I wanna rope

[nabiodcels]

I have like every reason to rope ngl my own dad probably thinks im a failure of a son and im the punching bag low iq high inhib laughing stock of almost of my friends, both online and real life. I probably also have undiagnosed nd and autism so I naturally scare away all the foids. The only jobs I could find are ones that pay 9 dollars and 50 cents that are hiring near me. I genuinely dont see the point of existing, first year of college made me realize how truly over it is for me as well.

 

[nabiodcels]

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[ER1887]

I have like every reason to rope ngl my own dad probably thinks im a failure of a son and im the punching bag low iq high inhib laughing stock of almost of my friends, both online and real life. I probably also have undiagnosed nd and autism so I naturally scare away all the foids. The only jobs I could find are ones that pay 9 dollars and 50 cents that are hiring near me. I genuinely dont see the point of existing, first year of college made me realize how truly over it is for me as well.

If you feel the need to vent on forums about how you want to rope before you actually do it, you probably don’t actually want to go through with it. If you did, you wouldn’t be on forums

 

[xaxanibber]

waht method r u gonna b doin

 

[nabiodcels]

If you feel the need to vent on forums about how you want to rope before you actually do it, you probably don’t actually want to go through with it. If you did, you wouldn’t be on forums

im too scared to tbh. Never been bold m whole life jfl

 

[ER1887]

im too scared too tbh

That’s the point. If you need a justification to do it, it means that your brain knows that you don’t actually want to do this

 

[Scandi.]

I have like every reason to rope ngl my own dad probably thinks im a failure of a son and im the punching bag low iq high inhib laughing stock of almost of my friends, both online and real life. I probably also have undiagnosed nd and autism so I naturally scare away all the foids. The only jobs I could find are ones that pay 9 dollars and 50 cents that are hiring near me. I genuinely dont see the point of existing, first year of college made me realize how truly over it is for me as well.

how i feel after dnring suicide announcements on my favourite forum

 

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[FatCatLoafing]

What happened in college that made you think it was over for you?

 

[nabiodcels]

What happened in college that made you think it was over for you?

the nt ness of everyone, including the men and all the time I spent obsessing over an mtb who only wanted to have fun and used me for attention, she made out with multiple times and still acts like we're friends. I was seriously in love with her too and she played with my feelings so many times. Even now im sitll sorta attached to her, I had other foids throwing themselves at me too like other ltbs and mtbs but SHE consumed my mind and ruined my high inhib self. also said I wasnt "bold" enough which is one of the reaosns she wouldnt date me jfl she is right sadly..we're in a friend group too so its hard to cut her off, my main college friends as well.

 

[nabiodcels]

waht method r u gonna b doin

idk yet might just buy a shotgun and go out with that. 100% success rate

 

[FatCatLoafing]

the nt ness of everyone, including the men and all the time I spent obsessing over an mtb who only wanted to have fun and used me for attention, she made out with multiple times and still acts like we're friends. I was seriously in love with her too and she played with my feelings so many times. Even now im sitll sorta attached to her, I had other foids throwing themselves at me too like other ltbs and mtbs but SHE consumed my mind and ruined my high inhib self. also said I wasnt "bold" enough which is one of the reaosns she wouldnt date me jfl she is right sadly..we're in a friend group too so its hard to cut her off, my main college friends as well.

nigga you are a fakecel, fuck you die.

 

[nabiodcels]

nigga you are a fakecel, fuck you die.

nigga i was used for my attention ive been on bp since early 2022 when i was 14/15. bro it took me 18 almost 19 years to have my first kiss and that was cause I got luckyi may not physically be sub 5 im around mid-high mtn and around 5'11-6 but im mentally sub 3. Iim high inhib overthink everything am too scared to make any moves romantically stutter very often i might have undiagnosed autism nigga im like mentally a 10 year old and cooked for my age (almost 19) im constantly the laughing stock of almost every social friend group or even situation besides from my sisters and their friends. everyone my age genuinely sees me as a retardjfl

 

[FatCatLoafing]

nigga i was used for my attention ive been on bp since early 2022 when i was 14/15. bro it took me 18 almost 19 years to have my first kiss and that was cause I got luckyi may not physically be sub 5 im around mid-high mtn and around 5'11-6 but im mentally sub 3. Iim high inhib overthink everything am too scared to make any moves romantically stutter very often i might have undiagnosed autism nigga im like mentally a 10 year old and cooked for my age (almost 19) im constantly the laughing stock of almost every social friend group or even situation besides from my sisters and their friends. everyone my age genuinely sees me as a retardjfl

you are still redeemable

 

[nabiodcels]

you are still redeemable

idk man ive been watching wheat waffles and gerbert johnson etc other bp content since freshman year of high school. I want to get diagnosed and checked for autism because I feel very different compared to the people around me. Idk if its because im genuinely low iq or undiagnosed high on the spectrum autism. alot of ppl have also shittalked me behind my back and said im annoying and show signs of autism who I thought were my friends, not all, but more than I thought. idkhow to fix my mental man and how to get over a mtb foid. she genuinely made me lose trust in woman, shes indian too jfl i neda ropeidk why im still friends with her but idk how TO STOP

 

[nabiodcels]

I started watching bp content because I was obese and physically sub 5-lltn most of my life up until i was 15-16 years old. people started treating me so differently too when I lost alot of weight end of sophomore yr of high school jfl people started approaching me to be friends I used to be a fat obese shy loner for all of middle and early high school

 

[Thxbz]

If you feel the need to vent on forums about how you want to rope before you actually do it, you probably don’t actually want to go through with it. If you did, you wouldn’t be on forums

Real

 

[nabiodcels]

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[H72]

I have like every reason to rope ngl my own dad probably thinks im a failure of a son and im the punching bag low iq high inhib laughing stock of almost of my friends, both online and real life. I probably also have undiagnosed nd and autism so I naturally scare away all the foids. The only jobs I could find are ones that pay 9 dollars and 50 cents that are hiring near me. I genuinely dont see the point of existing, first year of college made me realize how truly over it is for me as well.

So do it and tell them all that it’s there fault cause it is to control your own death is the only true freedom

 

[nabiodcels]

So do it and tell them all that it’s there fault cause it is to control your own death is the only true freedomt

thank you i will consider this bhai

 

[Child Of Shadows]

nigga i was used for my attention ive been on bp since early 2022 when i was 14/15. bro it took me 18 almost 19 years to have my first kiss and that was cause I got luckyi may not physically be sub 5 im around mid-high mtn and around 5'11-6 but im mentally sub 3. Iim high inhib overthink everything am too scared to make any moves romantically stutter very often i might have undiagnosed autism nigga im like mentally a 10 year old and cooked for my age (almost 19) im constantly the laughing stock of almost every social friend group or even situation besides from my sisters and their friends. everyone my age genuinely sees me as a retardjfl

“been on bp since early 2022” shut the fuck up nigga, even 2022 is considered new by some (bc thats when the k shami thing started), and i doubt u are “on bp” since 2022, ur mtn-hmtn? ur lucky, what do u mean ur mentally sub 3? its because you believe it, what do u mean “undiagnosed nd and autism” that sounds more retarded than any auticel, please just kill yourself already, you are 5’11-6’0 and u still dont realize how blessed you are, the other guy was right.. you are the definition of a “fakecel”, and u even got a first kiss and ur saying it was luck, a first kiss being luck is bumping into a random girl and kissing her on accident and that’s obviously not what happened to you, get off the forum beta

 

[nabiodcels]

“been on bp since early 2022” shut the fuck up nigga, even 2022 is considered new by some (bc thats when the k shami thing started), and i doubt u are “on bp” since 2022, ur mtn-hmtn? ur lucky, what do u mean ur mentally sub 3? its because you believe it, what do u mean “undiagnosed nd and autism” that sounds more retarded than any auticel, please just kill yourself already, you are 5’11-6’0 and u still dont realize how blessed you are, the other guy was right.. you are the definition of a “fakecel”, and u even got a first kiss and ur saying it was luck, a first kiss being luck is bumping into a random girl and kissing her on accident and that’s obviously not what happened to you, get off the forum beta

Nigga it genuinely was we were both drunk and it was a multiple round makeout. I was barely doing anything which turned her off and I had my eyes open like a fucking autist wasn’t even touching her or holding her during it either🫩

 

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[nabiodcels]

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