I turned 21 today made up my mind about suicide

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I believe god was trying to tell me something.

I will try my very best I turned 21 today at 23 assuming I've tried my hardest I will freely end my life. 2 years of effort if I cannot turn my life around then my life is already over I don't need to spend more time humiliated to come to that conclusion

Good thread for suicidecels

I think god is giving me a second chance I at least owe myself a chance 2 years then I will die I am going to do everything I can starting tomorrow I will look for work. This year started out so awful but I am ending on a high note my face looks much better my anxiety has halved maybe I can do it? I already signed up for 2 IT classes as well
 
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I am going to the bar to legally get a drink cheers you all
 
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Only 2 years? What can you accomplish in 2 years?
 
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Only 2 years? What can you accomplish in 2 years?
I should have my surgery done and I hopefully can be back in college with a normal like like I had before

I will be finished softmaxxing and get a surgery by then hopefully by then my life is on a better track and I have a skill set and a job that I like
 
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I should have my surgery done and I hopefully can be back in college with a normal like like I had before

I will be finished softmaxxing and get a surgery by then hopefully by then my life is on a better track and I have a skill set and a job that I like
At least give it 5 years, two seems so short. But fk it i dont know anything
 
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At least give it 5 years, two seems so short. But fk it i dont know anything
If you tried your 100% best and your life hasn't made any progress in 2 years or so what hope will another 3 bring?
 
What are you going to try now?
 
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What are you going to try now?
Get a job and savings then go back to school I already signed up for 2 IT classes at a local school but when I have a savings get my own place move out and transfer to a decent state school

>Fix my sleep apnea
>Keep fixing my acne till skin is perfect
>Try out various noorotropics to help my ADHD
>Get MSE surgery

and much more... Basically just try to fix everything before ending it
 
No suicide for you. Grow up. Got to be a serious man now. Got to have a job now and contribute to society now. Got to be responsible now.

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Being a neet is worse then a wagie in the long run even if you hate modern life even a 4/10 White guy can just wagemax for 3 years and move to SEA. 100K would last you a decade there
 
I hope you succeed before 23 bro
 
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I believe god was trying to tell me something.

I will try my very best I turned 21 today at 23 assuming I've tried my hardest I will freely end my life. 2 years of effort if I cannot turn my life around then my life is already over I don't need to spend more time humiliated to come to that conclusion

Good thread for suicidecels

I think god is giving me a second chance I at least owe myself a chance 2 years then I will die I am going to do everything I can starting tomorrow I will look for work. This year started out so awful but I am ending on a high note my face looks much better my anxiety has halved maybe I can do it? I already signed up for 2 IT classes as well
Suicide will never solve anything. Life is beautiful even without foids
 
Get a job and savings then go back to school I already signed up for 2 IT classes at a local school but when I have a savings get my own place move out and transfer to a decent state school

>Fix my sleep apnea
>Keep fixing my acne till skin is perfect
>Try out various noorotropics to help my ADHD
>Get MSE surgery

and much more... Basically just try to fix everything before ending it
Get a SOMA APPLIANCE INSTEAD BROTHER!!! Have the MSE on lock though… I recommend a SOMA with a three way split basically like this:

Also watch this bitch last videos. Very interesting indeed.
 
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Get a SOMA APPLIANCE INSTEAD BROTHER!!! Have the MSE on lock though… I recommend a SOMA with a three way split basically like this:

Also watch this bitch last videos. Very interesting indeed.

I was planning on getting MSE never heard of this tho
 
I was planning on getting MSE never heard of this tho
Yeah. I want to get this made tbh. MSE is not that good tbh at least get on this since you have time. It’s very slow so if you do get this done (please do) DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING THE DOCTOR TELLS YOU TO DO!
 
Before roping (if you are very sure about it)
Do some crazy ass gtatype shit
 
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Yeah. I want to get this made tbh. MSE is not that good tbh at least get on this since you have time. It’s very slow so if you do get this done (please do) DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING THE DOCTOR TELLS YOU TO DO!
what do you have against MSE? Planning on doing MSE + Face Mask
 
what do you have against MSE? Planning on doing MSE + Face Mask
MSE just breaks the bone tbh so that neuro mumbo jumbo is affected greatly. It’s not just the bone but it’s bone, nervous system and muscles together. I suggest you get a SOMA first for 1 and a half years and if you still feel like shit get a MSE. You won’t even get that much forward growth from FaceMask alone tbh.
 
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MSE just breaks the bone tbh so that neuro mumbo jumbo is affected greatly. It’s not just the bone but it’s bone, nervous system and muscles together. I suggest you get a SOMA first for 1 and a half years and if you still feel like shit get a MSE. You won’t even get that much forward growth from FaceMask alone tbh.
I will look into it but I have wanted to get MSE for over 3 years now
 
I've thrown in the towel too OP but I am going to give it a few years until I at least try and get my surgeries done before kicking the can. That and I am afraid of burning in Hell for all eternity.
 
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I've thrown in the towel too OP but I am going to give it a few years until I at least try and get my surgeries done before kicking the can. That and I am afraid of burning in Hell for all eternity.
Yeah I have had too many weird situations to truly say god does not exist. If you could tell me 100% he wasn't I'd shoot myself tonight
 
I believe god was trying to tell me something.

I will try my very best I turned 21 today at 23 assuming I've tried my hardest I will freely end my life. 2 years of effort if I cannot turn my life around then my life is already over I don't need to spend more time humiliated to come to that conclusion

Good thread for suicidecels

I think god is giving me a second chance I at least owe myself a chance 2 years then I will die I am going to do everything I can starting tomorrow I will look for work. This year started out so awful but I am ending on a high note my face looks much better my anxiety has halved maybe I can do it? I already signed up for 2 IT classes as well
If all goes wrong just say fuck it and try lsd,dmt or shrooms and reset
 
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