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volcel
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I don’t seem to have any important things going on in life at the current moment.
I got rejected from the law program I worked really fucking hard to get in
And the loneliness.
Ever since I began immerse myself in anime again, I picked up the worse possible one to watch.
Chainsaw Man.
I’m still watching the movie (because i finished the 12 episode anime) and I realized the truth.
The things that I do are for the purpose of foid worship.
I only began watching the anime just so i can reminisce on this mutual I used to have on TikTok which then went to Discord and eventually Instagram where I saw her face and everything.
I used to look like shit and I knew I didn’t have a chance with her (she was… cute in my eyes).
Used to call me “cute” when I showed her my face which I thought was a sign.
Kimberly (her name) had a Reze profile picture (this was like a year ago but I want to shame myself for it) and since yesterday, when I just bought Crunchyroll Mega subscription (or some shit) I watched CSM then the movie.
But let’s get to the real deal.
While I was still in contact with her (I blocked her on all platforms when she posted a story of her with, I would guess friends, but at the time I thought one of them was her boyfriend cause she had her arms wrapped around his neck. I did so because there’s no reason for me to further pursue) I listened to the same bullshit she did (Not saying Panchiko is terrible, but the reason I began listening to them was a shitty one).
And then now, after I blocked her, I realized.
I only began watching CSM to recollect my memories with her (because she had the Reze profile picture).
It comforted me for a little while until I realized I was being cucked (because Reze and Denji. I saw her face when I looked at Reze).
So why am I lonely?
Well I understood my mistake, blocking her, jumping to conclusions. Now I may never talk to her again, and I’ll never, never have a chance with her again.
I hate worshipping foids
I got rejected from the law program I worked really fucking hard to get in
And the loneliness.
Ever since I began immerse myself in anime again, I picked up the worse possible one to watch.
Chainsaw Man.
I’m still watching the movie (because i finished the 12 episode anime) and I realized the truth.
The things that I do are for the purpose of foid worship.
I only began watching the anime just so i can reminisce on this mutual I used to have on TikTok which then went to Discord and eventually Instagram where I saw her face and everything.
I used to look like shit and I knew I didn’t have a chance with her (she was… cute in my eyes).
Used to call me “cute” when I showed her my face which I thought was a sign.
Kimberly (her name) had a Reze profile picture (this was like a year ago but I want to shame myself for it) and since yesterday, when I just bought Crunchyroll Mega subscription (or some shit) I watched CSM then the movie.
But let’s get to the real deal.
While I was still in contact with her (I blocked her on all platforms when she posted a story of her with, I would guess friends, but at the time I thought one of them was her boyfriend cause she had her arms wrapped around his neck. I did so because there’s no reason for me to further pursue) I listened to the same bullshit she did (Not saying Panchiko is terrible, but the reason I began listening to them was a shitty one).
And then now, after I blocked her, I realized.
I only began watching CSM to recollect my memories with her (because she had the Reze profile picture).
It comforted me for a little while until I realized I was being cucked (because Reze and Denji. I saw her face when I looked at Reze).
So why am I lonely?
Well I understood my mistake, blocking her, jumping to conclusions. Now I may never talk to her again, and I’ll never, never have a chance with her again.
I hate worshipping foids
