I wanna be loved by them again

[nopasonadawey]

I’ve tried everything to get over them it hurts my soul seeing them talk normally to me knowing I was once their lover being friendzoned after they broke up with me hurt me more then anything…. I have been treated like I’m not as good as everyone by everyone and when I met them despite the distance their words gave me hope and made me want to live to have a future with them by my side with no end they made me belive it was possible… fucking liar. They told me a week ago that I should move on that it wasn’t easy for them either despite them saying “i would never leave you if someone was to leave it’d be you” it’s so ironic looking back at old text where they’d act overprotective scared I’d leave them despite them being able to do it and move on so easily it proves they never truly loved me … not as much as me atleast because even after all that I can’t stop loving them you can only fall in love twice (I say them because I don’t even think they deserve to be named or even have a pronoun they are so cruel…)