i tried to commit suicide when i was 12

[subhum4n7]

when i was 12 i was extremely ugly, i was fat, acne ridden, and short. this led me getting bullied alot back in elementary school, from physically to mentally. they used to make fun of how i looked when i came up to them and they used to beat me up in groups when there was no teacher, they said it was playful teasing but they knew what they were doing. I used to have super long hair to cover up my face and people just kept pulling my hair around then beat me up afterwards. My mom used to ask me why i had so many bruises after going home from school

i was too afraid to ask for help from my parents and too afraid to stand up for myself. I bottled up all my emotions untill i couldnt anymore, which led me to attempting suicide. i regret not standing up for myself and i blame myself for not asking for help, and ive learnt to have more confidence and take my looks seriously afterwards. this is one of the main reasons why i started looksmaxxing and why i hated everyone in general. Fast forward to me being 14 and ive made a few more friends who gave me a reason to live and this community where i could relate my struggles with other people and im generally happier with my life.

this was a bit corny to type out but i have no one to open up to so yeah

 

[LXR]

Did you succeed ?

 

[Rengusthefirst]

dnr what a bore

 

[Norm Macdonald]

Glad you’re still here fella

 

[hazewtf]

was in the same situation, glad it got better bhai

 

[funfafy812]

when i was 12 i was extremely ugly, i was fat, acne ridden, and short. this led me getting bullied alot back in elementary school, from physically to mentally. they used to make fun of how i looked when i came up to them and they used to beat me up in groups when there was no teacher, they said it was playful teasing but they knew what they were doing. I used to have super long hair to cover up my face and people just kept pulling my hair around then beat me up afterwards. My mom used to ask me why i had so many bruises after going home from school

i was too afraid to ask for help from my parents and too afraid to stand up for myself. I bottled up all my emotions untill i couldnt anymore, which led me to attempting suicide. i regret not standing up for myself and i blame myself for not asking for help, and ive learnt to have more confidence and take my looks seriously afterwards. this is one of the main reasons why i started looksmaxxing and why i hated everyone in general. Fast forward to me being 14 and ive made a few more friends who gave me a reason to live and this community where i could relate my struggles with other people and im generally happier with my life.

this was a bit corny to type out but i have no one to open up to so yeah

i did the same but at 13 lol mirin life gains

 

[subhum4n7]

Did you succeed ?

i didnt bleed out enough

my parents never found out

 

[subhum4n7]

Glad you’re still here fella

was in the same situation, glad it got better bhai

thanks guys

 

[The Grinch]

Is that how you became gay?

 

[subhum4n7]

Is that how you became gay?

i like girls

 

[The Grinch]

i like girls

All gays do.

 

[Orka]

Fast forward to me being 14 and ive made a few more friends who gave me a reason to live and this community where i could relate my struggles with other people and im generally happier with my life.

Glad it's going better now, good job

 

[Orka]

All gays do.

You are NOT @Lorsss

 

[swaggers]

when i was 12 i was extremely ugly, i was fat, acne ridden, and short. this led me getting bullied alot back in elementary school, from physically to mentally. they used to make fun of how i looked when i came up to them and they used to beat me up in groups when there was no teacher, they said it was playful teasing but they knew what they were doing. I used to have super long hair to cover up my face and people just kept pulling my hair around then beat me up afterwards. My mom used to ask me why i had so many bruises after going home from school

i was too afraid to ask for help from my parents and too afraid to stand up for myself. I bottled up all my emotions untill i couldnt anymore, which led me to attempting suicide. i regret not standing up for myself and i blame myself for not asking for help, and ive learnt to have more confidence and take my looks seriously afterwards. this is one of the main reasons why i started looksmaxxing and why i hated everyone in general. Fast forward to me being 14 and ive made a few more friends who gave me a reason to live and this community where i could relate my struggles with other people and im generally happier with my life.

this was a bit corny to type out but i have no one to open up to so yeah

glad you didnt die subhum4n7

i would be very sad if u did

 

[subhum4n7]

Glad it's going better now, good job

thank you

 

[hazewtf]

thanks guys

If you don’t mind, how did you try to commit?

 

[subhum4n7]

If you don’t mind, how did you try to commit?

i slit my wrist with a razor deep enough where it bled out alot but not enough

 

[hazewtf]

i slit my wrist with a razor deep enough where it bled out alot but not enough

damn worst way to die IMO

 

[subhum4n7]

damn worst way to die IMO

true it hurt really really bad for the whole night and the day after