I turn 20 very soon, it’s fucking over for my life

[Deleted member 15067]

People have lived in one year of their teenage life 10 fold what I have entirely in my teenage years. All those years feels wasted and I feel too far behind development wise. It feels like I’ll be playing catch up for the rest of my life in depression. Progressing to 20 knowing this is horrible and genuinely makes me want to kill myself out of honor. I’ve been tempted into doing it quite a bit

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Atleast you didnt die in a cave bro

 

[Deleted member 30845]

low T

 

[Deleted member 15067]

Atleast you didnt die in a cave bro

Had a wife and child so still a better life than me. Pretty sure he was drugged up before he died anyway.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

Trying being near 30 dick wad

 

[Splinter901]

Just wait until you turn 50 and the only thing you have to look forward to is the geriatric house.

 

[Deleted member 15067]

Trying being near 30 dick wad

Teenage years are more precious. 20-30 are just generic adult years whatever

 

[vermillioncorefan]

never had a chance.

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Trying being near 30 dick wad

Its not about age its about realisation that ur face is set for life. Chads dont have this even at 35 cause they know theyll age decent and have already fucked lots

 

[Deleted member 14693]

What did you miss?

 

[Deleted member 15067]

What did you miss?

All the common high school experiences that develop you as a person. Having a lot more experience with girls and being very good at a particular sport like most normal people are at my age. Not being scared to socialize with certain people earlier in life. Reminiscing about high school memories with parties/girls, yeah that shit didn’t exist for me so I stand out like some weirdo when people talk about that.

 

[Deleted member 4397]

 

[Deleted member 15067]

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Spot on

 

[Deleted member 14693]

All the common high school experiences that develop you as a person. Having a lot more experience with girls and being very good at a particular sport like most normal people are at my age. Not being scared to socialize with certain people earlier in life. Reminiscing about high school memories with parties/girls, yeah that shit didn’t exist for me so I stand out like some weirdo when people talk about that.

Thats literally not the case if you look at statistic like 40% of males is incel during highschool.

Also what do you mean "develop as a person" literally no one stands out as an interesting person. Nothing to develop.

 

[Deleted member 15067]

Thats literally not the case if you look at statistic like 40% of males is incel during highschool.

Also what do you mean "develop as a person" literally no one stands out as an interesting person. Nothing to develop.

40% is still the minority and usually includes the weirdos who don’t even know what their missing for the rest of their life. Because I’m normal and not exactly subhuman and successfully NT fraud I hang out in an environment and groups where people had these normal experiences growing up like getting with girls at parties young for the first time and experiences with girls in general etc i become so weird and depressed when they discuss such topics of their teenage years

 

[Deleted member 14693]

40% is still the minority and usually includes the weirdos who don’t even know what their missing for the rest of their life. Because I’m normal and not exactly subhuman and successfully NT fraud I hang out in an environment and groups where people had these normal experiences growing up like getting with girls at parties young for the first time and experiences with girls in general etc i become so weird and depressed when they discuss such topics of their teenage years

Get down to your level then and hang out with the losers where you belong lol

 

[antisocialschizoGOD]

Brutal realization that you're a low-status male.
Yeah if you never got to party and fuck around in high-school you're pretty much deadset on being a loser and will never "catch-up".
Your only hope is to Sorosmaxx and become rich and high-status so you can fuck over those who humiliated you.

 

[OhSeeDeeCel]

Atleast you didnt die in a cave bro

 

[gribsufer1]

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me rn tbh over

 

[FastBananaCEO]

People have lived in one year of their teenage life 10 fold what I have entirely in my teenage years. All those years feels wasted and I feel too far behind development wise. It feels like I’ll be playing catch up for the rest of my life in depression. Progressing to 20 knowing this is horrible and genuinely makes me want to kill myself out of honor. I’ve been tempted into doing it quite a bit

shit

 

[FastBananaCEO]

Brutal realization that you're a low-status male.
Yeah if you never got to party and fuck around in high-school you're pretty much deadset on being a loser and will never "catch-up".
Your only hope is to Sorosmaxx and become rich and high-status so you can fuck over those who humiliated you.

nah before that he should try clubmaxxing in college and getting a good body count there first

if that doesn't work, then he should sorosmaxx

 

[antisocialschizoGOD]

nah before that he should try clubmaxxing in college and getting a good body count there first

if that doesn't work, then he should sorosmaxx

sexmaxxing is good but no amount of college lays will fill the hole in his heart left by his empty youth.

 

[Deleted member 19911]

Thats literally not the case if you look at statistic like 40% of males is incel during highschool.

Also what do you mean "develop as a person" literally no one stands out as an interesting person. Nothing to develop.

Muh teen love, blud peaked in HS innit

 

[Deleted member 41390]

People have lived in one year of their teenage life 10 fold what I have entirely in my teenage years. All those years feels wasted and I feel too far behind development wise. It feels like I’ll be playing catch up for the rest of my life in depression. Progressing to 20 knowing this is horrible and genuinely makes me want to kill myself out of honor. I’ve been tempted into doing it quite a bit

JOIN THE ARMY

 

[FastBananaCEO]

sexmaxxing is good but no amount of college lays will fill the hole in his heart left by his empty youth.

its truly over. I'm suffering from the same problem

high school is life

 

[Deleted member 19442]

At least you aren’t me tbh

 

[Deleted member 19442]

40% is still the minority and usually includes the weirdos who don’t even know what their missing for the rest of their life. Because I’m normal and not exactly subhuman and successfully NT fraud I hang out in an environment and groups where people had these normal experiences growing up like getting with girls at parties young for the first time and experiences with girls in general etc i become so weird and depressed when they discuss such topics of their teenage years

Juststop chilling with them atp. Every day you talk about getting NT mogged

 

[Nebula]

Yup its true same thing happening to me now im gigarotting 24/7 at home knowing its truly over. @Gengar

 

[Deleted member 33624]

Missing out on teen love and proper social circle has scarred me for life. I have a gf and my mood has improved but i still feel the inner emptiness

 

[SAQUIB66]

This is the beginning of your life. You can achieve a lot of things in just 1-2 years from now on.
Either you choose to slay or you choose to rot here for the rest of your life. The choice is yours.

 

[Deleted member 46404]

Trying being near 30 dick wad

No wsy you're almost 30 typing haha in every thread lol

 

[the MOUSE]

Just wait until you turn 50 and the only thing you have to look forward to is the gERriatric house.

its never too late, even at 50, go off with a pop innit

 

[Fiqh]

People have lived in one year of their teenage life 10 fold what I have entirely in my teenage years. All those years feels wasted and I feel too far behind development wise. It feels like I’ll be playing catch up for the rest of my life in depression. Progressing to 20 knowing this is horrible and genuinely makes me want to kill myself out of honor. I’ve been tempted into doing it quite a bit

You're only 20, relax

 

[Samsepioler]

i dont have this problems, i dont have foids all over me but i feel great why?

 

[Deleted member 23558]

You're only 20, relax

“Only” for subhumans it’s their prime

 

[Deleted member 33624]

@BrahminBoss whats so funny ?

 

[Deleted member 23558]

@BrahminBoss whats so funny ?

You’re just low on the social hierarchy your Ltb gf won’t change things much

 

[Deleted member 33624]

You’re just low on the social hierarchy your Ltb gf won’t change things much

She is HTB at least

 

[Deleted member 23558]

She is HTB at least

Using Imagination

 

[Deleted member 33624]

Using Imagination

She legit is HTB at least and since i'm together with her i don't have suicidal thoughts anymore, but life still isn't optimal

 

[Fiqh]

She legit is HTB at least and since i'm together with her i don't have suicidal thoughts anymore, but life still isn't optimal

So what happens when/if she leaves, you'll go back to being suicidal?

 

[Deleted member 33624]

So what happens when/if she leaves, you'll go back to being suicidal?

probably

 

[Fiqh]

probably

She's merely a temporary solution then.

 

[Deleted member 33624]

She's merely a temporary solution then.

Healthy relations to the opposite gender are neccessary for mental health

 

[hopecel]

People have lived in one year of their teenage life 10 fold what I have entirely in my teenage years. All those years feels wasted and I feel too far behind development wise. It feels like I’ll be playing catch up for the rest of my life in depression. Progressing to 20 knowing this is horrible and genuinely makes me want to kill myself out of honor. I’ve been tempted into doing it quite a bit

Can relate bhai

If we don't ascend in the future we will be dead before actual death tbh

I already feel like a dead person inside at 20 jfl at copers who say "it's too early to feel like that"

 

[Deleted member 25713]

You’re literally at uni and can fuck girls and party. There’s nothing bad about getting older if you look good. If you don’t look good it never began anyway you just didn’t realise it.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

No wsy you're almost 30 typing haha in every thread lol

Blocked

 

[Enfant terrible]

People have lived in one year of their teenage life 10 fold what I have entirely in my teenage years. All those years feels wasted and I feel too far behind development wise. It feels like I’ll be playing catch up for the rest of my life in depression. Progressing to 20 knowing this is horrible and genuinely makes me want to kill myself out of honor. I’ve been tempted into doing it quite a bit

drinking and partying is shitty as fuck jfl
you should care more about real expierence that you can get any year of your life

 

[horizontallytall]

Whats u

People have lived in one year of their teenage life 10 fold what I have entirely in my teenage years. All those years feels wasted and I feel too far behind development wise. It feels like I’ll be playing catch up for the rest of my life in depression. Progressing to 20 knowing this is horrible and genuinely makes me want to kill myself out of honor. I’ve been tempted into doing it quite a bit

r height ?

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Yup its true same thing happening to me now im gigarotting 24/7 at home knowing its truly over. @Gengar

I am a NEET again, so same.