not able to continue living this level of humiliation infested solitary life
especially not for another 2 to 4 years lmao

 

[iblamexyz]

is this bait?

yes

 

[iblamexyz]

i've been lurking and its so shit

they say some really horrid shit for people who think they are better then me jfl

Because it’s a subreddit mocking incels

 

[BlackFag]

is this bait?

its truthful bait

its my reality but written to be bait

 

[shngstaaaa107]

thats the best part
my entire life was me getting pushed aside and judged

i'm not trying to sound like a retarded edgelord
my earliest social memories was getting hit with coats by classmates so they could have me leave them alone (this was 1st grade)

my social experience is not something that would inspire a love for life
i'm planning surgeries (very expensive and can't even be done now with the earliest date being at 22)

and i both refuse and not able to continue living this level of humiliation infested solitary life
especially not for another 2 to 4 years lmao

Are you listening? Of course it would be worth 2-4 years of torture for another 60-80 of true living

What kind of incremental changes do you think you could make in 2-4 years? You've been on the forum for a year, what procedure have you executed? What changes have you made to your lifestyle? Compounds taken? Supplements and exercise? I want to know because I don't think you've done or lived enough to understand what 2-4 years is to you

 

[BlackFag]

Are you listening? Of course it would be worth 2-4 years of torture for another 60-80 of true living

What kind of incremental changes do you think you could make in 2-4 years? You've been on the forum for a year, what procedure have you executed? What changes have you made to your lifestyle? Compounds taken? Supplements and exercise? I want to know because I don't think you've done or lived enough to understand what 2-4 years is to you

17km walks daily
reta + Semax

sunday 40km walks

2 hour gym after 17km walk (daily)

drop caloric count to just 1200 daily

like i still do shit
but even i can see its cope in the end lmao

 

[shngstaaaa107]

17km walks daily
reta + Semax

sunday 40km walks

2 hour gym after 17km walk (daily)

drop caloric count to just 1200 daily

like i still do shit
but even i can see its cope in the end lmao

Current stats, weight, bf%, face, etc..? If people can tell off the bat you are ND there are also clear telltales that they can pick off of you

 

[BlackFag]

Current stats, weight, bf%, face, etc..? If people can tell off the bat you are ND there are also clear telltales that they can pick off of you

i'm actually proven ND kek

weight, at current dropped to 80-82 range i forgot BF% never measured i just eyeball it tbh
i would say 20ish again i eyeball it

face is still sub 3, clean smooth face lmao no acne

 

[shngstaaaa107]

i'm actually proven ND kek

weight, at current dropped to 80-82 range i forgot BF% never measured i just eyeball it tbh
i would say 20ish again i eyeball it

face is still sub 3, clean smooth face lmao no acne

80kg or pounds bro we know the fucking issue obvi

ur literally either a fat fuck or a twig, obviously that will accentuate an ugly face or bad height

Again dudes can also tell if ur ND if ur rocking the Elijah smash player hair or your clothes, yes the superficial/cope is in fact an indicator if your mannerisms aren't directly visible

hate fucking talking to dudes that don't rep in Convo OMG bruh