I want my mom dead

[whitecelcoper]

For as long as I remember my mom has been abusing me. She hits me, she destroys my belongings, shit talks my dad so I dislike him, tells me about the newest chad she fucked and insults me and my friends and shouts at me for no reason. Most people think hating your mom is a "red flag". I truly hate her, I don't care about "societal standards" and "respecting your elders". She's always high or drunk, but if I dare to drink moderately I need to be sent to rehab. One time I was at a party and I got really drunk (I think I was 14-15, unsure though). She tried to hit me when I came home and I pushed her and spit on her. I know it's wrong to come home drunk at that age, but I was tired of her constantly abusing me. Ever since then she hasn't hit me. Sometimes she still leaves me without food, but it's not like I can't buy something from the store. I genuinely want her dead. I remember when I was 12 she threatened to kill herself and I barely contained myself from telling her to do it. Every time she cries it feels manipulative. And annoying. She keeps asking what lead me to hate her so much and that she spent so much time taking care of me (yeah right). She always lists off materialistic things she's done for me like "I bought you toys when you were little" as if that makes up for the abuse I've endured from her. She cries a lot, but if I dare to cry after she screams at me for an hour straight I'm "hysteric". One time I was so fed up with it I tried jumping off the balcony in front of her (I was drunk and she stopped me). I will not call cps, I'll try to last with her for another 2 years and move away. I hope she gets lung cancer so I can watch her on her death bed and spit on her grave. I just needed to get this off of my chest I don't care if you dnr, just don't reply with that it's repetitive

 

[xzylecrey]

 

[whitecelcoper]

Only reply I needed

 

[xzylecrey]

Only reply I needed

I was angry with you btw

 

[Jenson]

this sounds really sad but are you maybe autistic or some sadist, i feel like a normal person would just call CPS and get out of there asap instead of waiting for their mom to die

this sounds really sad though i wish you the best

 

[_Zygomatic_]

i mean if ur 15 im guessing your a lot bigger and stronger than her, im not saying get physical of course but just show her that you’re stronger scare her or something. like idk if she starts spouting off just do something scary or yell at her or some shit idk that’s what i would do

 

[rraymond]

I will not call cps

why not

 

[LUKE546733]

Same u should lowkey just shoot her

 

[whitecelcoper]

i mean if ur 15

I'm 16

yell at her

Yeah I usually do that when she screams at me but I avoid getting physical since she'll call her boyfriend to beat the shit out of me

 

[whitecelcoper]

why not

They'll put me in a home where I won't be able to have my phone plus if my mom dies I won't be able to see it

 

[whitecelcoper]

Same u should lowkey just shoot her

I'm afraid of consequences and I'm not planning on killing myself this year

 

[LUKE546733]

I'm afraid of consequences and I'm not planning on killing myself this year

Fair

 

[austrianpsycho]

For as long as I remember my mom has been abusing me. She hits me, she destroys my belongings, shit talks my dad so I dislike him, tells me about the newest chad she fucked and insults me and my friends and shouts at me for no reason. Most people think hating your mom is a "red flag". I truly hate her, I don't care about "societal standards" and "respecting your elders". She's always high or drunk, but if I dare to drink moderately I need to be sent to rehab. One time I was at a party and I got really drunk (I think I was 14-15, unsure though). She tried to hit me when I came home and I pushed her and spit on her. I know it's wrong to come home drunk at that age, but I was tired of her constantly abusing me. Ever since then she hasn't hit me. Sometimes she still leaves me without food, but it's not like I can't buy something from the store. I genuinely want her dead. I remember when I was 12 she threatened to kill herself and I barely contained myself from telling her to do it. Every time she cries it feels manipulative. And annoying. She keeps asking what lead me to hate her so much and that she spent so much time taking care of me (yeah right). She always lists off materialistic things she's done for me like "I bought you toys when you were little" as if that makes up for the abuse I've endured from her. She cries a lot, but if I dare to cry after she screams at me for an hour straight I'm "hysteric". One time I was so fed up with it I tried jumping off the balcony in front of her (I was drunk and she stopped me). I will not call cps, I'll try to last with her for another 2 years and move away. I hope she gets lung cancer so I can watch her on her death bed and spit on her grave. I just needed to get this off of my chest I don't care if you dnr, just don't reply with that it's repetitive

retard rambling

dnrwnr
(did not read will not read)

 

[_Zygomatic_]

I'm 16

Yeah I usually do that when she screams at me but I avoid getting physical since she'll call her boyfriend to beat the shit out of me

i mean i doubt you can beat the shit out of an adult so maybe keep a baseball bat in ur room with a sock over it just in case, but use a lose sock so that if he grabs it the sock slides off instead of him taking control of the bat, that should get you an extra hit in (only use this for self defence since no adult man should be beating on a teenager)

 

[whitecelcoper]

dnrwnr
(did not read will not read)

I don’t care nigga just don’t reply it’s not that hard

 

[austrianpsycho]

I don’t care nigga just don’t reply it’s not that hard

dnr

 

[xXXxZeusxXXx]

this sounds really sad but are you maybe autistic or some sadist, i feel like a normal person would just call CPS and get out of there asap instead of waiting for their mom to die

this sounds really sad though i wish you the best

ah yes the classic blame autism card

 

[Jenson]

ah yes the classic blame autism card

is blaming equivalent to speculating

 

[Rizzinator]

For as long as I remember my mom has been abusing me. She hits me, she destroys my belongings, shit talks my dad so I dislike him, tells me about the newest chad she fucked and insults me and my friends and shouts at me for no reason. Most people think hating your mom is a "red flag". I truly hate her, I don't care about "societal standards" and "respecting your elders". She's always high or drunk, but if I dare to drink moderately I need to be sent to rehab. One time I was at a party and I got really drunk (I think I was 14-15, unsure though). She tried to hit me when I came home and I pushed her and spit on her. I know it's wrong to come home drunk at that age, but I was tired of her constantly abusing me. Ever since then she hasn't hit me. Sometimes she still leaves me without food, but it's not like I can't buy something from the store. I genuinely want her dead. I remember when I was 12 she threatened to kill herself and I barely contained myself from telling her to do it. Every time she cries it feels manipulative. And annoying. She keeps asking what lead me to hate her so much and that she spent so much time taking care of me (yeah right). She always lists off materialistic things she's done for me like "I bought you toys when you were little" as if that makes up for the abuse I've endured from her. She cries a lot, but if I dare to cry after she screams at me for an hour straight I'm "hysteric". One time I was so fed up with it I tried jumping off the balcony in front of her (I was drunk and she stopped me). I will not call cps, I'll try to last with her for another 2 years and move away. I hope she gets lung cancer so I can watch her on her death bed and spit on her grave. I just needed to get this off of my chest I don't care if you dnr, just don't reply with that it's repetitive

Relatable. My mom was similar, but she only hit me a few times when I was little. The constant crying for empathyfarming was really fucking annoying too. She even confessed to me that she cheated on my father. They never separated though.
She also said she would kill herself while we had my birthday dinner for some retarded reason. I fucking hate her.
Get a job, make money and MOVE THE FUCK OUT ASAP.

 

[whitecelcoper]

ah yes the classic blame autism card

I use it a lot

 

[whitecelcoper]

She also said she would kill herself while we had my birthday dinner for some retarded reason. I fucking hate her.

She tells me she'll kill herself every time I do something wrong

 

[Jgns]

fuck shes such a degenerate I hope the best for you bro don't blame yourself for the shortcomings of the people around u and the situation u were born into ik what its like to live with that sort of mother (admitidly not nearly as bad) but still it fucks u up mentally, don't blame urself but realise that u gt work hard to get out of that situation and trust u can do it bro.

 

[childishkillah]

Nietzschian thread

 

[IronMike]

I''ll bet 1K your white

 

[whitecelcoper]

but still it fucks u up mentally

I don't feel like it really affects me it just gets annoying. I wish she just actually killed herself I'm tired of her shit

 

[whitecelcoper]

I''ll bet 1K your white

I'm slightly arab

 

[Jgns]

I don't feel like it really affects me it just gets annoying. I wish she just actually killed herself I'm tired of her shit

i mean its the sort of thing most people dont feel until they leave the environment and introspect, sort of like a frog in a pot that's escalating in temperature

 

[Deleted member 353556]

feeling bad for you

 

[Rizzinator]

She tells me she'll kill herself every time I do something wrong

Okay that's just hysterical at this point Call her bluff or tell her to do it

Most importantly, protect yourself. Love yourself.

 

[whitecelcoper]

Call her bluff or tell her to do it

I have and she just starts crying this woman can't go a day without guilt tripping

 

[kisslessvirgin]

calm yourself

 

[itisoverformeh101]

For as long as I remember my mom has been abusing me. She hits me, she destroys my belongings, shit talks my dad so I dislike him, tells me about the newest chad she fucked and insults me and my friends and shouts at me for no reason. Most people think hating your mom is a "red flag". I truly hate her, I don't care about "societal standards" and "respecting your elders". She's always high or drunk, but if I dare to drink moderately I need to be sent to rehab. One time I was at a party and I got really drunk (I think I was 14-15, unsure though). She tried to hit me when I came home and I pushed her and spit on her. I know it's wrong to come home drunk at that age, but I was tired of her constantly abusing me. Ever since then she hasn't hit me. Sometimes she still leaves me without food, but it's not like I can't buy something from the store. I genuinely want her dead. I remember when I was 12 she threatened to kill herself and I barely contained myself from telling her to do it. Every time she cries it feels manipulative. And annoying. She keeps asking what lead me to hate her so much and that she spent so much time taking care of me (yeah right). She always lists off materialistic things she's done for me like "I bought you toys when you were little" as if that makes up for the abuse I've endured from her. She cries a lot, but if I dare to cry after she screams at me for an hour straight I'm "hysteric". One time I was so fed up with it I tried jumping off the balcony in front of her (I was drunk and she stopped me). I will not call cps, I'll try to last with her for another 2 years and move away. I hope she gets lung cancer so I can watch her on her death bed and spit on her grave. I just needed to get this off of my chest I don't care if you dnr, just don't reply with that it's repetitive

ok look maybe she is a fucking horrible person and maybe yes you do hate her but you shouldn't wish death on her shes your mom but yes ur not in the wrong for hating her

 

[whitecelcoper]

ok look maybe she is a fucking horrible person and maybe yes you do hate her but you shouldn't wish death on her shes your mom but yes ur not in the wrong for hating her

I don't consider her my mother, she did nothing to earn that title. Sure she gave birth to me, but I feel like she's just a roommate, not a part of my family

 

[le_paria_social]

Don't do anything stupis, stay in your
lane and try to let time pass until you get a job or can go to college

 

[Vireon]

Good, hope she loses you (in a way that's beneficial for you) and please do not end it because it's never over brah

I'm afraid of consequences and I'm not planning on killing myself this year

 

[hopelessmanlet32]

mothers like this shouldnt be mothers and the governament should do something about it, probably testing pregnant women mentally if they are ready to have a son/daughter or something similar

 

[OverSince08]

For as long as I remember my mom has been abusing me. She hits me, she destroys my belongings, shit talks my dad so I dislike him, tells me about the newest chad she fucked and insults me and my friends and shouts at me for no reason. Most people think hating your mom is a "red flag". I truly hate her, I don't care about "societal standards" and "respecting your elders". She's always high or drunk, but if I dare to drink moderately I need to be sent to rehab. One time I was at a party and I got really drunk (I think I was 14-15, unsure though). She tried to hit me when I came home and I pushed her and spit on her. I know it's wrong to come home drunk at that age, but I was tired of her constantly abusing me. Ever since then she hasn't hit me. Sometimes she still leaves me without food, but it's not like I can't buy something from the store. I genuinely want her dead. I remember when I was 12 she threatened to kill herself and I barely contained myself from telling her to do it. Every time she cries it feels manipulative. And annoying. She keeps asking what lead me to hate her so much and that she spent so much time taking care of me (yeah right). She always lists off materialistic things she's done for me like "I bought you toys when you were little" as if that makes up for the abuse I've endured from her. She cries a lot, but if I dare to cry after she screams at me for an hour straight I'm "hysteric". One time I was so fed up with it I tried jumping off the balcony in front of her (I was drunk and she stopped me). I will not call cps, I'll try to last with her for another 2 years and move away. I hope she gets lung cancer so I can watch her on her death bed and spit on her grave. I just needed to get this off of my chest I don't care if you dnr, just don't reply with that it's repetitive

Dont waste ur life in a cell over that just move away in 2years

 

[whitecelcoper]

mothers like this shouldnt be mothers and the governament should do something about it, probably testing pregnant women mentally if they are ready to have a son/daughter or something similar

Yeah and they need to go to a psychologist so they can check if they have any conditions that might affect the way they raise the child

 

[Slow]

Yo white, similar situation w me funnily enough. I beat the shit out my stepdad and ended up living w my dad sometimes it’s best to take it into ur own hands. Definitely don’t kill your mum lol it’s just character building she’s done alot for you but small positives definitely don’t cancel out the abuse. If your really gonna stick w her for 2 years just live through it find something to do to spend the least amount of time at home

 

[kababcel]

For as long as I remember my mom has been abusing me. She hits me, she destroys my belongings, shit talks my dad so I dislike him, tells me about the newest chad she fucked and insults me and my friends and shouts at me for no reason. Most people think hating your mom is a "red flag". I truly hate her, I don't care about "societal standards" and "respecting your elders". She's always high or drunk, but if I dare to drink moderately I need to be sent to rehab. One time I was at a party and I got really drunk (I think I was 14-15, unsure though). She tried to hit me when I came home and I pushed her and spit on her. I know it's wrong to come home drunk at that age, but I was tired of her constantly abusing me. Ever since then she hasn't hit me. Sometimes she still leaves me without food, but it's not like I can't buy something from the store. I genuinely want her dead. I remember when I was 12 she threatened to kill herself and I barely contained myself from telling her to do it. Every time she cries it feels manipulative. And annoying. She keeps asking what lead me to hate her so much and that she spent so much time taking care of me (yeah right). She always lists off materialistic things she's done for me like "I bought you toys when you were little" as if that makes up for the abuse I've endured from her. She cries a lot, but if I dare to cry after she screams at me for an hour straight I'm "hysteric". One time I was so fed up with it I tried jumping off the balcony in front of her (I was drunk and she stopped me). I will not call cps, I'll try to last with her for another 2 years and move away. I hope she gets lung cancer so I can watch her on her death bed and spit on her grave. I just needed to get this off of my chest I don't care if you dnr, just don't reply with that it's repetitive

Shes still your mother by blood dude, watch out for what you wish for
Adults make mistakes aswell but parents are the closest thing you will feel warmth (unless they are extremely horrendous) try to have a mature conversation with her and communicate your feelings and stuff
I know you have heard all of that shit before but seriously you only get 1 mother in this life and if shes gone then shes gone

 

[whitecelcoper]

you only get 1 mother in this life and if shes gone then shes gone

Yeah I'm aware. I would still be happy if she just disappeared. I've tried to talk to her, she never listens to what I tell her

 

[whitecelcoper]

Yo white, similar situation w me funnily enough. I beat the shit out my stepdad and ended up living w my dad sometimes it’s best to take it into ur own hands. Definitely don’t kill your mum lol it’s just character building she’s done alot for you but small positives definitely don’t cancel out the abuse. If your really gonna stick w her for 2 years just live through it find something to do to spend the least amount of time at home

I usually go to my dad's house when she bitches too much. I can't stand her