I wanna go outside and be normal so bad...

[Matrix88]

But I am legit below normies, they mog me because they look NT and I don't

I've seen low LTNs mog me, they wouldn't look "weird" while being outside living life, but I WOULD

I can't even have plans with my family or friends, why do I have to live such a shitty life. My looks fucked me up

 

[NoidFiggerJew67]

Dude theres legit 400lbs women that go outside everyday to terrorize walmarts with their horrendous hygiene. You’ll be okay bhai

 

[Baeseth]

But I am legit below normies, they mog me because they look NT and I don't

I've seen low LTNs mog me, they wouldn't look "weird" while being outside living life, but I WOULD

I can't even have plans with my family or friends, why do I have to live such a shitty life. My looks fucked me up

All u can do is grind money, start a business, ecom wtv it takes or ur life is gonna suck

 

[Matrix88]

Dude theres legit 400lbs women that go outside everyday to terrorize walmarts with their horrendous hygiene. You’ll be okay bhai

Idk how can they exist, how can they live at peace???

I'm so fucking depressed, I feel so sorry and sad for my family.

They would've never guessed their son would end up the way I did, it wasn't my fault, I never asked for this life

 

[MagicX]

Every time I see you post it's always some depressing shit bro just be happy

 

[Outlander]

You'll be fine

 

[dreamz]

Not only looks but also your Neurodivergence

 

[Matrix88]

All u can do is grind money, start a business, ecom wtv it takes or ur life is gonna suck

I know man, but I tend to get so sad on days where I see normies I used to talk to, living their lives and genuinely having fun while being outside

My little brother asks me to go to certain places, but I legit cannot do it, I get so fucking sad thinking about this

 

[Matrix88]

Every time I see you post it's always some depressing shit bro just be happy

I wanna be happy, but this is the life I got

You'll be fine

I know that in the future I'll truly be fine if I do everything right, but thinking about my past and present is depressing

To know how inferior I am currently, how people perceive me, my own family seems disgusted at me.

 

[Outlander]

I wanna be happy, but this is the life I got

Brutal

I know that in the future I'll truly be fine if I do everything right, but thinking about my past and present is depressing

The future isn't a guarantee even if you do everything right. Do what's in your power but don't get your hopes too high

To know how inferior I am currently, how people perceive me, my own family seems disgusted at me.

Are you really that bad looking? If you're only slightly below average nobody is gonna stare at you like some freak unless they're a complete dickhead themselves. What does your family do that makes you feel like they're disgusted at you? Not saying you're wrong, but what do they do? Are they nasty to you overtly or is it more on the subtle side? One of my parents is long dead and the other one is unpredictable being nice at times and completely irrational and hostile at others.

 

[Matrix88]

Are you really that bad looking? If you're only slightly below average nobody is gonna stare at you like some freak unless they're a complete dickhead themselves. What does your family do that makes you feel like they're disgusted at you? Not saying you're wrong, but what do they do? Are they nasty to you overtly or is it more on the subtle side? One of my parents is long dead and the other one is unpredictable being nice at times and completely irrational and hostile at others.

They are disappointed at me, that's the main thing. They always expected that I'd be a happy and successful guy, but that's not how things are going rn

I'd say that I'm a high LTN, which is basically average, but that's not what makes me inferior on itself. On a good day I look like a normie, but usually I look so bad, my hair legit makes me look subhuman at times, and I don't go outside most days because of it (brutal norwoodpill + cowlick)

My mind is already fucked, I know that there's so much stuff ahead of me, but I'm already done with life. I cannot keep living this way, isolated for so long, but I cannot leave the house if I don't even look like a softmaxxed normie

 

[Outlander]

They are disappointed at me, that's the main thing. They always expected that I'd be a happy and successful guy, but that's not how things are going rn

I'd say that I'm a high LTN, which is basically average, but that's not what makes me inferior on itself. On a good day I look like a normie, but usually I look so bad, my hair legit makes me look subhuman at times, and I don't go outside most days because of it (brutal norwoodpill + cowlick)

My mind is already fucked, I know that there's so much stuff ahead of me, but I'm already done with life. I cannot keep living this way, isolated for so long, but I cannot leave the house if I don't even look like a softmaxxed normie

Brutal, how old are you? In my experience the older I got the worse I was treated, at least by the parent who is still alive. The one who died was gone before I was in my 20s so how I'd have been treated by that one now is a mystery but I would like to think I'd have gotten treated alright. Also mental scarring from negative experience is no joke, and it really messes you up forever.