PharmaPhaggot
Hedonism final boss
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Life feels very boring now, the reason why i liked that year so much was just exploring and learning so much shit, it was when i first started getting with girls fr, drinking with my friends, doing drugs, met tons of people. Now i feel even though i may do fun stuff theres not that same thrill, during that time id also just be filled with euphoria to the point of habitually having to go outside, put some of that cringe 2022 hardstyle in my ears and just go for a run, not because of health or sport but just to get all those amazing emotions out. I still have joy and most importantly satisfaction in my life so it could be worse but the same things dont five the same joi, the downside of being memorymaxxed has been that theres no more memories to make
I was basically just more careless and innocent, now im 18 and have to worry about the future and shit, back then i could still drink whiskey in the bathroom and make out with my friends at school still get A's then go out after school all day, go try new resturants. Maybe drink more, go to parties and not care about my rep or anything
But now im just an oldcel chud
I was basically just more careless and innocent, now im 18 and have to worry about the future and shit, back then i could still drink whiskey in the bathroom and make out with my friends at school still get A's then go out after school all day, go try new resturants. Maybe drink more, go to parties and not care about my rep or anything
But now im just an oldcel chud
