s7seveenn
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Before I get into this post I’d like to make the claim that I do not believe a number known as your ‘IQ’ entirely defines you. It is very much a sub-optimal way of determining how smart someone is- being very outdated.
With this out of the way, I’d like to talk about how this dataset I’ve been told has affected my life & why.
Test 1:
The first iq test i took was when I was 5, maybe 6. Results cane back determining my ‘IQ’ was 145. For how IQ is measured, this number is very high and would place my ‘intelligence’ above the 99.8th percentile. Please note this number generally made sense for the time I received it and who I was at this point in my life.
Test 2:
Since then, I have only taken two more tests. The second test was held when I was 13 with results coming back with a newly found acclaim that my IQ was 122. I’d like to believe this number to more accurately compete with who I am at my concurrent position in life- compared to my third test which I’ll go over now.
Test 3:
Took this one a year ago. Mind you this test wasn’t by default registered as a designated IQ Test- with the IQ being merely a secondary test with the primary being an Autism Test
My parents were convinced I was autistic and so be it- they made me get tested. (Shocker I’m not). Anyways IQ came back as 110. Fucking low as hell, (I know). However I did take this test close to directly after I got out of the psych ward- meaning I had not been to school in 3 weeks. I was also, and more importantly on multiple medications- all being ones that numbed my ability to think properly.
From once being in the top 0.13% of iqcels to being around the 75th percentile genuinely hurts, however. Alternatively I do believe that this intelligence isn’t limited- in which my brain capacity has the ability to re-achieve this once insane number I was given.
Once again I believe that taking an IQ Test is marginally only representative of how good you are at taking IQ tests.
(rant paragraph)
For why this has happened, I’d first like to explain where my parents come in to play. Genuinely, in the instance where IQ is an accurate representation of how we view intelligence, I believe my mom’s ‘IQ’ would lie at a number being of Sub-90 . Under this spectrum I couldn’t tell you where, nor do I want to guess. However, over my life she has sincerely dumbed me out. She hated how I wasn’t ‘normal’ enough- for her liking and has continuously tried to make me into more of a generally ‘normal’ person. As much as she was very much aware of my intelligence potential she just didn’t care and prioritized her view of life over what I could have been. Every time I try to explain how our relationship is limited by our intelligence gap she just calls me ‘mean’ and makes these bullshit 3rd person statements like how ‘you shouldn’t talk to your mother like that.’ Regardless this paragraph is just a rant- I do not hold my parents fully accountable for this demise. And yes I feel stupid when I’m around her.
On my own account, I have very much rotted by brain in many different manners many times. I have intentionally avoided learning more brain-engaging topics to null my intelligence. At least being on org is high iq
Also to anyone who is informed on it and still doesn’t believe the blackpill is as real- even if not to the extent in which it is true- you are objectively stupid.
TLDR; - My IQ has dropped by 35 points, org is my savior
What you should learn: Don’t try and be ‘normal’ if you statistically aren’t. It will ruin your life.
With this out of the way, I’d like to talk about how this dataset I’ve been told has affected my life & why.
Test 1:
The first iq test i took was when I was 5, maybe 6. Results cane back determining my ‘IQ’ was 145. For how IQ is measured, this number is very high and would place my ‘intelligence’ above the 99.8th percentile. Please note this number generally made sense for the time I received it and who I was at this point in my life.
Test 2:
Since then, I have only taken two more tests. The second test was held when I was 13 with results coming back with a newly found acclaim that my IQ was 122. I’d like to believe this number to more accurately compete with who I am at my concurrent position in life- compared to my third test which I’ll go over now.
Test 3:
Took this one a year ago. Mind you this test wasn’t by default registered as a designated IQ Test- with the IQ being merely a secondary test with the primary being an Autism Test
My parents were convinced I was autistic and so be it- they made me get tested. (Shocker I’m not). Anyways IQ came back as 110. Fucking low as hell, (I know). However I did take this test close to directly after I got out of the psych ward- meaning I had not been to school in 3 weeks. I was also, and more importantly on multiple medications- all being ones that numbed my ability to think properly.From once being in the top 0.13% of iqcels to being around the 75th percentile genuinely hurts, however. Alternatively I do believe that this intelligence isn’t limited- in which my brain capacity has the ability to re-achieve this once insane number I was given.
Once again I believe that taking an IQ Test is marginally only representative of how good you are at taking IQ tests.
(rant paragraph)
For why this has happened, I’d first like to explain where my parents come in to play. Genuinely, in the instance where IQ is an accurate representation of how we view intelligence, I believe my mom’s ‘IQ’ would lie at a number being of Sub-90 . Under this spectrum I couldn’t tell you where, nor do I want to guess. However, over my life she has sincerely dumbed me out. She hated how I wasn’t ‘normal’ enough- for her liking and has continuously tried to make me into more of a generally ‘normal’ person. As much as she was very much aware of my intelligence potential she just didn’t care and prioritized her view of life over what I could have been. Every time I try to explain how our relationship is limited by our intelligence gap she just calls me ‘mean’ and makes these bullshit 3rd person statements like how ‘you shouldn’t talk to your mother like that.’ Regardless this paragraph is just a rant- I do not hold my parents fully accountable for this demise. And yes I feel stupid when I’m around her.
On my own account, I have very much rotted by brain in many different manners many times. I have intentionally avoided learning more brain-engaging topics to null my intelligence. At least being on org is high iq
Also to anyone who is informed on it and still doesn’t believe the blackpill is as real- even if not to the extent in which it is true- you are objectively stupid.
TLDR; - My IQ has dropped by 35 points, org is my savior
What you should learn: Don’t try and be ‘normal’ if you statistically aren’t. It will ruin your life.
