I touched Stacy cashier hand

high t slayer tbh ngl ngl
 
bro if girls random look at u on streets it means nothing, unless you and her are on opposite path and when you pass to her the put her head up(if u taller) to look at your face.
I know it means nothing. I sometimes see them looking at me when we pass by each other when going in opposite paths, but they never smile, if there is no smile then it means nothing.

Once i went to a market here and there was a cute cashier there, she smiled for me... other day i passed close and looked to door to maybe find her and he shared eye contact for like less than a second(i was walking). I was waiting an excuse to go there again but i never went there. It passed more than a year, wish i knew her name to find her social media.
Yeah same shit man
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I rather die a virgin than go to a prostitute.
Subhuman goes to escort, finally tastes what sex and intimacy is, he comes out as subhuman who is not attractive to any woman still. What's the point? There is no point in being happy or trying to make yourself happy if you are not good looking(to some degree ofc I am not saying you need to be PSL8 male model).

no, he's right. i would usually be against whores, but here you truly need it

just to get the sexual frustration out of your way, you know
 
no, he's right. i would usually be against whores, but here you truly need it

just to get the sexual frustration out of your way, you know
Nah I disagree. It wont change anything. I want someone to hug in bed and kiss with and share my life with, not just a cum hole. It's not just sexual frustration, its everything frustration.
And besides, I dont want to pay for it, I dont want to lose my virginity to a whore.
 
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Nah I disagree. It wont change anything. I want someone to hug in bed and kiss with and share my life with, not just a cum hole. It's not just sexual frustration, its everything frustration.
And besides, I dont want to pay for it, I dont want to lose my virginity to a whore.
i see, but remember, it's almost 2020, it is very hard to find a girl that shares your vision of intimacy, even more so if you live in the US or wester europe
just don't have very high hopes for it
 
Stop crying man
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i see, but remember, it's almost 2020, it is very hard to find a girl that shares your vision of intimacy, even more so if you live in the US or wester europe
just don't have very high hopes for it
I'm from Poland. I dont want to think that it's hard to find, I believe there must be someone out there with same vision. I need to believe something afterall.
 
I'm from Poland. I dont want to think that it's hard to find, I believe there must be someone out there with same vision. I need to believe something afterall.
what's your weight?
 
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Most cashiers here look like fat inbreds. I legit feel disgusted when I touch them by accident.
 
your weight isn't your problem then. mind sending me pics via pm?
Sorry thats not gonna happen. Few other users told me same thing, to send pics, but its impossible for me to take pictures of myself. Last time I snapped few selfies I was at my lowest mental state ever for multiple weeks. I dont want this to happen again, I barely cope with checking myself 20 times a day in my bathroom mirror.
 
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Sorry thats not gonna happen. Few other users told me same thing, to send pics, but its impossible for me to take pictures of myself. Last time I snapped few selfies I was at my lowest mental state ever for multiple weeks. I dont want this to happen again, I barely cope with checking myself 20 times a day in my bathroom mirror.
dude, it seriously can't be that bad, you're talking as if you were seriously deformed, physically disabled or sth. what's your point being on a looksmaxxing forum if you can't even look at yourself or share pics for the sake of improving and to receive help. because the latter is what i was trying to do (help you out).
 
dude, it seriously can't be that bad, you're talking as if you were seriously deformed, physically disabled or sth. what's your point being on a looksmaxxing forum if you can't even look at yourself or share pics for the sake of improving and to receive help. because the latter is what i was trying to do (help you out).
I just see myself as deformed in pictures. My head gets narrow and my eyes are bulging on pictures. When I look in my bathroom mirror I sometimes feel good about my looks when I am fresh shaved and my hair is washed, but when i see myself in my hairstylist mirror i fucking close my eyes for entire visit because if I gaze at myself for more than few seconds then few next weeks are ruined. That's how I manage to cope, I avoid all reflecting surfaces in the gym and outside. I even avoid two other mirrors in my house. That's how I live.

Besides even if I need surgeries then I cannot afford them. If I started working right now I'd earn 450 euro a month (minimal wage in poland).
 
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I just see myself as deformed in pictures. My head gets narrow and my eyes are bulging on pictures. When I look in my bathroom mirror I sometimes feel good about my looks when I am fresh shaved and my hair is washed, but when i see myself in my hairstylist mirror i fucking close my eyes for entire visit because if I gaze at myself for more than few seconds then few next weeks are ruined. That's how I manage to cope, I avoid all reflecting surfaces in the gym and outside. I even avoid two other mirrors in my house. That's how I live.

Besides even if I need surgeries then I cannot afford them. If I started working right now I'd earn 450 euro a month (minimal wage in poland).
Come to Berlin for a weekend or so (where I live) and I'd hang out with you, have some drinks, smoke some and maybe also give you advice for looksmaxxing and stuff (if you want to). It's up to you, just an offer.
 
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I went to Rossmann to buy my Listerine for teethmaxxing and there is that very cute young blonde cashier, Stacy tier, very cute and beautiful, forward growth ante face and beautiful facial features, real 8/10.

When she was giving me the money I slightly touched her hand. How sad this is? This is the most female contact I had in my life, a slight touch with a cashier... it didnt even made me feel good, all I could feel is deep sadness because I knew that she would never look at my ugly face, she would never be interested in someone like me. I cant imagine what it feels like to hold her soft hand or have her look into my eyes for more than 2 seconds.
Very beautiful girl like this giving me slightest romantic attention would make my dopamine receptors go supernova.

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It's terrible boys... no on should live like this.

did u cummed
 
Come to Berlin for a weekend or so (where I live) and I'd hang out with you, have some drinks, smoke some and maybe also give you advice for looksmaxxing and stuff (if you want to). It's up to you, just an offer.
I dont have any money as I said. I appreciate that you are trying to help, but I obviously would be too high inhib to meet anyone from this forum, so even if I could...

I'm currently working on getting a medical help to see if I am not suffering from psychosis (that's my last final cope, I want to believe it's all in my head but it would be too beautiful to be true).

did u cummed
I was deeply sad, not excited. Still I am, and girl lives rent free in my head to this day.
 
I dont have any money as I said. I appreciate that you are trying to help, but I obviously would be too high inhib to meet anyone from this forum, so even if I could...

I'm currently working on getting a medical help to see if I am not suffering from psychosis (that's my last final cope, I want to believe it's all in my head but it would be too beautiful to be true).


I was deeply sad, not excited. Still I am, and girl lives rent free in my head to this day.
If you told me (via pm) where in Poland you live, an acquintance of mine could maybe pick you up on his weekly shuttle between Poland (forgot the city) and Berlin. He drives up there every weekend and during holidays.

Seeking medical help is def a good idea in your situation. At least you know that sth needs to change and you're willing to do sth for it.
 
If you told me (via pm) where in Poland you live, an acquintance of mine could maybe pick you up on his weekly shuttle between Poland (forgot the city) and Berlin. He drives up there every weekend and during holidays.

Seeking medical help is def a good idea in your situation. At least you know that sth needs to change and you're willing to do sth for it.
I'm already 2 weeks on hard antidepressants. Just need to wait for psychotherapist.

Yea I'm too high inhib to do anything like this.
 
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I'm already 2 weeks on hard antidepressants. Just need to wait for psychotherapist.

Yea I'm too high inhib to do anything like this.
You can't even leave the house and if you do, your stress levels shoot through the roof and you just wanna run from all people looking at you and you can't even look anyone in the eyes, right?
 
You can't even leave the house and if you do, your stress levels shoot through the roof and you just wanna run from all people looking at you and you can't even look anyone in the eyes, right?
Not exactly. But 2 weeks ago I went to hairstylist and because I kinda glanced in the mirror and I think my cut was too short I didn't go to school and I stayed inside for multiple days. I just sometimes dont want anyone to look at my face and I cannot function.
Few months ago when i took my first ever selfies i almost completely lost all hope and seriously considered roping. I managed to cope with muh lens distortion and muh BDD.
 
Not exactly. But 2 weeks ago I went to hairstylist and because I kinda glanced in the mirror and I think my cut was too short I didn't go to school and I stayed inside for multiple days. I just sometimes dont want anyone to look at my face and I cannot function.
Few months ago when i took my first ever selfies i almost completely lost all hope and seriously considered roping. I managed to cope with muh lens distortion and muh BDD.
i can't really look at my face comfortably most of the time either but i'm working on my face, improving what can be improved, leaving me without regrets or any self-blame for the way i look because i take action and also because i know that what i look like isn't my fault. meanwhile, i'm coping as well, wearing caps/hats, brushing my brows and having a beard to hide some of my flaws. i just don't get so emotional over it anymore (very rarely if at all). so do some reflection/inner work and have your t levels checked too as these play a major role in emotional stability.
 
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I'm from Poland. I dont want to think that it's hard to find, I believe there must be someone out there with same vision. I need to believe something afterall.
poland respects traditional values and it is doable, goodluck
 
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I'm incel but I don't complain and indulge in self-pity because there are far worse possible faiths to have.

You need to learn that life is unfair and that you have to accept it. I bet you are fairly physically healthy, you can walk, you can see, you don't suffer starvation etc. but you still complain about sth. as trivial as not getting female attention or validation. You're so weak that even an accidental touch with a cashier's hand makes you miserable and you don't even realize that it's not your external circumstances (e.g. you not receiving the attention you desire) that destroy you but the way you deal with them. You let them dictate your everyday life and make yourself a victim. Your mentality is so weak, I'm 100% sure that if you suddenly received all the validation from females you've been missing, you'd get used to it very quickly and then become miserable again once you lose it or because of sth else. It's all subconscious patterns that manifest in your mind the more you follow your usual frustrated train of thoughts and they're hard to get rid of. The sooner you start doing some mental work/reflection the sooner you can get over your miseries. This is coming from someone who has been where you are right now, so I understand you. I'm just trying to help, do whatever you think is best for you. Maybe you need more time to understand (or be willing to understand) what I'm saying.

As for your last paragraph, you need to learn to love yourself first. It's true that you can't buy love but hating yourself for not getting it from others won't make it any better. You need to quit your self-destructive way of thinking.
not a single word faggot
 
I know it means nothing. I sometimes see them looking at me when we pass by each other when going in opposite paths, but they never smile, if there is no smile then it means nothing.


Yeah same shit man
:feelswhy: :feelswhy: :feelswhy: :feelswhy:

If they turn head to look at you or rise up their head to look at your face its because they WANTED to see you. It doesnt mean they find you handsome 100% but could be. In other words, you aren't invisible if girls do it. About smiling its cope, my first gf, never smiled at me before we get together, and she said she was in love with me at first sight, and yes she looked to me a lot but not showing teeth.
 
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If they turn head to look at you or rise up their head to look at your face
Well I'm not sure what you mean. Its just we are going in each other directions and sometimes they look at my face and I see it with my peripheral vision and look a them as well but we break eye contact after 2 seconds or 1 second. Most recent situation like this, I was going somewhere and there was this girl with her dog, she started walking and she looked at me for a moment but without any smile.

In other words, you aren't invisible if girls do it. About smiling its cope, my first gf, never smiled at me before we get together, and she said she was in love with me at first sight
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Well I'm not sure what you mean. Its just we are going in each other directions and sometimes they look at my face and I see it with my peripheral vision and look a them as well but we break eye contact after 2 seconds or 1 second. Most recent situation like this, I was going somewhere and there was this girl with her dog, she started walking and she looked at me for a moment but without any smile.


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If you are taller, the moment you pass to her she turn her head to look at ur face? If so, it's a fact that she wanted to see your face better. It's a fact. But i doesnt mean 100% that she find you handsome. But also can be.
 
If you are taller, the moment you pass to her she turn her head to look at ur face?
I mean, I'm not so tall that they need to move their heads around to look at me. I am 177cm. All I ever got was simple short glances and then eye contact broke. I generally try not to look at women in public to spare them cringe and so they dont have to look at me.
 
I mean, I'm not so tall that they need to move their heads around to look at me. I am 177cm. All I ever got was simple short glances and then eye contact broke. I generally try not to look at women in public to spare them cringe and so they dont have to look at me.

In this situation you dont make eye contact to her, unless you also turn the head to look at her. Turn the head or move the head for any direction to see something is because the person wanted to see that. But as i said it doesn't mean she likes what she sees, but also can be.
 
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Turn the head or move the head for any direction to see something is because the person wanted to see that
Another thing to analyze in my autistic brain from now on then.
 
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