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i will never live a normal or happy life because im 5'4. even if for some miracle height didn't matter, the scars in my mind are too deep to ever love a girl without feeling deathly insecure. my entire life i have been the shortest. i used to be the scrawniest kid ever. barely 4'10 and 80 lbs, despite building a good physique and bulking up 40 lbs, the short stature still remains. i have probably thought about my height every day since i could consciously remember. i remember back in kindergarten i was so confused to why i was smaller than everyone else. elementary school and middle school i got bullied because of my height and how frail i was. my high school life has been hellish. no one says anything. but i know immediately what they're thinking. in class people would treat me like how i was an htn. good face, especially eye area, body halo, knew how to dress well and speak well. but when i stood up every ounce of hard work i put into my physique, everything. it all just fucking dissipates into nothing the second i stand up and they see me for who i am.

the shit that sent me over the edge today was a meeting for my new job, room full of mtbs. it was just fucking comical. my manager is a jester discord mod. i mogged everyone there, besides in one key area. walked in, grabbed a chair and sat down. could already see some girl next to me was into me. everything looked fucking mogger on me. except when we all had to stand up. shortest one there. everyone there height mogged me, any attraction to me disappeared into fucking mist. everything on me felt like overcompensation, the all black fit showing off the physique, my hair, nothing felt natural. felt so emasculated, so childlike, so distraught. we had to move chairs and shit around but i couldn't stand another fucking second of this torture without shoe lifts on. i literally left an hour before the meeting was over, walked home and just wanted a car to run me over. im so insecure i even fraud to 5'4 on this fucking website when in actuality im probably closer to 5'3. my only hope is to spam hgh, but even then im broke as hell. i need hundreds per month, my time is running up. my life is on nightmare mode.
 
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There are people out there shorter than you who managed to find a good woman for life. Surely you could understand that there is hope for you?
 
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There are people out there shorter than you who managed to find a good woman for life. Surely you could understand that there is hope for you?
there is no hope for me, because i have been scarred permanently in the fucking head. no woman wants a man shorter than them.
 
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There’s someone for everyone. It’s just that the someone for you doesn’t want you.
 
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You are not short you are just deeply grown. :forcedsmile::forcedsmile::forcedsmile::forcedsmile::forcedsmile::forcedsmile:
 
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swallow the whitepill bro it’s for your own good
 
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There are examples out there that prove this is not an indisputable fact
then i will die alone. i do not want a taller woman.
 
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then i will die alone. i do not want a taller woman.
Ray Liotta Lol GIF
 
I love tall foids i wish i was like you so i could fuck Amazons
 
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i feel you if this isn’t a larp :feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy::feelswhy:
 
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the scars in my mind are too deep to ever love a girl without feeling deathly insecure
real.
i will never live a normal or happy life because im 5'4. even if for some miracle height didn't matter, the scars in my mind are too deep to ever love a girl without feeling deathly insecure. my entire life i have been the shortest. i used to be the scrawniest kid ever. barely 4'10 and 80 lbs, despite building a good physique and bulking up 40 lbs, the short stature still remains. i have probably thought about my height every day since i could consciously remember. i remember back in kindergarten i was so confused to why i was smaller than everyone else. elementary school and middle school i got bullied because of my height and how frail i was. my high school life has been hellish. no one says anything. but i know immediately what they're thinking. in class people would treat me like how i was an htn. good face, especially eye area, body halo, knew how to dress well and speak well. but when i stood up every ounce of hard work i put into my physique, everything. it all just fucking dissipates into nothing the second i stand up and they see me for who i am.

the shit that sent me over the edge today was a meeting for my new job, room full of mtbs. it was just fucking comical. my manager is a jester discord mod. i mogged everyone there, besides in one key area. walked in, grabbed a chair and sat down. could already see some girl next to me was into me. everything looked fucking mogger on me. except when we all had to stand up. shortest one there. everyone there height mogged me, any attraction to me disappeared into fucking mist. everything on me felt like overcompensation, the all black fit showing off the physique, my hair, nothing felt natural. felt so emasculated, so childlike, so distraught. we had to move chairs and shit around but i couldn't stand another fucking second of this torture without shoe lifts on. i literally left an hour before the meeting was over, walked home and just wanted a car to run me over. im so insecure i even fraud to 5'4 on this fucking website when in actuality im probably closer to 5'3. my only hope is to spam hgh, but even then im broke as hell. i need hundreds per month, my time is running up. my life is on nightmare mode.
and ppl still belive in a loving god. COMICAL

How old are you?
 
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no larp just pain
not like anyone would understand the kind of pain of being that short regardless of what people are telling you over here. none of them would be using genetic outliers or have weird wishful thinking if they were in our position. if they woke up tomorrow at 5’3, they’d be on suicide watch by nightfall. they only say this shit because they aren’t us. because they can afford to cope. i get mistaken as a child til this day, guards asking me for my id, getting those weird condescending stares in public as if i’m someone’s lost little brother
 
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Daily suicide thread. Im feeling the same. Late Nights are ropefuel
 
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swallow the whitepill bro it’s for your own good
Do you guys mind explaining what the whitepill is? Im a graycel on that topic. Wtf does the whitepill entail? Ive heard it used around a bit. Thanks
 
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Do you guys mind explaining what the whitepill is? Im a graycel on that topic. Wtf does the whitepill entail? Ive heard it used around a bit. Thanks
hope

Cat Country GIF by A24
 
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Do you guys mind explaining what the whitepill is? Im a graycel on that topic. Wtf does the whitepill entail? Ive heard it used around a bit. Thanks
The whitepill is basically accepting who you are inspite of your flaws.
 
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Gotcha thanks guys... Seems hella bluepilled as well lol
The Whitepill is a worldview based on the maximization of happiness of an individual, by acceptance of their situation, in lieu of denial or anger. It is a stoic and ascetic extension of the blackpill. Put more concisely, the Whitepill extends the blackpill by prescribing behavior, not by just describing reality as the Blackpill does. The basis of the Whitepill is “optimistic nihilism,” meaning the individual does not condemn others for their nature, but rather accepts it as reality and improves their own life to achieve the most happiness they can. - https://incels.wiki/w/Whitepill
 
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The Whitepill is a worldview based on the maximization of happiness of an individual, by acceptance of their situation, in lieu of denial or anger. It is a stoic and ascetic extension of the blackpill. Put more concisely, the Whitepill extends the blackpill by prescribing behavior, not by just describing reality as the Blackpill does. The basis of the Whitepill is “optimistic nihilism,” meaning the individual does not condemn others for their nature, but rather accepts it as reality and improves their own life to achieve the most happiness they can. - https://incels.wiki/w/Whitepill
Ah ok perfectly defined, makes a lot more sense now I appreciate it bro
 
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There are people out there shorter than you who managed to find a good woman for life. Surely you could understand that there is hope for you?
it's almost like scrolling tiktok at this point
 
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If it’s over… this Pill is good to swallow buddy boyos we must those Fat LTBs mad meanwhile they are 43 and rotting online and past their prime
 
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i will never live a normal or happy life because im 5'4. even if for some miracle height didn't matter, the scars in my mind are too deep to ever love a girl without feeling deathly insecure. my entire life i have been the shortest. i used to be the scrawniest kid ever. barely 4'10 and 80 lbs, despite building a good physique and bulking up 40 lbs, the short stature still remains. i have probably thought about my height every day since i could consciously remember. i remember back in kindergarten i was so confused to why i was smaller than everyone else. elementary school and middle school i got bullied because of my height and how frail i was. my high school life has been hellish. no one says anything. but i know immediately what they're thinking. in class people would treat me like how i was an htn. good face, especially eye area, body halo, knew how to dress well and speak well. but when i stood up every ounce of hard work i put into my physique, everything. it all just fucking dissipates into nothing the second i stand up and they see me for who i am.

the shit that sent me over the edge today was a meeting for my new job, room full of mtbs. it was just fucking comical. my manager is a jester discord mod. i mogged everyone there, besides in one key area. walked in, grabbed a chair and sat down. could already see some girl next to me was into me. everything looked fucking mogger on me. except when we all had to stand up. shortest one there. everyone there height mogged me, any attraction to me disappeared into fucking mist. everything on me felt like overcompensation, the all black fit showing off the physique, my hair, nothing felt natural. felt so emasculated, so childlike, so distraught. we had to move chairs and shit around but i couldn't stand another fucking second of this torture without shoe lifts on. i literally left an hour before the meeting was over, walked home and just wanted a car to run me over. im so insecure i even fraud to 5'4 on this fucking website when in actuality im probably closer to 5'3. my only hope is to spam hgh, but even then im broke as hell. i need hundreds per month, my time is running up. my life is on nightmare mode.
Sorry you have to go through this man
 
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i will never live a normal or happy life because im 5'4. even if for some miracle height didn't matter, the scars in my mind are too deep to ever love a girl without feeling deathly insecure. my entire life i have been the shortest. i used to be the scrawniest kid ever. barely 4'10 and 80 lbs, despite building a good physique and bulking up 40 lbs, the short stature still remains. i have probably thought about my height every day since i could consciously remember. i remember back in kindergarten i was so confused to why i was smaller than everyone else. elementary school and middle school i got bullied because of my height and how frail i was. my high school life has been hellish. no one says anything. but i know immediately what they're thinking. in class people would treat me like how i was an htn. good face, especially eye area, body halo, knew how to dress well and speak well. but when i stood up every ounce of hard work i put into my physique, everything. it all just fucking dissipates into nothing the second i stand up and they see me for who i am.

the shit that sent me over the edge today was a meeting for my new job, room full of mtbs. it was just fucking comical. my manager is a jester discord mod. i mogged everyone there, besides in one key area. walked in, grabbed a chair and sat down. could already see some girl next to me was into me. everything looked fucking mogger on me. except when we all had to stand up. shortest one there. everyone there height mogged me, any attraction to me disappeared into fucking mist. everything on me felt like overcompensation, the all black fit showing off the physique, my hair, nothing felt natural. felt so emasculated, so childlike, so distraught. we had to move chairs and shit around but i couldn't stand another fucking second of this torture without shoe lifts on. i literally left an hour before the meeting was over, walked home and just wanted a car to run me over. im so insecure i even fraud to 5'4 on this fucking website when in actuality im probably closer to 5'3. my only hope is to spam hgh, but even then im broke as hell. i need hundreds per month, my time is running up. my life is on nightmare mode.
the height standards keep raising, even if you were taller, in another 10 years you’d be short again, did you know the nowaday woman standard i’ve heard is 6’5? i have seen countless times women and men say 6’1 isn’t enough, so even if you were taller, it’s just a matter of time until you were seen as 5 foot, again.

the height pill claimed another damned soul :pepefrown:
 
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i will risk fucking acromegaly for 2 inches
how old are you and have you started puberty? see an endocrinologist if you haven't and youre of age, they can start you on hormones if youre deficient & then youll grow
 
how old are you and have you started puberty? see an endocrinologist if you haven't and youre of age, they can start you on hormones if youre deficient & then youll grow
16 and started at 12, doesn't matter parents won't even get me an x-ray for growth plates. have to buy hgh and growth peptides another way
 
you’re height only affects one aspect of your life (smv) there’s other things in life like drugs and alcohol that don’t rely on you being over 5’4.
Height Bias is everywhere, why do you think the majority of CEOS are 6 foot?
 
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I pray u live a good life.
 
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i will never live a normal or happy life because im 5'4. even if for some miracle height didn't matter, the scars in my mind are too deep to ever love a girl without feeling deathly insecure. my entire life i have been the shortest. i used to be the scrawniest kid ever. barely 4'10 and 80 lbs, despite building a good physique and bulking up 40 lbs, the short stature still remains. i have probably thought about my height every day since i could consciously remember. i remember back in kindergarten i was so confused to why i was smaller than everyone else. elementary school and middle school i got bullied because of my height and how frail i was. my high school life has been hellish. no one says anything. but i know immediately what they're thinking. in class people would treat me like how i was an htn. good face, especially eye area, body halo, knew how to dress well and speak well. but when i stood up every ounce of hard work i put into my physique, everything. it all just fucking dissipates into nothing the second i stand up and they see me for who i am.

the shit that sent me over the edge today was a meeting for my new job, room full of mtbs. it was just fucking comical. my manager is a jester discord mod. i mogged everyone there, besides in one key area. walked in, grabbed a chair and sat down. could already see some girl next to me was into me. everything looked fucking mogger on me. except when we all had to stand up. shortest one there. everyone there height mogged me, any attraction to me disappeared into fucking mist. everything on me felt like overcompensation, the all black fit showing off the physique, my hair, nothing felt natural. felt so emasculated, so childlike, so distraught. we had to move chairs and shit around but i couldn't stand another fucking second of this torture without shoe lifts on. i literally left an hour before the meeting was over, walked home and just wanted a car to run me over. im so insecure i even fraud to 5'4 on this fucking website when in actuality im probably closer to 5'3. my only hope is to spam hgh, but even then im broke as hell. i need hundreds per month, my time is running up. my life is on nightmare mode.
Use height insoles and boom, your 5'7 💁
 
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3 inches is a lot of fraud, could maybe get away with 2 inches.
I use insoles and when i take my shoes off literally no ones notices, its all on your head. No ones noticing your 6 cms taller or shorter
 

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