Celt
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I don’t have that kind of “grinder” mentality to get rich because it simply doesn’t motivate me.
I have no interest in fancy cars or showing off or material goods or whatever it literally means nothing to me. I know if I was the same person I am now but rich I’d still be miserable. I only need enough money to not have to stress over it and to be able to maintain a comfortable lifestyle. I guess I’ve never struggled and so never developed that obsessive mentality. It’s quite interesting, childhood hunger/poverty is massively correlated to the importance one places on money as an adult even when they’re in a much better financial situation later on.
I’m not hyper-fanatic about improving my looks either unlike some of you because I know I’m probably capped at maybe LHTN at the very best and realistically below that. But its mainly because I don’t believe any incremental increase in looks will make a difference to my life, as my looks are not what is limiting me in life.
As for the gym its a similar story. I go to the gym to keep me sane and out of habit but I no longer have the drive I did when I started and my (natty) physique is mid as hell. I’ve considered roiding, it piques my interest from time to time but I can never bring myself to commit to it because although I do not care about living a long life, it isn’t worth it for me rn. I value my hair and youthfulness and roids will probably rape my looks. I probably don’t have the genetics to have an insane physique (i have a decent frame but mid physique, chest is shit and i’m a wristcel) and I’m not interested in bodybuilding as a sport. Also I’m prone to mental instability even off the drugs, 19-nors would probably make me psychotic jfl.
As for hobbies, whilst I have interests I just can’t find anything that I truly feel passionate about devoting myself to. I sometimes fixate on something for a little while and then lose interest. My identity is transient and fleeting. I see people online into similar things that outclass me in every day because they live and breathe it. Nothing other than high dose stimulants has ever given me that much motivation
I have no motivation to get a good job because labouring for 40+ hours a week in almost anything sounds like hell. I’m studying as an engineer and although I find the concepts interesting, the actual reality of the work is mostly just sending emails, excel and a little bit of design/simulation work which is mostly on computer programs that will soon be fully automated.
I’m just tired man. I look forward to nothing. Nothing motivates me, I hope for nothing
I have dreams and fantasies but they’re not for this world. I’m blackpilled about the future and the present. It’s just kind of an all-consuming nihilism, I was promised a world as a child that doesn’t exist and I’m not lasting another 50 years like this unless I find something worth doing
I have no interest in fancy cars or showing off or material goods or whatever it literally means nothing to me. I know if I was the same person I am now but rich I’d still be miserable. I only need enough money to not have to stress over it and to be able to maintain a comfortable lifestyle. I guess I’ve never struggled and so never developed that obsessive mentality. It’s quite interesting, childhood hunger/poverty is massively correlated to the importance one places on money as an adult even when they’re in a much better financial situation later on.
I’m not hyper-fanatic about improving my looks either unlike some of you because I know I’m probably capped at maybe LHTN at the very best and realistically below that. But its mainly because I don’t believe any incremental increase in looks will make a difference to my life, as my looks are not what is limiting me in life.
As for the gym its a similar story. I go to the gym to keep me sane and out of habit but I no longer have the drive I did when I started and my (natty) physique is mid as hell. I’ve considered roiding, it piques my interest from time to time but I can never bring myself to commit to it because although I do not care about living a long life, it isn’t worth it for me rn. I value my hair and youthfulness and roids will probably rape my looks. I probably don’t have the genetics to have an insane physique (i have a decent frame but mid physique, chest is shit and i’m a wristcel) and I’m not interested in bodybuilding as a sport. Also I’m prone to mental instability even off the drugs, 19-nors would probably make me psychotic jfl.
As for hobbies, whilst I have interests I just can’t find anything that I truly feel passionate about devoting myself to. I sometimes fixate on something for a little while and then lose interest. My identity is transient and fleeting. I see people online into similar things that outclass me in every day because they live and breathe it. Nothing other than high dose stimulants has ever given me that much motivation
I have no motivation to get a good job because labouring for 40+ hours a week in almost anything sounds like hell. I’m studying as an engineer and although I find the concepts interesting, the actual reality of the work is mostly just sending emails, excel and a little bit of design/simulation work which is mostly on computer programs that will soon be fully automated.
I’m just tired man. I look forward to nothing. Nothing motivates me, I hope for nothing
I have dreams and fantasies but they’re not for this world. I’m blackpilled about the future and the present. It’s just kind of an all-consuming nihilism, I was promised a world as a child that doesn’t exist and I’m not lasting another 50 years like this unless I find something worth doing
