I wanna rope so fucking bad

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I genuinely can’t take this shit anymore I can’t do this. I have nothing going for me in my life and honestly I don’t understand why roping isn’t the logical option if I have nothing for me in anyways


Last spring break I grabbed as much Benadryl as I could possibly fit in my hands from the medicine cabinet in my dad’s bathroom. It was only 30 which obviously DID NOT DO THE JOB. I took it hoping to die and I passed out and I genuinely had the most brain fog for the next two weeks this tingly kinda numb feeling for a couple days and a level of dryness in my throat that not even a gallon of water can cure. But the next day I was so fucking angry I didn’t die I was so pissed I cut myself with those blender things you attatched to these shaker cups (figured out this was a good method after accidentally cutting my forehead with pen) and then these meat cutters which did the job better yk.
Idk why im writing this I deleted my account cause I had my face on it and my irl friend has an acc and i made this acc just to lurk n such but idk
 
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get a gun next time
 
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I genuinely can’t take this shit anymore I can’t do this. I have nothing going for me in my life and honestly I don’t understand why roping isn’t the logical option if I have nothing for me in anyways


Last spring break I grabbed as much Benadryl as I could possibly fit in my hands from the medicine cabinet in my dad’s bathroom. It was only 30 which obviously DID NOT DO THE JOB. I took it hoping to die and I passed out and I genuinely had the most brain fog for the next two weeks this tingly kinda numb feeling for a couple days and a level of dryness in my throat that not even a gallon of water can cure. But the next day I was so fucking angry I didn’t die I was so pissed I cut myself with those blender things you attatched to these shaker cups (figured out this was a good method after accidentally cutting my forehead with pen) and then these meat cutters which did the job better yk.
Idk why im writing this I deleted my account cause I had my face on it and my irl friend has an acc and i made this acc just to lurk n such but idk
 
Don’t have access I’m 51 backwards JFL
I live near a cell tower though and I think that’d be a pretty sick death and I’m deathly scared of heights
not worth it. the mental pain you’d be putting yourself through in those last moments, just waiting for it to ‘hit.’ just wait until you’re of age for a gun, that’s if your state has pretty lax gun laws
 
I genuinely can’t take this shit anymore I can’t do this. I have nothing going for me in my life and honestly I don’t understand why roping isn’t the logical option if I have nothing for me in anyways


Last spring break I grabbed as much Benadryl as I could possibly fit in my hands from the medicine cabinet in my dad’s bathroom. It was only 30 which obviously DID NOT DO THE JOB. I took it hoping to die and I passed out and I genuinely had the most brain fog for the next two weeks this tingly kinda numb feeling for a couple days and a level of dryness in my throat that not even a gallon of water can cure. But the next day I was so fucking angry I didn’t die I was so pissed I cut myself with those blender things you attatched to these shaker cups (figured out this was a good method after accidentally cutting my forehead with pen) and then these meat cutters which did the job better yk.
Idk why im writing this I deleted my account cause I had my face on it and my irl friend has an acc and i made this acc just to lurk n such but idk
I feel you bro. I had tried overdosing on Benadryl before and I woke later and my legs felt weak, I couldn't walk right. I thought I was paralyzed. I even tried overdosing on Wellbutrin before that but something strange happened and I survived in the hospital. I don't think overdosing should be a method of choice, at least that's what they say on SaSu. Overdoses fail most of the time.
 

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