i wanna end it but iom have no courage and dont know what to fucking do

[darioltn]

im 15 and ive been depressed since i was 12, ive always been bullied, never had any real friends i can talk to, i rarely leave the house i crash out evrey other day and i either cut myself start punching my leg or eat a shitton of food. my body is shit, i go to the gym but i eat like shit so im fat as fuck. latelty im trying to make more friends but i know im just pretending to enjoy their company but lowkey i just dont care. i tried to end it at 13 by taking pills but i took only 6 and i just got a bad stomach ache.
i dont even know if its worth trying to keep on trying

 

[sample]

why is everyone on here so depressed rn lmao

 

[Wicket]

 

[Wicket]

why is everyone on here so depressed rn lmao

Its an incel forum a lot of people are social outcasts that led to them being suicidal like myself
Its pretty hard if you're going through ut

 

[JeanPorto]

im 15 and ive been depressed since i was 12, ive always been bullied, never had any real friends i can talk to, i rarely leave the house i crash out evrey other day and i either cut myself start punching my leg or eat a shitton of food. my body is shit, i go to the gym but i eat like shit so im fat as fuck. latelty im trying to make more friends but i know im just pretending to enjoy their company but lowkey i just dont care. i tried to end it at 13 by taking pills but i took only 6 and i just got a bad stomach ache.
i dont even know if its worth trying to keep on trying

Wait until you’re 18, cut all your contacts with the outside world, and go live in peace somewhere else

 

[darioltn]

Its an incel forum a lot of people are social outcasts that led to them being suicidal like myself
Its pretty hard if you're going through ut

im not even an incel, i was with a girl that loved me but i couldnt see her as more than a pocket pussy, i made gifts, bought flowers and shit just because i was trying to feel something but i cant feel anything other than phisical attraction towords a girl

 

[darioltn]

Wait until you’re 18, cut all your contacts with the outside world, and go live in peace somewhere else

i might

 

[mangotimer]

It will be okay

 

[Wicket]

im not even an incel, i was with a girl that loved me but i couldnt see her as more than a pocket pussy, i made gifts, bought flowers and shit just because i was trying to feel something but i cant feel anything other than phisical attraction towords a girl

Its nice for some hey

 

[IliaTopuria]

LARP

 

[JeanPorto]

i might

before going into the nature rep me

 

[darioltn]

Its nice for some hey

i just wanna feel something other than sadness or hatred towords me or others i dont care about fucking a girl i can just beat my shit, i wanna be able to love someone

 

[Wicket]

i just wanna feel something other than sadness or hatred towords me or others i dont care about fucking a girl i can just beat my shit, i wanna be able to love someone

I wish someone loved me
I hate these people who are in love just because I want to experience it once in my life atleast

 

[darioltn]

I wish someone loved me
I hate these people who are in love just because I want to experience it once in my life atleast

shes the only girl that liked me and i still managed to not be abke to feel somethnig for her so idk being loved is nice if you can love too

 

[Wicket]

shes the only girl that liked me and i still managed to not be abke to feel somethnig for her so idk being loved is nice if you can love too

Atleast you werent ghosted by your recessed looksmatch lol
That shit still pains my heart everyday
She was so nice too

 

[darioltn]

Atleast you werent ghosted by your recessed looksmatch lol
That shit still pains my heart everyday
She was so nice too

she randomly said she doesent like me amymore and got with another guy lol. she was ugly as shit too but i believed maybe i could love her but i cant love anything cuz im a crazy fucking psyco

 

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[DysgenicArtery]

im 15 and ive been depressed since i was 12, ive always been bullied, never had any real friends i can talk to, i rarely leave the house i crash out evrey other day and i either cut myself start punching my leg or eat a shitton of food. my body is shit, i go to the gym but i eat like shit so im fat as fuck. latelty im trying to make more friends but i know im just pretending to enjoy their company but lowkey i just dont care. i tried to end it at 13 by taking pills but i took only 6 and i just got a bad stomach ache.
i dont even know if its worth trying to keep on trying

I'm not trying to invalidate your suffering, but you are 15 years old. Life may be shit right now, but you will grow up, and your views on life will inevitably change.

I don't have much advice, just try to stay strong until then

 

[Wicket]

she randomly said she doesent like me amymore and got with another guy lol. she was ugly as shit too but i believed maybe i could love her but i cant love anything cuz im a crazy fucking psyco

Why did she say that?

 

[darioltn]

she randomly said she doesent like me amymore and got with another guy lol. she was ugly as shit too but i believed maybe i could love her but i cant love anything cuz im a crazy fucking psyco

shes with this guy whos richer better looking and isnt a fucking obese retard like me so fairs i guess

 

[darioltn]

Why did she say that?

maybe she realized i didnt care aboyt her and just pretended to ao i could fuck her

 

[Wicket]

maybe she realized i didnt care aboyt her and just pretended to ao i could fuck her

Yeah thats probably why bro

 

[darioltn]

Yeah thats probably why bro

i know

 

[Mansur]

im 15

end it at 13

Well youre a fucking loser what should I say