I used to want to be a good person

[Deleted member 22124]

I always will deep down, but now it's futile. The devil has truly won. Every day of my life is focused on the loss and the perpetrators. No matters how miserable they are or how much they'll suffer I'll never be what I was. I've been destroyed.

 

[Deleted member 22124]

I'll probably definitely feel bad about the things I say or do, but there's no use fighting the devil. I'll always be reminded of what I am.

 

[Sushifart]

I always will deep down, but now it's futile. The devil has truly won. Every day of my life is focused on the loss and the perpetrators. No matters how miserable they are or how much they'll suffer I'll never be what I was. I've been destroyed.

Saying this with the gayest pfp is the funniest shit not gonna lie

 

[Deleted member 22124]

Saying this with the gayest pfp is the funniest shit not gonna lie

Good. Best I can hope for without going ER is to be some kind of vulgar joke.

 

[Sushifart]

Good. Best I can hope for without going ER is to be some kind of vulgar joke.

Okay, sorry I'm retarded af. Best I can give in this situation is just go and do some kind of meditation and do some introspection or some shit. If this isn't some gay larp sesh, you should probably view yourself in a different light. You've accepted that you have some undesirable qualities, but then you disregard your good qualities thinking shit is all black and white. All I can say is turn your bad qualities into something good and useful for yourself idk lmao

edit: forgot to say if you have to capacity to fucking become a bad person then you can probably develop your good traits too, no?