I treat strangers far better than the people i love.

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

I fucking abuse the people who i know love me. The people i love.
And i treat strangers or people i don't know that well, that i don't spend that much time with.
I fucking hate it. I regret it. I hate the person that i am.
Idk if it just reveals who i actually am.
If the disgusting abusive pos is who i am deep down.
I don't wanna be me if that is the case.
Ig i'll just psychotherapiemaxx or smth.



@subhuman1996 @Idk❤️ @DrunkenSailor

 

[ImVerySorry]

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

@ImVerySorry your user says it all

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

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Tf is this shit supposed to mean? (Would jfl but don't wanna)

 

[Luca_.]

That’s just how humans are. If someone shows you too much love, you get bored of them/start to hate them.

It’s a shame, really, but you can’t do much about it.

 

[ImVerySorry]

That’s just how humans are. If someone shows you too much love, you get bored of them/start to hate them.

It’s a shame, really, but you can’t do much about it.

This is why people cheat, the chase is more fun.

 

[Luca_.]

This is why people cheat, the chase is more fun.

Correct. That’s why maintaining a ltr is hard. You can’t enjoy it the way you want to, you have to think of new ways to keep your partner happy/entertained.

 

[subhuman1996]

Thats so true. I get what u mean. I’ve done similar things and I regret some too tbh. It’s also something Im working on so I understand where u’re coming from.

 

[ImVerySorry]

Correct. That’s why maintaining a ltr is hard. You can’t enjoy it the way you want to, you have to think of new ways to keep your partner happy/entertained.

but what do you even do though? To not mess up?

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

This is why people cheat

I would never. (I hope)

That’s just how humans are. If someone shows you too much love, you get bored of them/start to hate them.

It’s a shame, really, but you can’t do much about it.

Fuckass species bruv.
But i'm not bored of anyone.
I just know (most of the time) they won't reject me / forgive me.
My mother is probably the person that does the most for me, but i treat her the worst by far.
I'm like some alcoholic abusive husband or some shit. Only that i don't even touch alcohol.

Correct. That’s why maintaining a ltr is hard. You can’t enjoy it the way you want to, you have to think of new ways to keep your partner happy/entertained.

Idk if i can agree w this.

 

[Luca_.]

Idk if i can agree w this.

it’s definitely not the main reason, but for some people, it can be an issue. I feel like I would have that issue so that’s I mentioned it

 

[Luca_.]

but what do you even do though? To not mess up?

Most people who are in relationships dont even think about this stuff because they aren’t overthinking aspies. So I can’t really give you a good answer