I wanna be 16 again

[Luquier]

Well, you had good opportunities to go out only to flake out. That's probably worse than never having opportunities to begin with NGL

What's worse is that your parents probably rebelled against their own parents back in the day too, ethnic parents tend to larp about being well behaved their whole life in order to set an example

 

[Rothschild]

Today I turn 21

How do you oldcels cope

I wanna be 16 with the face and body I have now I missed out on doing anything in my teenage years I didn’t get to slay JB’s no parties no nothing even tho I was invited to them

I have done nothing but rotted the past 5 years I haven’t hanged out with friends since late 2019

Haven’t made any friends since high school ended

Strictparentpill is so brutal I stopped rebelling and accepted the fact that this is my fate as an Indian to rot while others can have fun I stay inside jerking off or watching tv

I blame my bad eyesight to my parents they would rather have me rot inside the house than go out side I remember in spring break in school I used to just binge watch shows and eat and drink goyslop everyday meanwhile kids my age went outside in the sun and didn’t develop myopia

I used to sit at the edge of my sofa everyday doing the same thing over and over and over I remember a group of friends invited me to go camping but I didn’t want to cuz the new season of lucifer came out I regret that now cuz I want to be in nature I haven’t been ever

Even tho life is better since last year I go to the gym and making an effort to look good and I’m at uni but i still feel behind

Even tho I did lose my virginity this year I failed to get laid again

I also regret dropping out of engineering in 2023 I would have been in my 3rd year this year but now im doing an accounting diploma and if u do good i might get in the best uni in my area next fall semester but ill be 22 by then and still having 2 more years of uni while others my age have already graduated uni and will start working

My parents think I’m a loser sometimes even tho they seem like they don’t hate me I know they are disappointed in me

My mom hugged me today and I felt disgusted for some reason I dunno why

So if you are reading this please don’t do what I did and go out as much as you can even if you don’t have friends and don’t develop myopia and have fun and don’t rot inside all day

Today all I’m doing it getting lunch with my family no friends to hang out with and no gf to kiss and fuck

this sounds like whats gonna happen to me and im scared for that

i dont wanna end up like this

 

[abcd]

Honestly your fault for giving a fuck about your parents's opinions.
Parents were meant to bring you down if you obey them no good will ever come from it, you shouldn't snuck out to go with friends, I did the same thing and now they just don't care anymore if I go out or not

Yea exactly you can't always listen to your parents or you'll just stay the same little kid and never grow up and become confident and secure in yourself. I went travelling by myself recently for like 2 months and my parents didn't want me to but I did anyway, and that was a good experience cus I just understand now that I can do anything, that I dont need anyone's permission

 

[abcd]

They aren’t anymore they just didn’t let me go outside they thought I was gonna do drugs stc



I cope with trading it’s what I have so far


Not a single one

How's the trading going are u making money?

Ive thought about learning it for like 2 years but I can't be fucked

 

[abcd]

16 was an interesting age tbh, felt so full of potential. Like just expecting that a cute jb gf was always around the corner and that I was gonna become rich online somehow. That didn't happen but I'm not sad about it, it wasn't meant to be then cus I wasn't ready for those things yet.

I'm 19 now and tbh I like and respect the person I am now more than the one I was at 18,17,16 so that's all that matters really. It's a gradual upward trajectory. I think life experiences are just the most important things, good and bad ones. I feel bad for people that say they spent their whole teenage/early 20s rotting inside, even tho that's what I do 80% of the time I atleast have some memorable bits sprinkled in