I used to post here... back in 2019 June-August. Best times of my life

[SplendidChap]

..... i remember those days. I was Free by Christ in July 8th or 7th one night from my Utter Hopelessness and Terror and Shame.... I would go out and be happy and post here... then it went downhill...

Believe me I’m still Free and happy but in terms of a social life and Looksmaxxing ..... it didn’t go as I thought.

 

[paranakee]

what happened?

 

[SplendidChap]

what happened?

Man it all went downhill.... like really badly.. depression, weight gain.... stress

 

[SplendidChap]

what happened?

I reminisce on those days... I was so happy for once I was happy... I’m fine now I’m happy and Free due to Christ. But.... things didn’t go as expected but in a way they are better.

 

[paranakee]

im sorry to hear that man. Was there something that happened in your life that caused all that?

 

[paranakee]

I reminisce on those days... I was so happy for once I was happy... I’m fine now I’m happy and Free due to Christ. But.... things didn’t go as expected but in a way they are better.

you say you found happiness thru Christ, but you dont sound very happy

 

[SplendidChap]

you say you found happiness thru Christ, but you dont sound very happy

All of my past Shame, Horrors, and Hopelessness are gone. The things that causes me that are Gone Completely. But I just..... I missed out I’m not where I want to be. I have no social life and yes i still feel depressed and stressed about many things it’s horrible.

 

[paranakee]

All of my past Shame, Horrors, and Hopelessness are gone. The things that causes me that are Gone Completely. But I just..... I missed out I’m not where I want to be. I have no social life and yes i still feel depressed and stressed about many things it’s horrible.

Ahh I see
I think thats great that you Christ was able to help you get over your past. The future will require some faith on your part. Faith to reach out to others maybe? Loneliness is painful but unfortunately unless youre very lucky / chad you'll have to be the one to initiate with others I think

 

[Alexanderr]

@HSM1

 

[SplendidChap]

im sorry to hear that man. Was there something that happened in your life that caused all that?

I used to post here, and I was also taking Horny Goat Weed which boosted Testosterone. I lost a bit of hair but I was very high dht where I even had issues with my prostate at the time.

I felt happy though from what I remember? I would go out and do well with gals, and I was happy about the future. I would post on here and it was so fun.

Then I started getting into religious debates and saw these anti Christian heretics and racist evil black washing bullies online which caused me stress, I stopped taking the dht boosters.. due to covid* I became a stressed fat ass and I lived with my dad who caused me stress.


Untreated anxiety disorder and other stuff.


I’m a fat fuckk,


I remember I would dream and try to be some suave dopamine mogging Casanova! That was my dream. To be some Casanova playboy mogger who married my mixed oneitis or some gal after I slayed a bunch of Staceys.

 

[spark]

Best time of your life was posting on looksmax?

 

[SplendidChap]

Best time of your life was posting on looksmax?

I would go out too, almost every weekend and try to be a low inhibition Casanova.

 

[paranakee]

I used to post here, and I was also taking Horny Goat Weed which boosted Testosterone. I lost a bit of hair but I was very high dht where I even had issues with my prostate at the time.

I felt happy though from what I remember? I would go out and do well with gals, and I was happy about the future. I would post on here and it was so fun.

Then I started getting into religious debates and saw these anti Christian heretics and racist evil black washing bullies online which caused me stress, I stopped taking the dht boosters.. due to COVID I became a stressed fat ass and I lived with my dad who caused me stress.


Untreated anxiety disorder and other stuff.


I’m a fat fuckk,


I remember I would dream and try to be some suave dopamine mogging Casanova! That was my dream. To be some Casanova playboy mogger who married my mixed oneitis or some gal after I slayed a bunch of Staceys.

I'm no doctor but maybe you should get testosterone levels checked, you might have crashed in T exacerbating your mental health issues

Although when you're in a household with people that cause excessive stress it really is hard to change and feel better

I hope you start looksmaxxing again by losing weight... When the world goes back to normal and interact with normal people again, it'll improve your chances by not being fat

 

[SplendidChap]

Ahh I see
I think thats great that you Christ was able to help you get over your past. The future will require some faith on your part. Faith to reach out to others maybe? Loneliness is painful but unfortunately unless youre very lucky / chad you'll have to be the one to initiate with others I think

Thank you brother, He’s Real.

My phones being a bitch but I can send you links proving the rapture may be this year and if there is no rapture then 2030 is when He returns for sure.

 

[SplendidChap]

I'm no doctor but maybe you should get testosterone levels checked, you might have crashed in T exacerbating your mental health issues

Although when you're in a household with people that cause excessive stress it really is hard to change and feel better

I hope you start looksmaxxing again by losing weight... When the world goes back to normal and interact with normal people again, it'll improve your chances by not being fat

That could explain my neuroticism. It felt like my dad was trying to dominate me not taking no for an answer, knocking on my door 10 times to get me to finally give in and try his gross food even when I politely said no.

Like he was tryna dominate me and cuck me
Until I gave in. It had some satanic undertone to it spirtually.


I was a lot happier before on the boosters. My doctor also prescribed me some ssri I may take. And I can lost the weight through dry fasting it’s the fastest and best way to destroy fat fast.

Thank you so much for these kind words you know it means a lot that you are actually this kind and thoughtful.

 

[Seth Walsh]

Prime era of the forum fs